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life is a hydrogen bomb and im a coughing baby

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another another (temporary) intro post

mellowtokens super duper extra secret sideblog where i truly post whatever i want whenever i want which is really just odyssey duo brainrot or whatver i feel like posting which i think is ok

i dont mind if they dont get lots of notes at all, im pretty content with the way things are now

this is my own little world and you should feel honored when you come across my rare, tiny little world that hides peacefully in a wide universe such as the internet

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another (very long) odyssey duo rant bc all uu wifies wanted to do was love and be loved

(this is pretty wifies centric because I think I understand where he's coming from. Although i might just be overanalyzing it because i love projecting myself onto him)

Don't be afraid to try contradict/add to my view on this! :)

It might be a stretch, but i think wifies' possessiveness and protectiveness comes from affection not clearly/properly reciprocated. In episode two of unstable, wifies sacrifices himself for parrot so he can uncover the "secret" of the unstable smp, probably not expecting anything in return. Then, Parrot risks his life and does everything in his power to get Wifies unbanned. After that, there's a shift in how Wifies sees Parrot. Wifies has most likely never met someone who would risk so much for a person he barely knew, which was Wifies at the time. Wifies was a cause that Parrot made up in his head. Since they weren't so close at the time, one would think Parrot was risking his life for absolutely nothing, which is something that the current Wifies would absolutely hate. Ever since then, ever since unbanning Wifies, Parrot has been dragged into danger, after danger, after danger. And maybe, overtime, a feeling of immense guilt and overwhelming admiration for Parrot grew in Wifies. He feels that he was the reason for getting Parrot dragged into danger, but he also really admired Parrot's view on things and his resolve. This leads to him unknowingly, subconsiously "apologizing" to Parrot by sticking by his side no matter what, and doing whatever he can to help, even if it means putting himself at the brink of death for Parrot. Wifies knows deep in the back of his mind that it's all his fault that Parrot has to go through this. The guilt was eating away at him slowly, and he felt that the only way that he could "repay" Parrot was to risk his life for him just like how Parrot did for him when he got chunkbanned. And the overwhelming affection? It twisted into desperation, a desperation to see that affection get reciporcated by Parrot, which never really happens. Parrot also cares for Wifies, of course. Wifies even became one of his closest friends and they always stuck together. But because of the cause Wifies made up in his head, the cause that maybe it was all his fault, Wifies was secretly on an entirely different level of loyalty and affection, unbeknownst by the both of them. In Wifies' mind, Parrot doesn't feel "close" to him despite Wifies wanting Parrot to be close him. To Wifies, Parrot (or rather his affection towards Wifies) is something so close yet so far out of reach, as if his never ending guilt created an imaginary chasm that Wifies felt he had to cross to be "accepted" by Parrot, This makes Wifies' guilt and desperation to be acknowledged and "forgiven" by him grow stronger every day. He finally reaches his limits in the End dimension when he had no way of being able to help Parrot. He was about to die, and Wifies wasn't able to do anything about it. It drives him crazy, and a sick "realization" blooms out of the growing weeds of guilt and desperation: the "true reason" why Parrot wasn't reciprocating Wifies' over-the-top affection was because Wifies wasn't enough. When faced with real danger, Wifies was nothing. And he felt that he was someone that Parrot couldn't rely on.

From that realization grew anger and helplessness and self hatred. From that realization was when the Director woke up trapped and powerless in the body of Wifies, having nothing but anger and hatred for him. For himself.

The Director despised the "old Wifies".

Wifies despised himself.

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this.

and even more so despite all of parrots care for wifies he was always a greater good kind of person. he loves and cares for his friends but they are not his objective, not his goal. he wants the server to be fun for everyone to play on. its a sort of “hero would sacrifice you for the world” vs “villain would sacrifice the world for you” type of vibe between them, because uu!wifies only focus was parrot. parrot was his entire world, and he wanted to make parrot a world too (paragon).

but it would probably hurt that parrot cared abt everything and everyone else so much too bc wasnt wifies enough for him? why wasnt he enough? why?

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That's honestly the sad part (as if everything else isn't already heart breaking </3)

I don't know if it happens to everyone, but I feel that when you obsessively care and/or love someone all you want is for them to do the same. Wifies would turn the world inside out for Parrot, and, deep down, he begged to whatever gods were up there that Parrot would do the same, but Parrot had bigger goals. Goals that would save the server. His world was way different from Wifies', way broader. Wifies was in it, yes, but his world wasn't made for Wifies. This, I think, made Wifies feel that he wasn't enough in Parrot's eyes.

It wasn't because Wifies wasn't enough, but because Parrot was more than enough for Wifies. Parrot was the entire reason he continued to play. Compare that to how Parrot sees Wifies, it would be like a glass of water next to an ocean.

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For someone who constantly draws odyssey duo i am TWO DAYS LATE to the paragonaversary 💔 i swear ill whip something up ☹️

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school starts tomorrow for us so i drew this wifies as one last goodbye to my chronically online internet life

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:c

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till death do us part

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the funny thing is that they already kinda parted BEFORE wifies died 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️

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It is currently 12 am for me and i somehow freaking thought that rewatching wifies' searching for a player that doesnt exist video in the middle of the night was a good idea

I keep on hearing banging noises every now and then

i am SO freaking scared rn

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despite being my fav character in uu, wifies' boxes are wayy lesser than parrot's 😭 theres only so much you can do with a generic white guy, but think i stretched his design to the max. Same with parrot's. It was so fun doing parrot's

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odyssey duo fan vs happiness? Yeah theres no way im winning 😂☹️

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working on new designs for wifies and parrot because currently wifies is an average just a white guy with dog ears and a tail while parrot literraly just as an aot fit on

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she is lovely

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idk if anyone has done this yet

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ougghhh evilfies

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putting this here soi dont forget

tadc and odyssey duo crossover bc im trying to cope for both so why not combine the sorrow into one thing

inst she lovely scene with parot (pomni) hugging wifies (jax) as hes about to die

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director parrot when i catch you… odyssey duo swap au!

and some extra doodles and ranting

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ohhhh my days dog you cannot do this to me noo

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based on this post

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please let me be a girl for just three minutes

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i am not rendering this 😂😂😂

I originally wanted to make this sideblog about myself but then it became my dumpster pile for odyssey duo so expect more of me to show up on here from now on

so anyway this is my persona (also my oc depending on the setting) and erm she is me i am her and she will vomit on you if you make her nervous

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Drew my favorite duos in UU idk y eggchan got deflated

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GENUINELY EVERYONE LIKE THIS NOW OR ELSE IM DESTROYING EVERYTHING