Obsessed!SatoruGojo x reader ft. brother Suguru
The one where Gojo goes insane instead of Suguru.
Warnings: possessiveness, yandere-ish behaviour, suggestiveness, hot-cold Gojo.
Back then you hadnât quite been able to pinpoint this certain feeling in your gut, that something was off, that something was not quite right. Looking back at it, now you know why you had that feeling. Call it instinct, but back then you knew that, when Satoru and Suguru had left for their mission, something was wrong.
Your suspicions were later confirmed, when Suguru came back alone. He had this look in his eyes, a look that told you everything.
At first, you thought of any possible excuse to rule out that thought in the back of your mind. Satoru had been injured and was in a hospital, but then again itâs Satoru Gojo weâre talking about. Maybe, he was just getting some souvenirs for you and got held back, again, itâs Satoru Gojo, he could just teleport.
You had overheard your brother talking to Yaga. Something about a switch flipping in Satorus brain, him talking nonsense and refusing to return to this âcorrupted sorcerer worldâ.
âI canât stay here,â you had said to Suguru, once he was in front of you.
âNo, you canât.â He sighed, sliding a hand over his face. He didnât look good. His eyes carried heavy dark circles, his hair was all messy and he just looked exhausted. Maybe he had put up a fight with Gojo. Dumb decision if he had. âHeâll come back here for you,â he said, as he finally met your worried eyes. âand heâll get rid of anyone who tries to stop him.â
His words hit you like strong wind in an open field. Surely this couldnât be your Satoru he was talking about.
âIâll make arrangements with the higher ups and Yaga. He wonât come for now, so this is our chance to make you disappear off his radar.â
Back then you didnât understand why Suguru was making such a big deal out of the situation. Sure, you agreed that you had to disappear. But you had to do it for yourself. You didnât want to constantly be reminded of what had happened.
Youâd later find out that Suguru had his reasons. After what had happened, and what he had seen, he knew what Gojo was capable of. And he also knew that Satoru had a soft spot for you, that he would do anything to protect you.
According to Satorus logic, the jujutsu world was corrupted and sending sorcerers to their deaths. You were a sorcerer, a really good one, but a sorcerer nonetheless. Satoru didnât want you to die. Not you. Especially not you. Which is why Suguru knew that he was going to come for you.
In a matter of days you travelled abroad. Far away, but not enough so that someone, preferably Suguru, would be able to come in case of an emergency.
It hadnât been easy to adjust to your new life. It was completely different to what you had been used to. Still, you were young and you managed.
Five years had passed since then. You werenât a kid anymore. You had built yourself a quiet life, taking on small missions here and there.
Suguru had come to visit every once in a while during those years. He talked about what was going on back at home, how everyone was doing. But he never talked about Gojo, never ever about Gojo.
Today was one of those days. Suguru had suddenly appeared on your porch, but today was different.
Instead of walking through the city, he sat you down in your living room. Instead of going out to eat something, he was asking you to come back.
âWhat?â You asked confused.
In his defence, this hadnât been his decision. He had tried to put up a fight against the higher ups, but it was useless.
âThey want you to contact him. They think that you could get close to him, close enough to get information out of him.â Suguru sighed. He wasnât happy about this plan, he didnât want you in the eye of the storm.
âI donât understand. Why would they want this now? And why me? I havenât been home for five years, I havenât seen him for five years Suguru.â You couldnât bring yourself to utter his name, even if you tried, the words would get stuck in your throat.
âGojo has been quiet for a while now. Back then, in the beginning, he didnât hide his rage, his spite. But now, he basically vanished. We think heâs planning something big.â Suguru explained, âThey donât know for sure if sending you will work,â he said, tone full of spite. âbut they want to try.â
You looked up at him, seeing his anger. The both of you understood that the higher ups were able to put your life on the line, if it meant that theyâd find out Satorus plan.
Even though Suguru didnât agree, and you didnât want to go back, soon enough you were on a flight back to Tokyo.
After you had landed, you were escorted back to jujutsu. Suguru was the one who had asked for extra security.
âIâm sure heâll know youâre in Tokyo the second you step off that plane. If he hasnât been watching you all this time already, he certainly will once youâre here.â That had been his reasoning.
Suguru was convinced that youâd be in danger the second you arrived. He wanted you to be able to come home first, to adjust and plan.
Even so, it wasnât long until Satoru had found you.
You were at Suguruâs, preparing dinner for when he came back. It was late and he was still at jujutsu tech.
It had been two days since you arrived. On the first day you had gone to see the higher ups to discuss their plans. On the second day you were allowed to rest before your mission the following day.
But of course, nothing ever goes as planned. Satoru had beat you to it.
You heard the front door open, followed by heavy footsteps walking into the kitchen. âDinnerâs almost ready.â You called out.
A smile formed on Satorus face, this felt so docile. It was like a taste of the life heâd always wanted, always dreamed of.
You felt him breathing down your neck, but before you could turn around you were pinned against the sink. You didnât need to turn around to know who it was. His presence felt so familiar, yet so strange. You hadnât seen him for five years, yet youâd recognised him almost immediately.
âOh god,â you exhaled a shaking breath you didnât know you were holding.
You had gone over the scenario of meeting him hundreds of times. In jujutsu tech, in his estate, on the street or even in a park. You had tried to convince yourself youâd be strong and not let old emotions come flooding back. Yet thatâs exactly what happened. You felt sick to your stomach.
âSomething like that,â he grinned, leaning in until he could smell your shampoo. âalthough Iâd prefer if you called me Satoru.â He chuckled at his own joke.
âWhat are you doing here?â You panicked.
It wasnât supposed to go like this. You were supposed to have more time. It was supposed to be planned and controlled. But here you were, in your brotherâs kitchen, pinned against the sink with Satoru Gojo breathing down your neck.
