༻Mae༺

Touchstarved blog, ofc! Other account is @ithaquasbbg

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Touchstarved requests form and master list

Last updated: August 6th, 2025

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

Hi loves! I’m Mae and this is my account for touchstarved! Please read my rules before requesting!

Form and master list are below the cut!

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

Request form

Pairing: Character/character and character/reader are allowed (along with poly relationships)!

Maturity: SFW, NSFW, both is allowed ofc :)

Type: Headcanons or short one shots (given the amount of characters of course, if it’s for one or two specific characters, I may write longer one shots!)

Specifications: Things about the reader, examples include: Artist! Reader, Injured! Reader, etc.

Note: this will probably be a gender neutral blog in order to make this readable for everyone! My works can be interpreted for a reader of any genre!

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

Master list

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

Vere

- Touchstarved x reader NSFW headcanons

- Touchstarved x reader who avoids eye contact headcanons

- Touchstarved x vampire headcanons

- An awkward first impression - Touchstarved LIs x reader headcanons

- Touchstarved LIs General headcanons

- Touchstarved LIs x ….freaky? Reader headcanons

- Touchstarved LIs handling a wardrobe malfunction

- Touchstarved LIs- possible endings

- Touchstarved LIs and corsets

Leander

- Touchstarved x reader NSFW headcanons

- Touchstarved x reader who avoids eye contact headcanons

- Touchstarved x vampire reader headcanons

- An awkward first impression - Touchstarved LIs x reader headcanons

- Touchstarved LIs General headcanons

- Touchstarved LIs x ….freaky? Reader headcanons

- Touchstarved LIs handling a wardrobe malfunction

- Touchstarved LIs- possible endings

- Touchstarved LIs and corsets

Ais

- Touchstarved x reader NSFW headcanons

- Touchstarved x reader who avoids eye contact headcanons

- Touchstarved x vampire reader headcanons

- An awkward first impression - Touchstarved LIs x reader headcanons

- Touchstarved LIs General headcanons

- Touchstarved LIs x ….freaky? Reader headcanons

- Touchstarved LIs handling a wardrobe malfunction

- Touchstarved LIs- possible endings

- Touchstarved LIs and corsets

Mhin

- Touchstarved x reader NSFW headcanons

- Touchstarved x reader who avoids eye contact headcanons

- Touchstarved x vampire reader headcanons

- An awkward first impression - Touchstarved x reader headcanons

- Touchstarved LIs general headcanons

- Touchstarved LIs x ….freaky? Reader headcanons

- Touchstarved LIs handling a wardrobe malfunction

- Touchstarved LIs- possible endings

- Touchstarved LIs and corsets

Kuras

- Touchstarved x reader NSFW headcanons

- Touchstarved x reader who avoids eye contact headcanons

- Sleepless - Kuras x reader (NSFW)

- Touchstarved x vampire reader headcanon

- An awkward first impression - Touchstarved x reader headcanons

- Touchstarved LIs general headcanons

- Touchstarved LIs x ….freaky? Reader headcanons

- Touchstarved LIs handling a wardrobe malfunction

- Touchstarved LIs- Possible endings

- Touchstarved LIs and corsets

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Mc finding it hard to wear a corset alone & asking LI to help her (it is too much if I asking a little bit nsfw for this? 😳)

Touchstarved LIs and corsets

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

I love this idea 🩷 this has been in my inbox for a while, sorry luv.

Pairings: Touchstarved LIs x reader

Warnings: None 🩷 the first half will be SFW, and the bottom part with nsfw will be marked in red.

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

Vere

|🩰| Vere strikes me as someone who has experience tying them- likely has worn them sparingly in the past. (Think the fantasy type corset outfits- I adore those)

|🩰| As such he knows how to tie it and how to do it well- but I doubt he’d go without a little teasing here and there about the fact you even need his help.

|🩰| Vere isn’t usually the most perfectionistic of the love interests, but you’d notice him taking more time on helping you with yours than you notice him ever taking with ones he’d wear.

|🩰| “do you really want my hands on your waist that badly, (name)?” But it’s not said with anything malicious- if anything he just wants to get a rise out of you. Would honestly be happy that you even asked him, he can admire you without you chiding him for staring too long this way.

|🩰| On that note, for somebody who is used to people staring at him (his boobs are literally OUT.)- his eyes definitely have a habit of lingering when it comes to his partners.

|🩰| Perhaps he’s committing it to memory for one of his drawings later- you do look lovely.

|🩰| Becomes much less teasing once he’s tightening it. If he ties it too tightly you may not ask him again- and he enjoys the sight a little too much for that to happen.

|🩰| once in a while you’ll notice a brush of his fingers along the boning of the corset- even after it’s been on (as long as it’s visible.. he’d probably find his eyes wandering.)

Leander

|🩰| Oh Leander.. for all of his good qualities, I don’t think lacing things up would be one of them.

|🩰| Very, very eagerly agrees to do it- but you both very quickly realize he’s no better at tying the corset than you.

|🩰| Denies it to oblivion. Like Vere, Leander has a case of wandering eyes. He also strikes me as someone who would like acts of service like this- so you’re not going to find someone else to do it. He’ll figure the thing out if it’s the last thing he does.

|🩰| “No, no, (name). I’ll figure this thing out.” Literally refuses to allow you to do it yourself, that’s his job now.

|🩰| once he figures it out the whole ordeal would actually go quite smoothly- Leander is nothing if not a quick learner, so after the first few moments you notice it starts going noticeably quicker.

|🩰| Once he sees the front you notice his eyes lingering. For a while. After a moment he realizes that your eyes are up there and no lower.

|🩰| you know that smirk he has with his face all flushed? Yeah, imagine that exact expression when he tells you that you look absolutely gorgeous.

|🩰| You notice his hands lingering around your waist a little more frequently for the rest of the day. Whether it’s possessiveness or pride of the job he was able to do- who knows (though I’d say probably a combination of both.)

|🩰| Would enthusiastically offer himself up whenever he notices you’re planning to wear one any time after that- and you notice he’s strangely a lot better at lacing it up.. maybe he’s been practicing a little himself to avoid the embarrassment of not being able to do it? (Or more likely- he doesn’t want you to ask anyone else.)

Ais

|🩰| Definitely will get up to do it no questions asked. But instead of lacing it up he stands there with his hands on your hips smirking.

|🩰| The moment you chide him for it he plays it off as if he’s completely innocent of staring.

|🩰| “you might need to show me, sparrow.”

|🩰| After a few painstaking moments of trying to show him what you need him to do he comes up to do it. Very, very well- as if he had only asked you to show him to get some sort of show.

|🩰| “you bastard- you just wanted to see me struggle.” You chide him while he continues lacing you up a little too well for it to be his first time.

|🩰| leans in with a smirk so you can see him for a moment with a shrug. “I had a really good demonstration is all.” Or some excuse like that- but you both know that’s a lie.

|🩰| Like Vere he’d get a lot less teasing when it’s time to tighten the thing. Sure he wants a reaction out of you, but discomfort isn’t exactly something that would present him another opportunity to do something like this again.

|🩰| Incredibly nonchalant about the whole thing after it’s on as if it’s not even there. But every once in a while you’ll catch a pair of red eyes staring a little lower than your eyes for just a split second.

