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Ren flinched when FN-2437 drew nearer; the half-laugh had startled him, too. The trooper wouldnāt have noticed, however. Not in his present state, nohow. Kylo Renās physical motion was an ill signifier to his aspect. The muscles in his upper back tensed; something popped somewhere in his shoulder. Something fluttered over his face and was gone. Outwardly he barely moved; it all laid locked in the eyes; his aversion; his apprehension; his relief.
Here was a man locked inside himself, and here was a man flooding out. Kylo Ren watched him; he did not intervene. Ren did not express his hurt at the sight of such desperation. He had knelt like this at the Supreme Leaderās feet, and Snoke had run those bony fingers through his hair as though Ren were his son. But it was something else, and it had quietly killed some part of him.
Kylo Ren did not touch FN-2437. He did not even attempt to approach him.
āThis is no test of loyalty,ā Ren said in a low voice. āGet up. The first thing you can do is stop groveling. Groveling is for the condemned. Youāre not condemned, youāre lost. Ā Youāre not going to find your way out of the dark by crawling.ā
āYou learn to live in it,ā he said. Ā āAnd to die by it.ā
He said it as if he had any idea how to live.
Ā Ā Ā Ā FN-2437 kept his head hung low and his posture submissive, staring at the ground. He expected something to happen, but he wasnāt sure what. If he were to trust everything he knew, then he should have been struck down right there. His leader should have run him through with his weapon and let him die for everything that he had tried to hide.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Instead he was, left alone, but he could still feel him there. The same intense pressure that had always been there around him. He didnāt know what it all meant, but he knew that he needed to follow him and do exactly what he said. Despite expecting death, a part of him mourned for the comfort of touch heād never had.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā It may have not been a test, but he was loyal. FN-2437 got to his feet when he demanded it but it took several seconds for him to lock to his gaze.Ā āAffirmative, Sir. Iāll do as you say. I-ā He cut himself off as pressure moved in his chest. Something about his nerves was telling him to run, but he stayed planted, fighting it.Ā āHow?ā He asked if anything to make it stop.
Ā Ā Ā Ā āShow me.....Please.āĀ Ā Ā Ā