He let go of your wrists, slowly turning you around to face him.
You didnât know if you were quite ready to face him, to see those baby blue eyes again. But your worry was drowned as you were met by a blindfold instead. In a sense, it comforted you. You knew that if you met his eyes, youâd be done for.
âIâve come to rescue you of course,â he smiled. âThe second you arrived here I tried to get to you. Iâm sorry I took so long.â He reached up to stroke your cheek before you turned away from him.
âRight, I understand youâre still angry, I would be too. No need to worry though, soon everything will make sense again.â
That was the last thing you heard before seeing black.
You woke up to a beautifully decorated room. You were alone as the moonlight shined into the room from the balcony door.
You got up eyeing the room with curiosity. It was quite to your taste, suspiciously similar to the room youâd called your home for these last five years.
You walked toward the door and pressed down on the handle, only to find out that it was locked. He didnât seriously expect you to sit in a locked room like some sort of prisoner.
You tried the balcony door, and to your surprise it wasnât locked. A cool gust of wind rushed against you as you walked out. Your room wasnât on the highest floor, but high enough for you not try to jump down directly. So you opted to climbing onto the the balcony next to yours to try your luck in that room.
At first glance it didnât seem like there was anyone in there. So you slid the door open and slowly walked in.
Honestly it was your fault, you shouldâve known. You shouldâve know that Satorus room wouldnât be far from yours, but you hadnât thought about it until you stood in it and caught a whiff of that oh so familiar scent.
Satoru lay sprawled out on top of the bed, light snores coming out of him. You stood frozen contemplating your options.
You couldâve climbed back over to your balcony and tucked yourself back into bed, an option that you were sure Satoru wouldâve liked very much. You couldâve gone through his room and try to find something, an option you didnât like as much. Surely you would have another opportunity to go through his things, an opportunity in which he wasnât sleeping in his bed. So you opted for the third option, walk out the door without waking him up.
Your silent footsteps echoed around the tall walls of Gojos estate. Every room you entered was enormous, swallowing you whole in a matter of seconds.
You werenât sure if walking around the estate by yourself had been such a good idea, and you certainly werenât sure if you were going to find your way back to your room.
So far your exploration had been unsuccessful. All of the rooms you had encountered until now were ether empty bedrooms or some sort of lounges.
You were about to retaliate and walk back to your room when you noticed one last door just around the corner of the corridor you had been walking along.
When you tried to open it, the door wouldnât budge. It was locked.
That was weird. None of the door until now had been closed. So you thought, this room mustâve been important to Satoru. Important enough to lock it, just like you.
You jumped back, chocking up a gasp.
âWhat are you doing out here, sweetheart? Itâs cold, youâre not even wearing socks.â Satoru pointed at your feet. He was worried about your feet getting cold, even though he had, not only busted you braking out of your room, but also snooping around his estate. âCome,â he held out his hand. âIâll bring you back to your warm bed, hm?â He said, in such a sweet voice, it almost made you forget the monster he had become.
âI-,â you looked around for answers. âI was just-â
âShh,â he shushed you stepping closer, still holding out his hand. âItâs okay. Come.â He ordered this time.
You looked at his stretched out hand, then back to his face before taking it. He pulled you into him, scooping you up into his arms. Your face flushed, you hadnât expected that.
After taking a moment to calm your nerves, you broke the silence. âMy door is locked.â
âYes, it seems so. And yet, you managed to get out, defeating the whole purpose of a locked door.â He chuckled.
âI didnât want you wandering around alone at night, especially since you donât know your way around my place yet.â My place. He had certainly found an interesting way to describe his empire. âI also thought you might wake up a bit disoriented, I just didnât want anything to happen to you is all.â
You decided to fall silent after that, letting him carry you to your room. It was weird talking to him again, hearing his voice, hearing him be worried about you.
In that exact moment you decided you couldnât do it, you couldnât speak with him. You had promised Suguru you would do this, that you would get the information the higher ups wanted and then get the hell out of there. But how would you be able to do that if you couldnât even talk to him. You had utterly and completely overestimated yourself.
âThere we are.â He whispered as he unlocked the door and walked in.
He slowly sat you down on the bed, kneeling in front of you to wrap his hand around your ankle. You flinched at his warm hand making contact with your cold skin.
âFoolish little dove. Why would you walk around barefoot?â He sighed as he got up and walked towards a wardrobe. âLetâs hope you donât catch a cold from this. You really ought to take better care of your well being.â
He took out a pair of thick socks, making his way back to his previous kneeling position to put them on your feet. âBut have no fret, Iâm here now to make sure youâre alright.â He looked up smiling once he was done.
He looked so genuine, so happy. You had forgotten what that was like, to see him like this.
âCat caught your tongue?â He chuckled, straightening himself. âItâs alright, weâll speak more tomorrow. Get some sleep you must be exhausted.â
With that he turned around making his way towards the door, stopping right in front of it. âI trust that if I leave the door unlocked I wonât find you wondering around the estate again tonight?â He asked so innocently. But you knew him better than that. It wasnât an innocent question, it was a warning.
When he didnât hear a reply from you he shortly turned his head to look at you and his eyes immediately softened. He gave you one last smile before opening the door, walking out and closing it behind him.
You heard his heavy footsteps walking towards his room and entering it. Then, nothing. Silence.
You donât know if it was because you were exhausted, or because his hidden threat had scared you, but you decided to stay in bed for the rest of the night and try to get at least some sleep.
A/n: idk what it is abt this role switch with Gojo and Geto but Iâm obsessed w it, so ofc I had to write my own little snippet đ Idk if Iâll continue it but I hope I do đ