Mhin

|🩰| Like Vere, Mhin also strikes me as somebody who would wear corsets occasionally in a very similar style.

|🩰| They’re not very teasing, incredibly precise with what they’re doing. If you look back occasionally you’ll notice how their brows are furrowed in concentration.

|🩰| The moment Mhin notices you’re watching you’d very quickly be met with a gesture that lays to look forward and not at them. So much for that..

|🩰| Mhins hands are unfortunately very, very cold. Occasional brushes of their hands on your back send a shiver up your spine- followed by a quick “sorry.” As they continue.

|🩰| Fairly quick when it comes to lacing up the corset- I feel they’d do it in the method where the laces meet in the middle (unfortunately forgot the name of the method)- however it’s very evident this isn’t their first go around at tying things like this.

|🩰| Very long, thin fingers. Good for lacing things up amongst many other very practical purposes.

|🩰| “how tight do you want this?” And with your response they’d do just that. No more, no less. Unless you were to request one of the two, they’d oblige without complaint.

|🩰| Mhin isn’t one to be verbally affectionate or give compliments often- though you can expect a short “you look nice.” Once they’re done- eyes only lurking long enough to admire their handiwork.

Kuras

|🩰| This likely isn’t his first go around at the whole corset-tying ordeal, and should it be her catch on quickly. He has decades of experience doing the most intricate of procedures on humans, lacing up a corset wouldn’t prove to be much of an issue.

|🩰| Depending on your height he may have to sit down to get a better view of exactly what he’s doing.

|🩰| Kuras radiates warmth, and in a position like this it’s all the more apparent. Brushes of calloused hands leave you envisioning a candle brought to flame.

|🩰| Though he’s evidently good at lacing this up, he’d definitely redo some sections with a quick “no, that won’t do” muttered under his breath. He strikes me as one of the more perfectionistic LIs in situations like this- no corners are to be cut.

|🩰| Very intently focused on making sure it’s laced up well that he wouldn’t notice the effect his touch has on you (though once he gets out of his tunnel vision he’d be acutely aware- you could tell by that cheeky smirk of his.)

|🩰| “Tell me when” he says this as a request- though if you looked back you’d notice golden eyes narrowed on your figure for any sort of tells. A slight arch of the back, a quiet gasp- even the smallest of tells can be picked up on by someone who has spent so long observing humanity. As such, he’s aware of when it’s enough before you even say anything. Though your input is appreciated.

|🩰| Finishes it off with a quick “you look lovely” before getting back to whatever it was that he was doing- Kuras is not one to be very flattering. Small compliments like this aren’t the most commonplace, so you know they’re most certainly genuine.

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

NSFW

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

Vere

|🩰| He’s been so intently staring all day since he helped you put the corset on- almost jumps at the opportunity to fuck you in it

|🩰| Vere is incredibly handy during normal sex- with an added, very pretty, looking item like this that would only increase tenfold.

|🩰| “All of this for me, (name)?” He smirks, looking up at you after delivering a barrage of kisses along your collarbone that would surely leave bruises later. “You truly are spoiling me today~”

|🩰| Occasional tugs on the strings that make you gasp when he does so, earning a sly grin from the fox before he goes back focusing his hands on your waist once more.

Leander

|🩰| Leander isn’t above pleading you to let him fuck you in a corset after he sees how pretty you look in it- and knowing that he was the one to do that for you really is the cherry on top.

|🩰| Hands lingering on your hips right where the corset ends and your thighs begin, occasionally slipping under it if possible, if not he would certainly find himself lingering there anyways.

|🩰| Watches while he has you ride him, that damn smirk never leaving for more than a quick gasp as he watches everything.

|🩰| “Fuck- you look gorgeous” Leander groans, one hand resting on your lower back to guide you and the other on your thigh- squeezing it when you tell him that it’s only for him.

Ais

|🩰| Ais doesn’t strike me to be all to interested in corsets specifically (though it wouldn’t be a turn off)- he wouldn’t deny trying though, you do look gorgeous in the thing after all.

|🩰| Any position where he can directly see how he’s absolutely ruining you and just how gorgeous you look while he does so would be his favorite.

|🩰| Once again, his hands would also end up resting along the small part of your waist- squeezing it slightly the closer he gets.

|🩰| “you’re fucking… irresistible, you know that?” His voice is rough and quiet as he tries to keep himself together just a little longer- Ais wouldn’t dare waste the chance to see you like this.

Mhin

|🩰| Mhin isn’t usually one to be touchy, and yet you find them on top of you- hands exploring every inch of your body- lingering along the outer edges of the corset they helped you get into.

|🩰| One of their hands grasping the hair at the base of your hair lightly, the other slipping down to toy with the lacing as you bite at their collarbone- occasional tugs only prompting you to continue.

|🩰| They wouldn’t let you do much more than that while you’re in the thing- your job is to look pretty while they do all the work for you, and god do they enjoy seeing everything.

|🩰| Mhin would he hard to get much praise out of- but occasionally you’ll notice a quiet compliment or two as they watch everything. Their needs can wait until later- watching will make that more worth it when the time comes.

Kuras

|🩰| You can always notice when something’s on the doctor’s mind, pretty golden eyes narrowing as he tries to compose himself. You would surely be his undoing, a fact both of you were aware of.

|🩰| Not an incredibly high sex drive- but something about you in that corset has him needing you here and now- and as such you find yourself riding him in one of the clinics empty rooms- watching with a smirk as his eyes linger lower than he’d ever like to admit.

|🩰| usually he’d be more willing to do more- but you insist on this, it’s easier to see just how enamored he truly is like this. The way he watches as if he’s worshipping every inch while his warm hands squeeze your waist softly with every quiet groan as the both of you desperately try to quiet yourselves.. Neither of you quite want to risk being caught in the act by an unsuspecting patient. (Or so you think.. he proves time and time again to be much more of a deviant than you could have thought.)

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Touchstarved LIs- potential game endings

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

Hihihi!!! I’ve been thinking about all the ways the game could possibly end, and I wanted to share this!! (In part so I can check later to see if I was right lol)

Pairings : Touchstarved LIs x reader, though there’s no dialogue, just potential endings

Warnings : there’s mentions to slavery, murder, yk the good things that come with romancing monsters.

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

Vere

Good ending

|🩰| Vere’s good ending would most likely have to do with him being freed from the senobium. It was mentioned that the spell/enchantment on Vere’s collar is old and likely waning. Not necessarily weak, it is a senobium spell,but is is important to note that it is likely losing strength with time.

|🩰| The MC could very well be the one to break the spell on Vere’s collar- or with help from Leander (the following is extremely unlikely- it has been mentioned that when you pick a LIs route, the others are doomed)

Bad ending

|🩰| The most likely ending for Vere would be the escape plan being found out by the senobium- he would never be freed, and you would be put in mortal danger for trying to help him. (This could also be an event that happens on his route!)

|🩰| In his bad route it is likely that you would both be punished by death- the mc could be executed first, leaving Vere in a position where his hope of freedom was taken away, the other LIs he was connected to are gone (likely painfully), and now you are dead as well- leaving him with nothing.

|🩰| He could potentially continue to be a slave for the senobium- left completely broken with no hopes of escape. However it is much more likely that he would die either before the MC, never getting the freedom he longed for but being oh so close, or it will be implied he’s executed as well.

|🩰| Another thing that could very well happen is that Kuras has a part in Vere’s death (most likely on the latters route). It has been mentioned Kuras would have killed Vere if he “had it his way” so it’s likely he could be involved. Whether it has to do with the senobiums execution (I’ll get to that later) or he simply treads too close to the sun I’m unsure, it could to either way.

