I feel like nothings changed at all, you may be my girl friend, but it doesn't seem you're, you still seem like just a friend. You had enough of me and it makes me feel awful, the times we spent was wonderful but even tho I'm away from you for two days it feels shitty. You don't understand me and how I feel about you. Its not worth the pain and suffering. It may seem like we spend lots of time but to me its normal I've lost everyone I loved and now I just don't feel wanted or loved, and when I feel like this. The feeling just sucks. We may or may not work out but time will tell. I honestly think I need a second girlfriend because once you get bored of me I can feel loved by the next girl. I don't want this but I think I need it. We're on different plateaus and I want you on my side.
