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hello

now i don't want your sympathy, i just want myself back.

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12/12

this is me and my cousin sabien! i think this was my lola's birthday, i can still remember that every birthday in 2010-2015 we always go outing to celebrate, we probably toured the entire calamba laguna resort Hahaha

We always play first to swim at the end of the pool, I was always the fastest. No one can beat me! We really enjoy every family outing. Just hanging out and enjoy.

We also play the find the piso and win 20 pesos, I was a tough contender! I may not always win n this game but I sometimes won.

This is an iconic picture for me and my cousin! We were always close since then! Every time I go home in Muntinlupa, she always accompany me even she's busy. She always go with me in every "gala" We enjoy the company of each other. We always talk about our childhood and what our future will be.

I miss my cousin so much, I hope we can hang out again.

11/12

This is probably my most favorite picture of me! This was taken recently at Legend's Café in Wawa Batangas. My friends and I always hang out there because it's really beautiful! there are so many things to do! Like billiards, play chess and my favorite, karaoke!

I really dream to be an Idol or a band member so I really enjoy playing guitar even though I only know 3 chords Hahahaha

This was a fun memory for me. I really enjoy every single bit of this day! This day was immaculate, I get to hangout with my friends while playing what I love the most.

I really loved this picture, it looks like I really love what i'm doing and I look good here! XD It's aesthetic. I really love how my best friend took this picture. I'm getting this picture framed.

10/12

I was grade 8 here! I'm one of the cleaners so i'm erasing what's on the whiteboard. My grade 8 friend took this picture and sent it to the group chat as a meme

The grade 8 was really memorable for me and my former classmates! It was really memorable Hahahahahah not in a good way LOL.

We're always in the disciplinary office, Pearl and Sir Leonor became buddies on how often we were in his office because of our violations..! We always make the teachers cry and we were the worstEST of worst sections.. It was fun though, even though half of our school year in junior high is just scolding, We became solid!

Junior Highschool friends was really something. I really miss them, I wish I could hang out with them once again. I just want to sit and talk with them about our grade 8 era hahaha

9/12

This was taken in batangas,, i forgot the exact place but it was like an island own by my mom's boss, they invited us to be in their island for a trip. We had so much fun!

We tried jetski and kayak! The kayak was so fun, I tried it myself, I got to paddle far it's so hard to turn it around so I called my kuya to help me and he took this picture! I was so ugly here but i lived for the memories.

It was really fun, I want to go here again with my friends this time. I hope they let me ! I deserve a fun vacation after being drown in school works.

I can still remember all the fun activities we did here. We were the only people in the island with the vendors and other tourist in the other island. I get to meet someone, we played 'finding sea shells" and we built a sand castle! The water washed it out though !

8/12

I love this picture so much! I'm doing my sport even though I'm not good at it, but my friends and that 'someone' supported me in this game so this is really memorable and a happy memory for me.

This was taken last intrams in my school, I was team erudite.

My jersey number is 03 because of my birthday.

And I'm wearing my bracelet in my leg, I brought it.. it was matching bracelet with someone I really treasure. We can't wear bracelet on wrists so i just wear them in my leg. So it looks like I'm playing for her.

The intrams was so intense! I have 3 sports.. Chess, Volleyball and Swimming. I can't do it all, the schedules are tight.

We won 1st runner up in Volleyball.

I didn't compete in Swimming because of my period

And I didn't won in chess. But I was the champion of Senior Highschool Department.

This day was immaculate :D

7/12

I'm in Cavite in this picture, as I said in the previous photos, my mama and I lived with my aunt for many years.

I asked mama about this picture, she said I was doing all the house chores because I want Jollibee in return. Well she said they brought me Jollibee because of how persistent I am, I go and copy what all they're doing so they got upset?? and just give me what I want before I ruin everything Hahahaha

They just let me play with my kuya arlo after this. My cousin make fun of me because I always sweep the floor but can't get any dirt! kuya arlo even say that i trimmed a tree but I just fell down and hurt my knee. They laugh before helping me! I'll write this on my burn book!!!!

6/12

I can still vividly remember what happened in this picture. This was the time when I visit the relatives of my papa in Dasmarinas Cavite. My papa went home from abroad, he asked mama if he could see me after about 3 years of being distance. I was so awkward around him because I don't even remember his face. I don't know how to act around him but he was really attentive and give me what I want. He spoiled me everyday, to make up of years he wasn't by my side.