Leander

Good ending

|🩰| Leanders good ending likely surrounds succeeding in his goal to help the people of low town. Leander does have good intentions it seems (and ulterior motives but I’m cutting him slack)…but also some very glaring red flags.

|🩰| In order to achieve a good ending for Leander- it is incredibly likely that MC would have to find a way to curb his somewhat attention seeking tendencies- and Leander would have to accept the lack of attention. Though it is likely in this good ending he would realize the only adoration he needs is from the MC themselves.

Bad ending

|🩰| The most likely ending for Leander I believe would be caused by his desire for attention. The more he does for the people of low town and the more he does to bring down the senobium (what I think his true goal MAY be), the more likely the senobium is to get involved. Combine that with the fact that he has knowledge of forbidden magic and you have a giant target over his head.

|🩰| Very, VERY likely that the MC in leanders route is collateral. Either through a rival gang or the senobium, there is a target on his head, and yours too by association.

|🩰| Another possible end comes from Leanders forbidden magic techniques backfiring. His connection with white lilies, and the fact that they seem to appear frequently in Eridia suggests he may potentially get his abilities through the poisoning the people. (This theory was originally discussed by another user, I’ll attempt to find the link to the post.).

|🩰| Think “sacrifice a few for the greater good”- however, the people of eridia likely wouldn’t see this the same way. As such, he would lose their trust, their respect- something that he is shown to desire quite a bit. He could very well be killed by the townspeople as a result of this (once again, the mc will likely be collateral)

|🩰| In any scenario, unless Leander can get past his desires for attention and adoration, he is going to be the cause (indirect or direct) of his own downfall.

Ais

Good ending

|🩰| Ais’s good ending would likely have to do with helping him gain control over his emotions (which can lead to destruction) and his powers, which he is mentioned to not have as much control over as he thought.

|🩰| His abilities are not his, and he is simply a vessel for a much more power entity (that I cannot for the life of me spell the name of). If the MC could find a way to either undo whatever deal Ais has with this entity or help Ais gain control over it, then he will likely get a ‘good ending’ (painful character development however is necessary.)

Bad ending

|🩰| My first theory for Ais’s bad ending is that he loses control over his emotions- and in turn becomes incredibly destructive not only to himself, but also the MC.

|🩰| Most likely triggered by a strong reaction after one of the other LIs passes. (Most likely Vere, as the two are close). I think this could be a very likely scenario on the path to a good or bad ending, but if Ais is unable to rein himself back in after this event, he would lose control over himself.

|🩰| another possible way he could meet his end is through losing himself/his memories. His representative flower has something to do with lost memories, and it is likely he could end up as another part of the hive mind, or worse- forget everything about himself and the mc. Perhaps not a physical death (however he would lose control soon after)- but a death of Ais as he is, a complete loss of himself.

|🩰| I also think it is important to note that Ais has a strong desire for dominance and control- he is described to lead “with the expectation of surrender”. For somebody who is so determined to be in control and dominant- Ais has very little control over himself which could be a point of turmoil.

Mhin

Good ending

|🩰| Mhins potential endings are very, very similar to Ais’s when it comes to keeping control. Perhaps in a good ending, Mhin could find a cure for themselves, but I do not think it is actually very likely. Alternatively, Mhin would have to accept the fact that they are a monster (as much as they reject it) and learn to control their tendencies instead of trying to get rid of them.

|🩰| Likely would have to harness their monstrous side in order to protect themselves- and more ultimately the mc, who would be the only one they have left in the end, from harm. As much as they reject themselves, for the safety of themselves and the people that they care about, they cannot keep denying what they truly are.

Bad ending

|🩰| Constant denial of their true nature would push them further and further over the edge-creating a situation where they lose control and once more are the cause of destruction due to their own monstrosity.

|🩰| It is implied they could have had something to do with the destruction of Lovent- a city which prior to its destruction and the disappearance of its people was bustling like Eridia is. Mhin would be forced to watch as they lose control of themselves again and repeat their old actions, Harming the people they care about in the process.

|🩰| Could potentially do a lot of harm to mc on this route out of disgust for the “monstrous” nature of their curse- yet at the very end are even more monstrous than they could have ever imagined mc to be.

|🩰| Once mc is gone they could be executed by the senobium, or be forced to reside in the ruins of the city- essentially left with nothing as a consequence to their denial.

Kuras

Good ending

|🩰| A true good ending for Kuras likely has something to do with the loss of his immortality. This could be immediate- meaning that he would die in the end, or could possibly be that he loses his immortality and is allowed to grow old with the mc.

|🩰| He has been around for centuries trying to stroke for his sins- through what seems to be his own suffering. He has been working relentlessly to try and repent- repeating a never ending cycle of loss and pain.

|🩰| Only through death would his suffering and endless search for atonement come to a close. It is incredibly unlikely he is redeemable, so he would have to come to accept that prior to his death. Through death his soul would be freed from the pain he refuses to free himself from.

Bad ending

|🩰| A true bad ending for Kuras would probably have something to do with the continuation of his suffering. In his search for forgiveness he may very well do harm to the mc, and who is to say that if he would do it to the mc, he hasn’t done it to others?

|🩰| His actions and ‘sins’ could have made him some enemies- ESPECIALLY within the senobium (I’ll get back to this). His actions would drive humanity- which he loves so dearly against him.

|🩰| Kuras is immortal, but the mc and those he cares about are not. Should humanity destroy the thing he loves the most and turn against him after centuries of trying to help- he’d be left with absolutely nothing and would be left without a way to repay for his sins. He could very well be forced to or in a lapse of judgement destroy humanity- leaving him alone with his guilt for eternity.

|🩰| Or with everyone against him and the mc suffering because of his sins, the only place that would offer him any solace is the senobium- a place he deeply despises. One wrong move and the mc would be killed for his actions, leaving him in a position where he is stuck with the senobium for eternity.

|🩰| not because he cannot leave (he is strong enough to should he desire)- but because he has lost the trust of humanity and lost the mc directly because of his sins, and he believes that he deserves every bit of this because of his actions. He prolongs his own suffering and submits to an institution he hates more than anything out of extreme guilt, his one last chance at salvation.

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

Alternative ending: they all die bc I have a third leg iykyk

Im begging u if you know me from discord dont look at most of my other stuff 😭💔

[touchstarvedbbg]

I have an idea about LI noticed mc stockings are tearing off and finding it hard to tell mc about it (are they telling her or not telling her but finding a way to cover it from people's gaze)

I’m assuming you mean ripping? I like this idea

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

Touchstarved LIs handling a wardrobe malfunction

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

Pairings: All LIs x reader

Warnings: This is SFW but has some suggestive details

Comments: I’m assuming that this means having the back of your pants/stockings kind of rip? That’s how it’s interpreted here

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

Vere

|🩰| He’d actually enjoy this. 10/10 that’s it. (Jokes)

|🩰| Despite liking how you look in this specific moment, Vere isn’t the type to enjoy sharing. At all. If he finds people looking too hard he wouldn’t be all too pleased.

|🩰| He’d actually try to cover it up by standing behind ever so slightly if the rip happens to be in the hind quarters. Thats his, thanks.

|🩰| Eventually he’ll tell you, but in a more teasing way. Probably trying to get a rise out of you more than anything else.

|🩰| “I didn’t know you wanted the world to see your ass that badly (name)” or something like that. He’s VERY cheeky.

|🩰| However teasing he is there would be a hint of jealousy in his voice if that makes sense? You would know he doesn’t want everyone else seeing you like this, but if it were just him he’d be thrilled.

|🩰| Not typically the super handy type in public, but he would be all over and hugging you from behind whenever the two of you are standing still in order to keep prying eyes away.

|🩰| people can see his skin. But yours? Oh no that’s only his to see, thank you.