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Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā š»šø Ā šæš¼šššøššøš· Ā šš Ā š½š“š Ā š¼š Ā šš¼šæšøšš¶šøĀ Ā , Ā lookingĀ Ā intoĀ Ā hisĀ Ā eyesĀ Ā asĀ Ā heĀ Ā spokeĀ Ā toĀ Ā takeĀ Ā inĀ Ā hisĀ Ā wordsĀ Ā .Ā Ā butĀ Ā theĀ Ā lastĀ Ā ofĀ Ā hisĀ Ā wordsĀ Ā wereĀ Ā notĀ Ā onesĀ Ā heĀ Ā hadĀ Ā wantedĀ Ā toĀ Ā hearĀ Ā ,Ā Ā wonderingĀ Ā ifĀ Ā heĀ Ā wasĀ Ā nowĀ Ā beingĀ Ā questionedĀ Ā ,Ā Ā ifĀ Ā heĀ Ā hadnātĀ Ā beenĀ Ā readyĀ Ā toĀ Ā doĀ Ā thisĀ Ā workĀ Ā forĀ Ā himĀ Ā yetĀ Ā .Ā Ā itĀ Ā threatenedĀ Ā toĀ Ā spikeĀ Ā someĀ Ā š“ššŗšøš Ā Ā withinĀ Ā himĀ Ā butĀ Ā itĀ Ā simplyĀ Ā causedĀ Ā aĀ Ā flameĀ Ā inĀ Ā hisĀ Ā eyesĀ Ā toĀ Ā igniteĀ Ā . Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā thatĀ Ā concernsĀ Ā meĀ Ā toĀ Ā hearĀ Ā .Ā Ā doesĀ Ā itĀ Ā temptĀ Ā youĀ Ā soĀ Ā ??Ā Ā doesĀ Ā itĀ Ā makeĀ Ā youĀ Ā wishĀ Ā toĀ Ā leaveĀ Ā ,Ā Ā toĀ Ā fleeĀ Ā toĀ Ā thoseĀ Ā thatĀ Ā willĀ Ā neverĀ Ā understandĀ Ā youĀ Ā ,Ā Ā thatĀ Ā willĀ Ā betrayĀ Ā youĀ Ā ,Ā Ā thatĀ Ā willĀ Ā š»š“š šĀ Ā youĀ Ā ??Ā Ā iĀ Ā haveĀ Ā keptĀ Ā youĀ Ā safeĀ Ā hereĀ Ā ,Ā Ā theĀ Ā darknessĀ Ā isĀ Ā yourĀ Ā friendĀ Ā hereĀ Ā ,Ā Ā youĀ Ā shouldĀ Ā notĀ Ā seekĀ Ā anythingĀ Ā elseĀ Ā .Ā Ā ā Ā fingersĀ Ā curledĀ Ā toĀ Ā cupĀ Ā hisĀ Ā cheekĀ Ā ,Ā Ā thumbĀ Ā brushingĀ Ā overĀ Ā hisĀ Ā cheekĀ Ā delicatelyĀ Ā thoughĀ Ā hisĀ Ā powerĀ Ā surgedĀ Ā throughĀ Ā hisĀ Ā fingertipsĀ Ā ,Ā Ā aĀ Ā warmthĀ Ā thatĀ Ā wouldĀ Ā beĀ Ā feltĀ Ā .
Ā Ā Ā Ā Terrifyingly beautiful, the eyes that watched him. The same gaze that brought him the heat of desire and the chill of fear. Every time he tried to do or say something out of his own will, it always turned back to Marion. The heat in his eyes was enough to know he was on a thin line with him already. It was a place he never wanted to be.
Ā Ā Ā Ā The sear of judgement touched his face and he melted to it just as quickly. His fear faded to something far more captive of his attention. The rest of him moved closer to the one that took him in and held him close.Ā āNever...ā He answered quickly, a shake of his head in his hands.Ā āNever, Lord. I only seek you and your will.ā Perhaps saying it out loud would convince him that he didnāt desire anything else.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā A bold hand rose to slip over Marions on his own cheek. He wanted to be so much closer than he thought he already was. Each time he felt like pulling away it was like being drown in desire all over again.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