He bought me gifts and take me out on malls. I stayed in Cavite for about a week, I saw him cry on my last day there. He wasn't sure if he'll see me again. He went abroad a month later. We never talked in social medias, I don't know his cellphone number so we barely communicate. I wish him the best. I miss you papa, I hope you're okay in heaven. Guide me always. Thank you for everything.

5/12

I'm in kindergarten here, I think this was recognition day. I was top 2 of my class, I still remember how my mom smiled and how proud she is because of her baby. She was busy with her work so she never helped me with my school works, she raised me alone with the helped of our relatives in mom's side, because my dad and her broke up and she never get child support from my dad ever since then.

I grew up playful and always helping my mom. I can proudly say that I am intelligent as a kid, let's not say anything about what i am right now.. Hahahahahah

I got 2 medals here and 4 certificates,

I saw my certificates in my mom's old briefcase, It was "most friendly" "nicest student" "teacher's pet" and "best in communication"

4/12

The only thing I can remember about this photo is that it was taken at the Mall of Asia. My mom and aunts regularly take my cousins and I out, so we are extremely close and have been buddies since we were young.

So we don't give a damn whenever our mothers argue.

Since we are not a part in their argument, we just keep hanging out even when they forbid us from seeing one another.

Even though I'm not the youngest, my cousins like to spoil me and give me everything I want, so I simply remembered how they used to baby me. We don't chat as frequently as we used to because we live apart and lead busy lives, but they are really attentive to me and always treat me with care, therefore I am very grateful for them.

E-tech Final Output.

3/12

I believe I'm 3 years old in this photo. I questioned my mother about my age in this photo, but she couldn't recall it either.

When I initially saw this picture, My first thought was "Is this really me?," since IT DOESN'T LOOK LIKE ME?? LIKE HOW I LOOK NOW.

But I do recognize those innocent eyes. Because they have seen tears, anguish, and breakdowns. This innocent kid dealt with all of those family issues this young. Children unconsciously suffer as a consequence of their parents decisions. But the nose is still the same. A disappointed nose, since then XD

I don't know for sure, but I believe that this cute picture was taken in Alabang Festival Mall. I only recall that even if my dad is away, my mother always finds time for me. almost forgot how he looked.

I frequently hear that I don't resemble my parents, but I do exhibit some of their traits. My father is a quiet, polite man. My mother is the reason I have a beastly side. My mother holds a black belt in taekwondo. She has made me a fighter in life.

With the assistance of her aunts and sister, she reared me alone. I never had much contact with my dad's family.

E-Tech Final Output.

2/12

I'm about 2-3 years old in this picture. I found this photo in my papa's old Facebook account, this was his old profile picture.

I think, this pic was taken in my tita's house in Cavite. We stayed in there until I'm 6 years old so i grew up close with my cousins.

Whenever we talk at the annual every family reunion, kuya arlo- my partner in crime older cousin told me that; whenever I tantrum, they couldn't do anything but give me what I want because of how extreme my tantrums are. I cry and cry out loud until I get what I want. I just laugh whenever I hear that kind of stories from my two older cousin and I can't help but to questioned their stories though, I mean?? I look lovely in this picture. I look like an angel in disguise even my face wasn't seen here! Hahahaha

E-Tech Final Output

4 months old. #HappyTon

1/12

I don't recall anything about this day, but I do recall what my mother said to me when she took this picture.

They were playing with me, typical on how they treat a baby- they make tons of funny face just to make me laugh and tickle me every where until i cry or be famished. A lot of people, mostly my relatives (who took care of me when my mom and dad wasn't home because of their work) told me that I was so adorable as a child so they make me cry on purpose and make me laugh over and over again until i fall asleep.

My mom once told me that I can't sleep without my pooh teddy bear

I heard a lot of stories of me when I was still a baby but I can't remember most of it because of my poor memory, but I can still clearly recall the most unforgettable memory that I heard from my mama.

She told me that they made a bet if what would my first word will be, either "mama" or "papa". My mom voted or "mama" and my papa voted for "papa"

No one won.

My first word was " dodo"

she knows i love her, but i love her more than she knows

and maybe.. your heart still stops when you see me.

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