Leander

|🩰| Leander would have the hardest time telling you out of all of them. Partially because he knows you’d be incredibly embarrassed and ashamed (or at least… hopefully)

|🩰| But also partially because DAMN. He definitely likes what he sees and doesn’t exactly want it put away.

|🩰| Puts a hand on your hip and guides you beside him. If you look closely you might catch him staring a little too hard for a moment or two.

|🩰| Blushing 100%. It’s so funny when he’s slick with a blush on his face

|🩰| After a moment or two of admiring you, he’ll probably tie his jacket around your waist. If you don’t ask, he won’t elaborate.

|🩰| But if you do ask he would try to come up with a slick response then fail (most likely). Ends up just telling you as it is. “Your pants ripped” or something like that

|🩰| He would personally get you new clothing. either through stealing or legitimate means (both are fine… right?). Tries to avoid future mishaps to keep your dignity.

Ais

|🩰| Quickest to act out of all of the LIs. Ais knows he has all the time in the world to see that in private. The rest of the world doesn’t need to see it as well.

|🩰| Unfortunately, he doesn’t have much extra clothing (nor does he really wear any himself…). So Ais would have to get creative with ways to hide it until you can get changed.

|🩰| Of course the only logical option is to put his hand.. right over the rip.

|🩰| If you ask why he probably wouldn’t have a good explanation. He’d just shrug and guide you out before saying much of anything else.

|🩰| If this doesn’t work he’ll probably carry you back to wherever you can get a change of clothing (either from him or from yourself.)

|🩰| Similarly to Vere you’d notice some jealousy, but Ais actually acts on fixing the problem… not saving the problem for his eyes only 😭

|🩰| Once you’re in private finding a change of clothing though best believe his eyes will wander for a while.

Mhin

|🩰| The most likely to actually tell you. Mhin would most certainly want people to tell them, so they’d extend the same courtesy to you out of care.

|🩰| A little awkward about telling you. (They’re really awkward) so actions end up speaking much louder than words. However they would help remedy the situation rather quick once they get over initial shock

|🩰| Very, VERY rarely takes off their cloak/hood, but on this occasion they’d take it off and hand it to you for a while to cover up.

|🩰| It’s not a question of if you want to cover up. They want you to cover up. They wouldn’t want the rest of Eridia to see you in ways that only they should.

|🩰| Doesn’t stare. It would honestly feel impolite of them. You don’t intend for people to see you like that, including them.

|🩰| Takes you to find a change once it’s possible, but until then you get to wear their cloak. (Me, personally I would decide to take as long as possible)

|🩰| Would also try to get you new clothing somehow, they’d probably have to take on more soulless hunts but best believe they’ll make sure it doesn’t happen to you again.

Kuras

|🩰| Very few things catch him off guard but he would pause for a moment or two, just staring. Probably taking a long time to decide whether or not you’re just making a really showy fashion statement.

|🩰| Eventually he’ll walk up behind you and make sure that nobody else can see what’s going on.

|🩰| “Excuse us, but I’ll be needing (name) to help me in my clinic.” He will really come up with any excuse to save you face.

|🩰| Very quick about getting you somewhere you can change, he very rarely goes much of anywhere directly or in a hurry, but he would certainly take a direct route to wherever you need to go.

|🩰| If you ask him what’s gotten in to him… his bluntness wouldn’t be doing any favors in this situation.

|🩰| Ends up saying something incredibly embarrassing to the both of you without thinking about it. This is really out of character for him, which would probably be a hint as to how flustered he is.

|🩰| He’s a gentleman, really, but that doesn’t mean that what he’s seeing doesn’t get him going at least a little bit. Eyes are wandering ever so slightly once your alone until you change.

[touchstarvedbbg]

LI's reaction to mc saying "he's so fine I wanna get him pregnant" 😂

Wait no because you’re so real for this I agree

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

Touchstarved LIs x ….freaky? Reader headcanons

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

Pairings : Touchstarved LIs x reader

Comments : I don’t know what agenda this is but I AGREE!

Warnings : I’d consider this SFW lol

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

Vere

|🩰| He’d stop dead in his tracks. Like whatever he was doing, it’s done and forgotten now 100%

|🩰| He’s not mad per se, just stunned it came from you of all people. Vere honestly has probably been expecting the comment at some point.

|🩰| After a moment to collect himself it definitely turns into something he can tease you about. Constantly. In public or in private

|🩰| “I’d just love to carry your babies.”

|🩰| But sarcastically of course.. mpreg is a terrifying rabbit hole I doubt Vere would enjoy

|🩰| Once in a while when he’s teasing you over it he’ll ask what you want to name your babies. Probably has come up with a list FULL of names you’d hate just to mess with you.

|🩰| Says he can’t do any heavy lifting for you because he’s pregnant…. Does it anyways after a moment or two. Trust me, Vere will find endless ways to mess with you.

Leander

|🩰| He’s thought he’s heard it all before.. but having his lover say they want to get HIM pregnant? That’s certainly a new one!

|🩰| Does a double take for a moment, staring at you with wide eyes before he starts laughing.

|🩰| Depending on who’s around him he may or may not entertain it verbally (“why don’t we go make that baby then?”) but assuming he’d be in public like he usually is, you’d get a laugh from Leander, maybe a few others.

|🩰| Definitely takes it as a compliment. He’d be the most flattered out of all of the LIs. There would be absolutely no offense taken

|🩰| Wondering if you’re sober.. there’s no way you would say that without a drink, right? Right?????

|🩰| Brings it up as an inside joke every once in a while, probably over drinks or dinner.

|🩰| “You did say you want to get me pregnant. Why don’t we get to work on that?”

|🩰| Def has that smug grin whenever he starts up with that, he’s never going to let you live that down.

Ais

|🩰| I’d imagine he’d only register some of the sentence at first. Maybe he thinks you’re saying you want babies. It takes another moment for Ais to realize you’re saying you want to impregnate him????

|🩰| He can’t shrug his way out of this one… instead he stares at you for a long enough time you start wondering if you broke him.

|🩰| You genuinely can’t tell if he’s disgusted or not until he starts chuckling and shaking his head.

|🩰| “If that’s what you want” but with that smirk he always seems to have

|🩰| Doesn’t bring it up to you all too often afterwards like some of the others would, but you do still find him laughing about it to himself sometimes. He would maybe bring it up in front of the others once while they’re at the Wet Wick

|🩰| “ (name), remember when you said you wanted to get me pregnant?” RIGHT when you’re drinking something. Safe to say your drink went all over poor, unsuspecting Leander. Oops!

