hai i'm lulu, i’m a girl, bi, 15 (16 in 3 months ha) and this is my first account on tumblr!
i'm really into true crime if it isn't obvious. the perps that interest me the most are nikita and artyom, arthur, colt, pekka, dylan and eric, vladislav, igor and viktor, and i love to learn more abt other cases as well! also im fairly new to the community but i try to learn abt the cases im not trying to be a poser or anything i’m js new😭😭
besides true crime i also love anime, mlp, lps, collecting beanie boos, vocal synth, zero day, collecting figures, art, and music. my fav music artists are goreshit, s3rl, radiohead, kikuo, maretu, mitchie m, a$ap rocky, lil tecca, system of a down, lana del rey, jeff buckley, linkin park, and many many others (very mixed and random taste but i like almost every genre of music lol)
i also am interested in psychology (that’s the main reason i love true crime i’d say is because of the psychological aspects), history, and sometimes i like to read. i also hope to be a forensic psychiatrist one day, so researching perpetrators is very fun for me!
my fav animes are magical girl site, madoka magica, watamote, lucky star, etc.
i also play some game which includes touhou, hyperdimension neptunia, nekopara sekai connect, cookie run kingdom, needy streamer overload, blue archive (barely tho bc i find it kind of boring) and i wanna get into reading some visual novels.
hopefully i can make friends here or just learn more about diff true crime cases! i love to learn new things about perps and so far tumblr has had the most info i can find about diff cases surprisingly, tiktok side of 🍵🌊🌊 kind of sucks and is very hard to actually find info about perps
i’m diagnosed with social anxiety disorder + i’m neurodivergent so if i’m really awkward or shy i apologize 💔 i’m trying to work on it, i most likely will be awkward or dry in dms because of it so im very sorry i’m js horrible at talking to ppl my social skills are below the ground, but plz don’t be scared to dm me if u wanna be friends!
am NOT a neonazi or white supremacist or anything i hate everybody equally 👍 (yes ik many perps were but that is not the reason i like them (IF THEY WERE))
i try not to judge anyoneee, unless ur like actually WEIRD then i will just block u, i try to be nice to everyone and try to be open minded bc who am i to judge, no dni list bc i find dni lists kinda dumb since i cant control who goes onto my blog obviously, but if i dont like u for whatever reason ill js block u
i do not condone ANY actions WHATSOEVER!!!, i try to sympathize with everyone and that includes victims AND perpetrators! if i make u uncomfortable please just don’t interact with me or block me! also i am 100% harmless im not gonna do anything and never will i just relate to perps and sympathize w them pretty much bc they went through a lot and i went through similar things as many of them so that’s why i like them, not because they killed people or for their kill count! i feel bad for everyone involved and i feel like people don’t look enough into the perpetrators lives too much, and since people ignore the signs these events keep happening, and there needs to be a change, i of course do not want anymore shootings to happen! if u do condone tho i don’t mind too much i guess, it would just depend on ur reasoning (if ur mentally ill) but it might make me a little uncomfortable, however i will try not to judge once again!
Really the more I hear Eric's and Dylan's friends describe Eric as spawn of Satan and Dylan like an angel the more I am convinced no one really wanted Eric around them and just tolerated his ass because he came free with inviting Dylan somewhere
1.5 human years... so much changed in small time, my friends (at my choice) are depleting & collapsing under each other (Eric & [redacted]) like I thought they would, I am ready to be with [redacted]. The ups & downs of fate are forever, good & bad, equal me. the lost highway & downward spiral never end. existence is like infinity times itself. ∞*. I have passed thru this much of the ever existence, this is almost a checkpoint. The zombies have set their places in my mind for the cliff theory, I've jumped off with ((he draws a symbol and fate, I believe it means fate or the ups and downs of fate))
[redacted] we've floated away to the halcyon. the zombies will pay for their being, their nature. I know everything, yet I know nothing. I am a true god. My infinite memories, thoughts, perceivations of purity come a lot more with her, there is pure pure happiness - the purpose of our existence.
I hate, love things, hate everything, love me & [redacted]. I understand that I can never ever be a zombie, even if i wanted to. the nature of my entity. Soon we will live in the halcyons of our minds, the one thing that made me a god. Things are so simple, now that they are infinitely complicated. HAHAHAHA.
