You say that a lot. What are you sorry for this time?

Elizabeth Toomes. nineteen. ask about my dad, and I'll have no comment for you.

[toomesliz]

~we’re now in the endgame~

[toomesliz]

@michellejones: @toomesliz small miracles.

@toomesliz: @michellejones preach.

[ethereal-rpg]

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@michellejones: @toomesliz You're back in NYC? Great timing, shit is chaotic.

@toomesliz: @michellejones When isn't shit chaotic? At least my dad is still in jail and not part of it this time

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@thebriestark: yes yes.

@toomesliz: Your secret is safe with me; and all of the internet :P

[toomesliz]

@thebriestark: hi, you should come see me and ben. c:

@toomesliz: I will take all the cute baby ben cuddles ever.

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@toomesliz: hi NYC how I've missed you and you cold being different than Oregon's cold.

[toomesliz]

~ignore below~

[bevioletskies]

fashion of the mcu | spider-man: homecoming ↳ liz toomes + red sweater

“You know, I wanna be mad, but I’m more worried. Like, what is going on with you?”

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@thebriestark: @toomesliz same. also do IT in one of those online rooms because I wanna watch and my DVD is at mays.

@toomesliz: @thebriestark lol im guess the same person? and will do; I'll dm you the link

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@toomesliz: lol i need to unfollow people fast on my timelinne shiiiiit.

@toomesliz: Also my dorm room is all packed up and all i have out is my laptop and a dvd of IT... clearly i know what I'm watching tonight

[toomesliz]

Text to Liz.

Brie: yeah, it happened...and my dad won't even let anyone know that it happened. he just ignores it and shrugs off when someone talks about it.

Brie: no, we should be fine. lol. my dad's got FRIDAY pretty locked down.

Brie: me too. he was my first /everything/. i feel so empty now.

Liz: It's probably breaking his heart as much as yours.

Liz: Lol i'd hope so

Liz: ): Im sorry.

[toomesliz]

Text to Liz.

Brie: oh, while i'm thinking of it. you're missing a big chunk of this story.

Brie: -that video of peter's argument with tony-

Brie: gotta love basically living in that computer house from that old disney channel movie.

Brie: but yes, please fucking save me from the shit show that's going to be that dinner and pray that my dad doesn't make it a "let's go out and eat at some fancy restaurant" situation bc that will be even more of a disaster.

Brie: it was, it really was. i thought it was supposed to be my forever too.

Brie: it's okay...i guess i deserve it...but he doesn't deserve the pain at all.

Liz: oh. my. god.

Liz: Please tell me that didn't actually happen bc Parker always called him Mr. Stark and was really nice about him. And your dad just looked like a sad older dog that got left at a shelter when peter left

Liz: Smart house was an amazing movie, untill it came to life...please tell me friday won't come to life and trap all of you in there cause then that would just be crazy...

Liz: I really hope everything works out though Brie, you two both deserve to be happy.

[toomesliz]

Text to Liz.

Brie: my mom's already on that. lol. that's gonna be a shit show.

Brie: - a screenshot of her snap code -

Brie: just so, you know, you can watch my story when that MESS happens.

Brie: I'm desperate. At this point, I'll try anything...so go for it. I'm just so sad. He's back but he's MIA and i miss him so much. i thought when he got back that i wouldn't have to spend nights without him anymore...and that we'd always end up on the couch watching netflix basically every night before bed just like before...and that we'd talk until we fell asleep but it's just not like that and i miss him so fucking much and it hurts so bad.

Brie: you know, when he was gone...i kept having this reoccuring thought like...maybe all of this is happening because i was so mean to you. like, "yeah, you can have him and get what you want...but it's going to be at the worst cost and you're going to experience the worst pain of your life for it since you want to act that way". i wouldn't wish any of this on anyone.

Liz: LOL i will snap you back of me just making really awful faces then to lighten the mood

Liz: ): Sounds like it was pretty perfect..