Mhin

|🩰| You want… to get them.. pregnant?

|🩰| Actually takes a lot of thinking from them. But the look you get for it is priceless. Somewhere between flustered and angry

|🩰| Safe to say a fair few things would become projectiles for a moment. You’d have to explain yourself.

|🩰| Mhin would nod along and act unimpressed, but it’s probably seen as humorous after a little while has passed.

|🩰| every time you get mad at them without fail they tell you they won’t carry your babies anymore and then the argument is USUALLY over

|🩰| Once in a while grimaces at the thought before laughing. They think it’s funny, but a little disturbing that you came up with that of all things.

|🩰| “what is wrong with you?”

|🩰| In a joking way, don’t worry! Mhin is definitely play mean, especially when it’s so easy to poke fun at you for once.

|🩰| They would be incredibly tight lipped about it to anyone else. It will stay a joke between you two, not everyone else lest they make fun of the both of you. (Even jokingly)

Kuras

|🩰| Can angels have babies????

|🩰| It’s very rare to get Kuras genuinely surprised enough he trips over a word or two. His reaction would quickly shift into a half hearted scowl though.

|🩰| You’d actually have some time to be the one teasing him instead of him teasing you (take the chance, this is really rare)

|🩰| Eventually he shakes his head to go back to whatever he was doing, leaving you with a simple “tell me when” like HELLO?

|🩰| Now you get to go up to him and randomly tell him “I want you to have my babies now” and it never fails to get a rise out of him.

|🩰| He thinks it’s funny, just never entirely gets over his initial shock that you said that in the first place.

|🩰| After some time he could start being cheeky about it, deliberately continuing the conversation until you’re the one tripping over words. But until then you’ve found the rare thing that actually leaves him speechless. Nice one! 😭

. This is how I feel about Leander

[touchstarvedbbg]

MAE WE MISSED YOU

OMG THANK YOU 😭😭😭😭😭 IM MAKING MY BIMONTHLY APPEARANCE

[touchstarvedbbg]

Touchstarved LI General headcanons

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

Pairings : Touchstarved LIs x reader in some!

General : Played through the demo again recently and wanted to touch up on some general headcanons!! I came out of this experience with a new love hate relationship for ais 😭

Warnings : None :)) this is SFW

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

Vere

|🩰| Vere has been alive for an incredibly long time, though I don’t think he’s entirely immortal. He cannot be killed by natural human causes (old age, sickness, murder). But I do believe that he could most definitely be killed by the hands of something more powerful than him (the allmother, or even Kuras)…. Hopefully the devs don’t kill him

|🩰| He seems like the type to have physical touch as a love language, but more giving than receiving. I don’t think he’d be a fan of being touched spontaneously.

|🩰| Typically has a very airy, light tone to his voice. It’s sultry and has a fake innocence to it, but can quickly drop into a more rough tone.

|🩰| Has hundreds of drawings of people he has seen throughout the years in various situations, even people he doesn’t like. Despite disliking some of his subjects, he draws them as they are most of the time. They can be beautiful and, in his eyes, still suck. (Ahem.)

|🩰| Once In a while though he’ll slightly alter the persons appearance just enough to make them question everything. Psychological warfare in a way.

|🩰| Has a surprisingly low alcohol tolerance for somebody who it seems is at the bar with Leander and Ais quite frequently. Very picky with his alcohol, he doesn’t like it tasting too much like straight booze but still appreciates a little buzz to it (his drink of choice is wine)

|🩰| Slightly wavy hair, maybe around 2A-2B. His sprites in game look rather straight, but come on, he’d look so good with wavy hair 🫣.

|🩰| On that note, he definitely takes good care of it BUT also is very bare bones with what that entails. (I.e. it’s always neatly done and brushed, but he probably uses the eridian equivalent of 3 in 1 shampoo or whatever the senobium gives him)

Leander

|🩰| Has a body count higher than one would like (and probably a rice purity score low enough to make most concerned…) but hasn’t had many long-term, serious partners. Has a hard time getting attached to people, but when he falls he falls very hard.

|🩰| Was most definitely a problem child growing up. If Kuras’s clinic wasn’t free of charge he’d be in debt that would take lifetimes to pay off.

|🩰| Tramp stamp. No elaboration needed.

|🩰| Always acts like a tough guy in public and tries to impress others to the ends of the earth… but would probably refuse to watch any movie where a dog dies. (Valid)

|🩰| INCREDIBLY smart academically, but makes tons of poor life choices. He’d simultaneously get in trouble for deciding to light firecrackers in the boys bathroom while having straight 100s in the hardest of classes.

|🩰| Big on gift giving!!! He sees something he thinks you’d like and finds a way to get it. Seems like the type to give his partner a bouquet of flowers weekly without fail. However if you give him something else he’d totally pull the “you don’t need to get me anything” card. (he cherishes it dearly)

|🩰| In a normal world he’d definitely be a frat bro (so sorry.) fishing, and taking photos with the fish, would be a weekend activity for him and his followers.

|🩰| He likes curve on his partners. Out of all of the LIs, I’d see him adoring having a bigger partner! Very supportive of the few people he chooses to give his full love to. (He really saves it for the best people)

Ais

|🩰| HES A PRICK (and one of my favs). Even after getting into a relationship with somebody he won’t stop riling them up unless absolutely necessary. Ask him why and he’ll just 🤷‍♂️

|🩰| Always has his hands on his partner in some way. Personal fav idea is having a hand wrapped around their waist (regardless of gender it’s just so 🫣)

|🩰| Takes a long time to open up to other people emotionally. For a while he’ll keep up the douche act. It’s definitely a way to make sure people around him don’t stab him in the back somehow.

|🩰| Definitely a night person. He does his best work in the dark of night (regardless of how many times he tells you it’s unsafe at night). He also likes the night so he can drink and catch up with Vere.

|🩰| Longer lifespan than a human, but not immortal in the same way that Vere or Kuras are. He’s definitely going to be (and already has been) around for quite some time.

|🩰| Most of his companions are soulless or other animals/monsters. Somewhere in his past he probably has been betrayed in some way, so he’s very locked up emotionally.

|🩰| He’s got big hands😻

|🩰| Really good cook. When he volunteers at the clinic he makes food for those who need it as a rescue effort.

|🩰| Has a really good photographic and numerical memory. Ask him a name for somebody he should know and he’ll have no clue- but ask him the exact number of atoms there are in an element or where he placed a needle in a haystack? He’ll know it.

|🩰| He has some sharp teeth naturally… but he probably tried to sharpen the others at some point to look more badass

Mhin

|🩰| Has a younger looking face, but is definitely way older than they look.

|🩰| Figures out one method of doing things quickly and sticks to it. Doesn’t toy around much with new methods once they’ve found a working one out of fear of screwing up. (To be fair, most of what they do has very little room for error)

|🩰| Mhin strikes me as a horrible student, but they’re not at all dumb. Simply, they would be more suited to more hands on learning than a typical educational experience.

|🩰| Very big on quality time. Especially the silent kind. Their favorite thing to do with a lover is to walk around outside where it’s quiet. Mhin hates that crowded spaces that eridia has an abundance of, a break is always welcome.

|🩰| Hard-headed and doesn’t take no for an answer under most circumstances. They’re resilient and always follow through on things once they agree to it (however hard it may be to get them to agree..)

|🩰| At some point in their past they’ve most definitely experienced being treated as if they’re glass about to shatter. They hate the feeling of it and as such do their best to remain independent unless absolutely necessary.

|🩰| Cat person!

|🩰| VERY random but I’d see them wearing a perfume/cologne with rainwater and musk as the notes! It’s unique and calming while being slightly off-putting. Whatever it is they use though, it most certainly was a gift and is on its last spray. They’re very frugal.