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Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā š»šø Ā š·šššµššøš· Ā šš»šø Ā ššš š·šĀ Ā , Ā heĀ Ā couldĀ Ā senseĀ Ā theĀ Ā distrustĀ Ā inĀ Ā itĀ Ā ,Ā Ā thatĀ Ā heĀ Ā wasĀ Ā beingĀ Ā questionedĀ Ā afterĀ Ā allĀ Ā heĀ Ā hadĀ Ā doneĀ Ā forĀ Ā theĀ Ā firstĀ Ā orderĀ Ā ,Ā Ā afterĀ Ā heĀ Ā wasĀ Ā doingĀ Ā whatĀ Ā heĀ Ā couldĀ Ā toĀ Ā ensureĀ Ā theyĀ Ā wouldĀ Ā liveĀ Ā onĀ Ā .Ā Ā butĀ Ā forĀ Ā nowĀ Ā heĀ Ā hadĀ Ā toĀ Ā pushĀ Ā pastĀ Ā itĀ Ā ,Ā Ā somethingĀ Ā heĀ Ā wouldĀ Ā bringĀ Ā upĀ Ā atĀ Ā aĀ Ā laterĀ Ā pointĀ Ā perhapsĀ Ā . Ā āĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā iĀ Ā hadĀ Ā someĀ Ā ofĀ Ā ourĀ Ā forcedĀ Ā lieĀ Ā inĀ Ā waitĀ Ā ,Ā Ā instructingĀ Ā themĀ Ā thatĀ Ā joiningĀ Ā theĀ Ā š¹š¼šŗš»šĀ Ā wouldĀ Ā beĀ Ā suicideĀ Ā &&Ā Ā noneĀ Ā wouldĀ Ā surviveĀ Ā ifĀ Ā theyĀ Ā didĀ Ā joinĀ Ā .Ā Ā thankfullyĀ Ā theyĀ Ā listenedĀ Ā &&Ā Ā containĀ Ā someĀ Ā ofĀ Ā ourĀ Ā forcesĀ Ā ,Ā Ā aĀ Ā fewĀ Ā officersĀ Ā ,Ā Ā troopsĀ Ā thatĀ Ā willĀ Ā heldĀ Ā usĀ Ā rebuildĀ Ā theĀ Ā newĀ Ā orderĀ Ā ,Ā Ā oneĀ Ā withĀ aĀ Ā šæšøš“š·šøš Ā Ā thatĀ Ā willĀ Ā notĀ Ā failĀ Ā usĀ Ā .Ā Ā ā Ā heĀ Ā wasĀ Ā firmĀ Ā withĀ Ā hisĀ Ā wordsĀ Ā ,Ā Ā heĀ Ā knewĀ Ā thatĀ Ā theyĀ Ā wereĀ Ā goingĀ Ā toĀ Ā becomeĀ Ā aĀ Ā greaterĀ Ā threatĀ Ā underĀ Ā hisĀ Ā commandĀ Ā ,Ā Ā thatĀ Ā heĀ Ā wouldĀ Ā notĀ Ā swayĀ Ā &&Ā Ā wouldĀ Ā seeĀ Ā theĀ Ā endĀ Ā ofĀ Ā theĀ Ā resistanceĀ Ā onceĀ Ā &&Ā Ā forĀ Ā allĀ Ā .Ā Ā heĀ Ā hadĀ Ā alwaysĀ Ā beenĀ Ā lookedĀ Ā downĀ Ā uponĀ Ā ,Ā Ā castĀ Ā outĀ Ā &&Ā Ā thatĀ Ā wouldĀ Ā finallyĀ Ā beĀ Ā hisĀ Ā advantageĀ Ā .
Ā Ā Ā Ā His head felt like it was going to split with how many thoughts were racing through it. Everything that had been ingrained in him for as long as he could remember now found conflicted in him. With a hard swallow he tried to contain the pressure that built in his chest. How could he protect the empire when it was fighting itself? What did that even mean for him?
Ā Ā Ā Ā He didnāt have time to contemplate it much longer before his question was answered.Ā āUnderstood.ā He answered simply again but it was clear there was more on his mind. If there was anyone that could lead the First Order is was the man standing in front of him. There was no doubt in his capability, but the way in which it was brought about. What HE helped bring about.Ā
You feel betrayed.
Ā Ā Ā Ā There was a wince with the intrusion and his teeth ground to one side. This was not the time.Ā āIām at your command, always. You know this.ā He reassured himself more than anyone. If it was the case then why did he feel so torn?Ā āWere....Your intentions and his not....Aligned?āĀ
Careful.