Liz: I wouldn't wish anyone having their boyfriend taken from them for a year and then have him come back and act differently. Not on anyone either. So, I'm sorry that you were having that Brie.

[toomesliz]

Text to Liz.

Brie: I don’t know. Part of me thinks it’s that...part of me thinks he’s mad at my dad and associating me and so he thinks if he doesn’t deal with me, he doesn’t deal with my dad.

Brie: I know...at least I think I do, but he apparently wants me to leave him alone, so.

Brie: oh my god, Liz.

Brie: He isn’t responding when his spidey senses trip about something regarding me anymore. I cut the other night and he never came. I’m on my period and I’ve been in pain...it trips if I’m going to do something dangerous or if I’m in pain...from what I know...and he didn’t come for either of those things. Granted, he has to be withing a certain amount of distance, but who knows? I don’t honestly think that’d work at this point and if I did anything like that...he’d be really mad.

Liz: maybe he and your dad need to talk then too. family dinner lol

Liz: Okay so that was a bad idea, and i don't know how to help other than if you want me to see if he'll talk to me? I know thats probably a bad idea in your eyes too but honestly i've moved on from peter, promise.

[toomesliz]

Text to Liz.

Brie: I still have your # from decathlon.

Brie: listen, I don’t necessarily want your opinion but I’d rather you see where the hell im coming from.

Brie: that year without peter killed me. Not knowing if he was alive or dead but having people prepare me for him being dead was terrible.

Brie: I relapsed into cutting. I dyed my hair...did a bunch of weird shit to distract myself.

Brie: then, he came back and I thought things would be sort of normal and I have never been more wrong. I don’t know how to help him and I don’t know if we’ll ever be okay again. It’s driving me crazy. Everyone else is okay but us and I don’t understand why. He won’t talk to me or anyone other than harry, and he hasn’t been home in a few days. I’m just waiting for him to tell me we’re done honestly...and that’s the worst part...waiting for the fall.

Brie: so yeah, at this point I’m desperate and I probably am crazy but it is what it is and...I just don’t know what to do other than cry and try to get his attention any way I can.

Liz: Okay, if i was in your shoes, and this is what happened to me, peter goes "missing" as everyone else knew and i had to deal with not knowing if he was dead or actually alive somewhere else I'd probably go a little crazy

Liz: The fact that he's only talking to Harry though seems not weird but I would think he would want to talk to you? Unless whatever happened to him he just doesn't want to tell you because it would be too hard for you to hear.

Liz: He loves you Brie, blue hair, brown hair, crazy fucking make up or none at all. he just has to be going through something just like you had been before he came back. Time helps most of the time..

Liz: It's crazy but i have been watching the twilight movies as i've been packing my dorm (please i can already feel you rolling your eyes BUT HEAR ME OUT) bella did all that crazy shit to get alice to see her trying to kill herself to get edward's attention... it's crazy but..

Liz: i wouldn't go so far to fling yourself off a cliff into freezing cold water but......

[toomesliz]

@thebriestark: @toomesliz i just literally want to know what issue you have with me? i have somewhat of a right to be irritated with you, but this is just ridiculous. the fact that a dude can call me a derogatory name and run his mouth about me being some psycho girlfriend when i literally haven't texted peter or called peter in like three days and you side with him is bullshit.

@toomesliz: @thebriestark wow you think the world revolves around you that you are the sun and everyone else else just are planets and moons that need to cater to you. You don't think that when peter was flip floping between us I didn't feel like why her? Why pick her. Like I get it now my dad almost killed him and im sure that weighs on his scale of "reasons to not date Liz" list

@toomesliz: @thebriestark But it really seems as if Harry has a point, he could have worded it a little better but i don't know Brie. Would you like me to side with someone I know doesn't like me and i really don't like you either, so i will be sitting in my dorm room sipping my tea and go back to summer apartment hunting ✌️