Kuras

|🩰| Similarly to Vere, he couldn’t be killed by human methods, but certainly could be smited by the allmother.

|🩰| I did my research, and angels do eat- however not a human food (manna- psalm 78:25, though the meaning of it is up to many interpretations). Clearly, he’s not getting this on earth. As such he most definitely hungers, but not for something that he has any hope of getting (similarly to redemption.)

|🩰| Actually cannot tolerate most human foods or beverages. As an angel, he wasn’t made to digest it (it’s been mentioned he fakes eating.) he probably could handle a drink or two, but his tolerance to it is laughable at best.

|🩰| Big on words of service. He praises his partners whenever he finds reason to. He’s incredibly loving, but doesn’t seem touchy or available like the others are (so words are his favorite)

|🩰| He often keeps the clinic frigid. Kuras himself is naturally very warm and doesn’t notice the cold, however his patients (along with Ais and Mhin who both seem to frequent the clinic) certainly do.

|🩰| he is an angel, but since he is in a human form I could see him on VERY rare occasions catching diseases or getting fatigued in this form. However he usually pushes through it and it goes away within a day or two.

|🩰| His handwriting is unreadable but beautiful. No matter how hard he tries to make it look legible, it ends up looking like an ancient text.

|🩰| He has some very androgynous features all over (angels don’t have genders themselves). Honestly he may very well be intersex in some regard. If it wasn’t for his voice and the fact he’s so tall, some features would be a quite difficult to discern as masculine or feminine.

[touchstarvedbbg]

hiii!!! I really like your writing so far! could i request the touchstarved Li’s with a reader who seems really mean at first but turns out to be a sweetheart? like they just look mean but after a couple days they are nice to everyone?

This is interesting! Thank you so much for the compliment, it really means a lot!!!

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

An awkward first impression - Touchstarved LIs x reader headcanons

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

Pairing: Touchstarved LIs x reader

Specifications: Reader is like.. really bad at first impressions (basically). This is completely SFW

Triggers: none

Other notes: Can be read as platonic

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

Vere

|🩰| Right off the bat, he wouldn’t be a fan of your attitude (not that his is any better, Vere can be a little bit rough around the edges as well)

|🩰| Vere is the type to match another persons energy (if not double it)- so you best bet that however rude you accidentally act towards him when you meet he’d return the favor.

|🩰| He may accidentally end up escalating it, asking you “what’s your fucking problem?” And other questionable the sort.

|🩰| It’s not until Ais starts hanging out with you more that he realizes you’re not actually horrible??? And now he’s more confused than anything

|🩰| Was it something about him when you two met? Or do you just not like him for some reason? Maybe Kuras ran his mouth to you. There’s many possibilities running through his head as to why you acted so rude when you met him.

|🩰| It takes a while for him to speak to you, and that only happens because Ais is friends with the both of you. Otherwise, Vere would have probably had no issue leaving you at arms length

|🩰| Imagine his surprise when you’re actually super nice to him as well. There’s many things he expected, and you being nice to him after your first interaction was not one of them.

|🩰| It’s probably a little awkward between the two of you even after you both finally have a proper meeting. Vere probably wouldn’t go out of his way to speak to you for a while, but he also wouldn’t be making it a point to avoid you anymore.

|🩰| He is stubborn, but does eventually warm up to you after he realizes that you were like that to everyone when you first met them. (I do see him taking people disliking him personally on occasion if he doesn’t understand why he is disliked)

|🩰| You’d notice him slowly coming around to you more and more, being way more willing to have longer conversations with you than he was previously.

|🩰| Vere would totally be the type of person to laugh about it over drinks after the two of you have been friends for a while, asking if you remembered when the two of you almost got into a fight over something stupid the night you first met.

Leander

|🩰| Leander definitely wouldn’t be a fan of the attitude you had with him either, but unlike Vere he is much more willing to give people a second chance (even if they don’t exactly deserve it on occasion, he does want to see the good in people)

|🩰| He’d ask you if he did something to make you uncomfortable or if you wanted him to leave. Maybe he said something? Whatever the outcome is, he’d give you some space in order to prevent it escalating at all.

|🩰| Would still make a point to smile and wave to you when he sees you out and about, only to be pleasantly surprised when you return his greetings with no hint of malice. If anything, you seemed happy to see him.

|🩰| As mentioned above, Leander is more than willing to give you another chance at a first impression, asking if you’d like to meet him for drinks in order to get to know each other.

|🩰| He’d come to the assumption rather quickly that you may not have even realized you were being short with him when you two first met, maybe it was social anxiety? Whatever it is, you seem like a genuinely really sweet person.

|🩰| He doesn’t make it awkward at all, telling you that it’s alright no matter how many times you apologize for the way you acted when you first met.

|🩰| Definitely helpful when it comes to making better first impressions with other people. Especially if you’re the type to be much more comfortable as long as you have another person you know around, he’d have no issue accompanying you when you introduce yourself to somebody new.

|🩰| Out of everyone on this list, he’d be the most likely to forget about it completely. Leander quickly comes to the conclusion that the way you acted that night isn’t a reflection of you as a person, so he lets himself forget about that interaction completely.

Ais

|🩰| He’d find your attitude funny, if not a little endearing. (He literally has a quote talking about liking the MCs bad attitude, Ais wouldn’t be offended by it at all)

|🩰| Probably eggs you on quite a bit, making no attempt to hide the smirk that forms when you trash talk him.

|🩰| “You’re cute, talking to me like that.” - he literally teases you for your attitude, enjoying the way that you react to him.

|🩰| Because he’s not upset by your attitude at all, Ais wouldn’t make an effort to avoid you. In fact, he’d probably make an effort to come find and speak with you afterwards.

|🩰| Definitely a little surprised when you’re really nice to him. It’s not necessarily an unwelcome change, but it certainly is jarring for you to basically pull a 180 on him.

|🩰| Ais draws the conclusion that you may have been really nervous when the two of you met. It was really crowded in the Wet Wick that night, and you didn’t seem to know a single person in the room.

|🩰| Hangs out around you quite often, trying to poke at you every once in a while in order to get your attitude to flair up.

|🩰| Maybe he finds it attractive or maybe he just finds it funny. Whatever it is, Ais doesn’t seem to get tired of teasing you for your attitude.

|🩰| Similarly to Vere, he’d bring it up randomly one night after the two of you had been friends for a long time, asking if you remembered how awkward your first meet was.

|🩰| Whenever you’re meeting new people, he definitely watches it as a form of entertainment. Ais does think your attitude is funny regardless of if it’s intentional or not.

Mhin

|🩰| Forget your attitude when you two meet, Mhin might be even worse. For that reason, they might not care- or they might end up holding a grudge for quite some time after the two of you meet.

|🩰| Even if they don’t care about your attitude, they would still make a point to avoid speaking to you afterwards. You didn’t seem to like them much, and they don’t really want to talk to almost anyone in the first place.

|🩰| In this case, you’d probably have to come up to them to apologize (likely after asking Kuras where they spend a lot of their time).

|🩰| SUPER surprised- you seemed to dislike them the other day, so why are you coming up to them acting like the nicest person ever and apologizing for having an attitude??

|🩰| Similarly to Vere, it would likely be a little awkward between the two of you for quite some time. Mhin is slow to warm up to people in general, so it would take a while to get them to realize you actually seem to like them.

|🩰| Keeps you at arms length similarly to how they keep most people, but it would be more like how they keep themselves separate from Kuras than anything.

|🩰| You two might even be able to bond over this if anything, Mhin is horrible with first impressions themselves, so you would both have something in common.

|🩰| They would never completely forget about it (Mhin is the type to remember every little thing everyone has done towards them subconsciously), but they also wouldn’t mind at all. Simply put, they don’t care. At all.