Ā Ā Ā Ā He elected to stop right there instead of clarify. Permission to ask a question hadnāt even been offered or asked for.Ā
decavhā:
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā THEREĀ WEREĀ Ā THOSEĀ Ā THATĀ Ā CAMEĀ Ā WILLINGLYĀ Ā ,Ā Ā heĀ Ā hadĀ Ā beenĀ Ā oneĀ Ā ,Ā Ā notĀ Ā fearĀ Ā inĀ Ā hisĀ Ā eyesĀ Ā butĀ Ā somethingĀ Ā elseĀ Ā .Ā Ā pluckingĀ Ā himĀ Ā fromĀ Ā deathĀ Ā withĀ Ā nurturingĀ Ā touchĀ Ā ,Ā Ā wordsĀ Ā ofĀ Ā silverĀ Ā whisperedĀ Ā toĀ Ā earĀ Ā .Ā Ā butĀ Ā heĀ Ā seemedĀ Ā notĀ Ā needĀ Ā themĀ Ā asĀ Ā loyaltyĀ Ā layĀ Ā thereĀ Ā inĀ Ā hisĀ Ā veryĀ Ā bloodĀ Ā ,Ā Ā itĀ Ā calledĀ Ā toĀ Ā himĀ Ā ,Ā Ā onlyĀ Ā toĀ Ā himĀ Ā .Ā Ā &&Ā Ā whoĀ Ā wasĀ Ā heĀ Ā toĀ Ā notĀ Ā answerĀ Ā theĀ Ā callĀ Ā ,Ā Ā aĀ Ā touchĀ Ā soĀ Ā softĀ Ā thatĀ Ā didĀ Ā notĀ Ā fitĀ Ā theĀ Ā monsterĀ Ā ofĀ Ā hisĀ Ā talesĀ Ā ,Ā Ā aĀ Ā faceĀ Ā thatĀ Ā seeminglyĀ Ā didĀ Ā notĀ Ā belongĀ Ā toĀ Ā evilĀ Ā ,Ā Ā forĀ Ā heĀ Ā wasĀ Ā fairĀ Ā ,Ā Ā sweetĀ Ā ,Ā Ā withĀ Ā eyesĀ Ā ofĀ Ā trueĀ Ā fireĀ Ā .Ā Ā itĀ Ā wasĀ Ā underĀ Ā suchĀ Ā touchĀ Ā thatĀ Ā thisĀ Ā treasureĀ Ā layĀ Ā ,Ā Ā peacefulĀ Ā likeĀ Ā deathĀ Ā beforeĀ Ā touchĀ Ā movedĀ Ā toĀ Ā riseĀ Ā himĀ Ā . Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā youĀ Ā haveĀ Ā beenĀ Ā goneĀ Ā forĀ Ā tooĀ Ā longĀ Ā .Ā Ā āĀ Ā heĀ Ā spokeĀ Ā notĀ Ā inĀ Ā angerĀ Ā forĀ Ā heĀ Ā knewĀ Ā thatĀ Ā wasĀ Ā oftenĀ Ā theĀ Ā fateĀ Ā thatĀ Ā befellĀ Ā himĀ Ā ,Ā Ā toĀ Ā beĀ Ā sentĀ Ā offĀ Ā toĀ Ā landsĀ Ā ofĀ Ā lightĀ Ā ,Ā Ā toĀ Ā pluckĀ Ā informationĀ Ā forĀ Ā theĀ Ā creatureĀ Ā whichĀ Ā gaveĀ Ā himĀ Ā commandĀ Ā .Ā Ā butĀ Ā thisĀ Ā timeĀ Ā hadĀ Ā beenĀ Ā tooĀ Ā closeĀ Ā ,Ā Ā aĀ Ā lossĀ Ā thatĀ Ā heĀ Ā wouldĀ Ā haveĀ Ā perhapsĀ Ā feltĀ Ā inĀ Ā hisĀ Ā heartĀ Ā onceĀ Ā ,Ā Ā yetĀ Ā stillĀ Ā heĀ Ā preventedĀ Ā itĀ Ā ,Ā Ā takingĀ Ā theĀ Ā treasureĀ Ā awayĀ Ā toĀ Ā whereĀ Ā heĀ Ā belongedĀ Ā inĀ Ā theĀ Ā darkĀ Ā .
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Ā Ā Ā Ā Ever since he had succumb to the dark that one night, an itch had been in his mind. It was a compulsion to scratch that he couldnāt ignore. It was the desire to be near him, to please him, and to do his will. The desire had only grown since he first saw him and was tempted closer. What he thought in being met by a cruel hand was instead gentle and caring. He was not someone he wanted to disappoint.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā āI have..ā He admitted quickly, finding himself at a loss for words when he should have had plenty.Ā āIt has been difficult to return. I didnāt want to be found out...or return to you empty handed.ā He said the last bit regrettably.āSometimes itās difficult to know where the light is from the shadows..ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Distinguishing between friend and foe had never been hard, he didnāt have any friends, but there had been people Jax wanted to get closer to. All of the desire seemed to slip from him the longer he admired him. There was really only need for one.Ā Ā
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