Kuras

|🩰| Kuras has been alive for a long time and met an unimaginable amount of people during that time, he knows how to stay polite even when somebody is being rude.

|🩰| Your first conversation with him would be incredibly brief for this reason, not enough time for you to really get an idea of who Kuras is, but not enough for you to get a bad first impression. (However, your impression on him wouldn’t necessarily be the best in the world)

|🩰| Kuras spends most of his time inside of the clinic, so the two of you wouldn’t interact again until quite some time.

|🩰| The next time he does see you, even he is pleasantly surprised by just how lovely you really are when you’re comfortable around someone. Even with lots of life experience, he still finds people like you who surprise him. This is one of the reasons he loves humanity.

|🩰| Kuras wouldn’t necessarily forget about your first meeting, but he would certainly forgive it and allow the two of you to start off on a blank slate.

|🩰| He’d never bring up your first meeting after the two of you become close. Similarly to Mhin, he genuinely doesn’t think it is important- it is no reflection of who you are.

|🩰| Whenever you’re meeting new people after, he does his best to help you make a good impression. If he needs to be the one doing the introducing in order to give you time to warm up, so be it.

|🩰| Genuinely plays devils advocate (which is ironic considering he’s an angel) when it comes to getting people to warm up to you. He will swear up and down that you are the kindest person ever to anyone he meets, trying his best to get others to look past your rough exterior.

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MC who didn't know why they suddenly became a vampire, locked themself in their room (holding back their desire to drink blood) and LI somehow found out about it

I LOVE vampires!!! They’re so cool!!!

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

Touchstarved LIs with a vampire reader headcanons

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

Pairing: Vere, Leander, Ais, Mhin, and Kuras x reader

Specifications: reader who recently turned into a vampire, this is completely SFW

Triggers: Blood mentions, starvation (given the reader doesn’t want to eat blood- not disordered), mentioned self sacrifice (no death though of course)

Other notes: Vampires are so so cool!!!! Some of the requests I’ve gotten are so creative, and I’m excited to write them!!!

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

Vere

|🩰| Vere is certainly worried about you after not seeing you for a few days. You’re typically with him as often as you get the chance, why have you been practically missing?

|🩰| Asks around- Ais, Mhin, Leander, god forbid he’d even get over his hatred of Kuras for a second in order to find out where you are. He really does fear that you’ve gotten kidnapped or gone missing

|🩰| You can imagine his relief when you have simply been in your room the entire time. Sure, he is still incredibly worried about you isolating yourself- but that is a welcome alternative to you having been kidnapped or worse. (He wouldn’t be shocked, given his status as a slave you may as well have a target over your head.)

|🩰| Vere has been around for a long time, he’s certainly picked up on lock picking skills. Typically he’d ask to enter your room, but by this point he is so desperately worried about you he wouldn’t even bother trying to coax you out. What if you’re dying in there?

|🩰| Vere doesn’t strike me as the type to be afraid of you upon finding out you’re a vampire- quite the opposite, really. He has quite a long life span (immortality counts as long, right?), and with you being a vampire, you would likely have a longer one as well.

|🩰| Of course, he’s incredibly interested in finding you attacked you and turned you into a vampire, it must have really hurt you.

|🩰| “(Name), you look like you haven’t eaten in fucking weeks!”

|🩰| Runs up to you, grabbing your chin gently and making you look at him. Vere isn’t the type to plead with people, nor would he plead with you. You need to eat, after all! He doesn’t want you to object.

|🩰| He finds his ways to get you to eat, offering himself up (though he isn’t a human, so that may only help enough to hold you over temporarily). He’d assure you it’s fine the entire time, he’s surely been bit before (given his monster form seems to be a wolf. Those things are mean), he wouldn’t mind repeating it again for you.

|🩰| Vere would play dirty in order to get you to eat, mixing blood into your drinks secretly at the Wet Wick, putting it in food, maybe even getting Kuras to find pills (he HATES Kuras, but would totally be civil for a few moments to help you)

|🩰| Lowkey might find it kind of hot, but that’s a discussion for once you’re more accustomed to being a vampire.

Leander

|🩰| Leander is also incredibly worried about you, but does find you much more quickly than any of the other LI’s would (save perhaps Kuras.)

|🩰| Once he does make his way into your room, he is incredibly concerned with your physical state (and your mental state, you do not seem to be doing well in the slightest)

|🩰| Leander, like Vere, would be incredibly interested in finding the person that did this to you. He wouldn’t be the person handling them though, he’d send others after them so he could care for you.

|🩰| Leander was born a human, so his blood is exactly what you need to feed on.

|🩰| He’d have absolutely no problem letting you feed on him. If it’s the biting that concerns you, he’d even prick his own skin In order to get the blood out. Anything to get you to eat like you need to.

|🩰| Would also mix the blood into your drinks in order to get you to have a little extra of his blood isn’t enough.

|🩰| He does look into finding a potential reversal if you are unhappy with your form, likely to no avail. He certainly would make an effort though, that’s what matters.

|🩰| Makes small adjustments to the way he does things, plans outings with you, and other things after you turn into a vampire. Sensitive to sunlight? You can go out more at night, he wouldn’t mind staying up a few extra hours for you.

|🩰| Doesn’t necessarily find it hot (he is nowhere near as freaky as Vere), but Leander certainly wouldn’t find it unattractive. He loves everything about you, vampire or not.

Ais

|🩰| His first fear is that you are dead somewhere. Like Vere, being involved with Ais may put a pretty large target over your head if he makes the wrong move.

|🩰| Would definitely find you rather quickly, he literally would not sleep until he knew that you were safe.

|🩰| So as you can imagine, by the time he finds you he’d be absolutely exhausted and incredibly worried about you. All of this combined may make him a little bit brash with his word choices when it comes to you. (Though he would certainly make up for it afterwards by any means)

|🩰| He will get you to eat and won’t take no for an answer. Sits there for hours if he has to explain exactly why you need to eat.

|🩰| “no, (name), I’m not watching you starve because you’re too afraid to feed on anyone!”

|🩰| It’s a good thing he doesn’t mind people having a bit of an attitude with him, otherwise you being short with him over the idea of feeding would likely make everything much worse.

|🩰| Like most of the people on this list, Ais would also offer himself up for you to feed on him. Along with this, he’d send Mhin out to kill some animals and get their blood. If you won’t eat human blood, he’d get animals instead. (I’d assume animal blood is similar to being a vegan as a human, you’d most likely need vitamin supplements of some sort.)

|🩰| He would certainly find it somewhat attractive. But more importantly, you being a vampire would probably give you a better way to defend yourself. He’d sleep a little more soundly knowing that you’d be able to protect yourself without him.

Mhin

|🩰| They notice your lack of presence rather quickly, looking around in your usual spots to find you. Anywhere you like visiting, shops, the clinic.

|🩰| Mhin is not all too panicked- panicking only makes it harder to find someone, after all. It ultimately works out, because they would find you in your room rather quickly after realizing your lack of presence.

|🩰| Mhin wouldn’t make any brash choices when it comes to trying to find the person who did this to you. Sure, they would ask around a little bit, but they know better than to go around picking a fight with a vampire who had already turned at least one person.

|🩰| Wouldn’t be super great with comforting you verbally. Instead, they’d probably hold your hand or sit next to you while you tell them everything you want to. They’d understand if you don’t want to say everything, eventually you will if you are comfortable enough.

|🩰| Because of their curse, Mhin wouldn’t feel comfortable letting you feed on them in case it would affect you negatively. Instead, they’d go out to find animals rather often in order to sustain you.

|🩰| They don’t mind it, either. Mhin strikes me as the type to genuinely enjoy being out in the quiet nature hunting.

|🩰| They’d claim that they don’t care at all, but you’d catch them from time to time reading whatever books they could get from Kuras about vampires. (They are actually interested, they just don’t want to show it)

|🩰| Secretly finds the little features of your that have changed since you were turned incredibly neat looking. You’d catch them staring on occasion, but they’d always claim it to be them just zoning out.

Kuras

|🩰| Regrettably, Kuras would be the slowest to figure out that you are missing. A large portion of that is because of how busy he is with the clinic. It’s rare he has time to see you in the first place, but after a few days of your absence he’d connect the dots rather quickly.

|🩰| He’d be the fastest to find you (after he found out you were missing) among all of the LIs. Partially because he’s an omnipotent angel and surely knows a lot, but also because he knows you quite well.

|🩰| Not super good at handling your emotional state after he finds you. Kuras unfortunately has never done well at understanding the problems of others, which may make him come off a bit cold.

|🩰| You would notice him doing a lot more things for you afterwards, asking how you’re feeling more often. You can tell that Kuras genuinely does worry for you, he just cannot express it verbally.

|🩰| Kuras cannot allow you to feed off of him, seeing as vampires are unholy creatures by nature and he himself is the embodiment of holiness. There may be no issue, however he does not want to risk harming you.

|🩰| On this note, there are very few things that Kuras is unsure about given how long he’s been alive, this being one of them. He does not want to find out if it comes at the expense of you.

|🩰| He’s a doctor and has access to plenty of blood through transfusion bags, blood draws, etc. He’d begin taking just a little extra blood from his patients to store for you, only giving it to you once he knows it’s safe(void of diseases), of course.

|🩰| Kuras has met his fair share of vampires during his time on earth, but does not see the harm in researching a little bit more in order to better care for you.

|🩰| He does examine you physically once you are ready, making note of any changes that could have occurred since you turned.

|🩰| Kuras certainly doesn’t find it attractive or weird (simply put, he doesn’t really care.) it doesn’t change you as a person. He feel in love with you, not with what you are.

[touchstarvedbbg]

Sleepless - Kuras x Reader (NSFW)

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

Pairing : Kuras x reader

Specifications : Inspired by my headcanons from before. Reader is implied to be some sort of demon, but it’s rather ambiguous.

Triggers : a lot of religious mentions (it comes with Kuras, truly)

Notes : This is nsfw!!!!! I honestly don’t expect this post to do well, since I feel like this is a very unpopular headcanon for Kuras. Very self indulgent though.

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

It was from the moment you met the doctor that you had been plagued with thoughts of the man, practically unable to tear your eyes off of him on the occasions you would come to his clinic. Everything about Kuras was meticulous, neat to an almost impossible extent, almost perfect enough to throw off his human act entirely. You knew what he truly was, the essence of his holiness all but radiated around the man the first time you had met, enough so that it drove you mad. How you would love to ruin that perfection he had so painstakingly crafted for himself, to remold the man that was the living embodiment of all that was holy. To desecrate him, If you will.

You had spent many nights unable to sleep, plagued with thoughts of defiling this statue of a man in a way that would make even the god that created him turn away, for you desired nothing more than to ruin the Doctor. After what might have been the sixth night of little to no sleep, which normally wouldn’t have bothered you had it been caused by anything else, you decided to pay the Doctor a visit, seeking a treatment for your ailment that even he may be hesitant to prescribe.

“Kuras,” You neglect to knock on the back door of the clinic, walking straight into the angels office as you had many times before, “normally I wouldn’t visit you during this hours, but I’ve found myself unable to rest for almost a week.” The doctor looks up at you from the book he had been reading, golden eyes taking a moment longer than usual to register who you were before softening. “Come in, (name), I will do my best to assist you.” You watch as he slowly stands up, movements slightly more sluggish than you had ever seen from him.

“You seem rather tired as well, Doctor.” You mention, following the man instead of sitting down. “Perhaps it’s for the same reason that I cannot sleep, no?” Kuras looks down at you, shaking his head with a neutral expression. “I do not need to sleep, (name), and neither do you.” His response is dry and blunt, almost accusatory without meaning to be, as if he’s asking why you would come to visit him for an ailment that you had all but created. “A little bit of relaxation is refreshing even for souls that do not require sleep to survive, Kuras.” You reply, stepping a little closer to the man. “It’s as if you have no idea how to care for yourself, what a shame.”

Kuras doesn’t respond, staring down at you with that same analyzing expression he wears majority of the time. “You know..” you start, finger tracing the designs on the doctors shirt, feeling as he tenses up at the touch. “I could help you relax, perhaps get some energy of my own out? Surely that would benefit the both of us.” You think this offer is one that would be almost too good to resist, for you had seen the way the doctor would look at you when he believed you to not be looking. Kuras, who’s been watching your hands movements along his chest for several moments finally turns his attention back to you, brows furrowed as he processes what you had said to him before he opens his mouth to speak “are you suggesting-”

Quickly, you place your finger on top of the angel’s lips, effectively quieting the man as you step a little closer, closing the already tiny gap between the two of you. “I’m suggesting you let that god of yours take a backseat for a few moments, Kuras.” Seemingly understanding just what you’re suggesting, the angels eyes widen, staring down at you with reddened cheeks that almost look feverish. “It would be my pleasure to treat you, Doctor. It’s the only medicine I require.” You notice how his heart beat (or what you assume is) speeds up from where your hand is situated on his chest, the way he looks down at you with a mixture of bewilderment and something akin to lust, a confused form of it.

Slowly, he nods, hands wrapping around your waist and gently squeezing it. There’s no words from the angel, as if he’s worried that he would say something to expose the thoughts swirling around in his head right now. The feeling of lust was not one Kuras was acquainted with in the slightest, yet it was the one that had been plaguing him this entire interaction. “Now, why don’t you sit down at your desk, let me do the work.” To your surprise, the usually stubborn Kuras makes quick work of sitting down, eyes staring up at you with a lust you almost didn’t think him capable of feeling.

“Good boy.” You feel his breath get caught in his throat, the way he shudders as your hand gently grabs his chin. “If only you knew all the things I’ve been thinking about doing to you.” You whisper, nibbling at the outside of his ear which earns an abnormally high pitched yelp from the man under you. “(Name), please” there’s a certain desperation to Kuras’s tone that you’ve never heard before, “do not toy with me.” You laugh, hands traveling downwards to work on the belt of his pants, “how could I ever say no to such a polite request?” He simply looks away, biting at his bottom lip almost hard enough to draw blood. You wonder if it would be red like a normal human beings, or if it would be golden like almost everything emitting from the doctor was.

“Look at me, Angel, I want to see that pretty face of yours while I ruin you.” Kuras’s eyes widen as he looks at you, only to close once more as your hand brushes against his member. “Already this pent up from a little teasing, are you?” You’re met with no verbal response from the doctor, only a high pitched mewl from him before he clamps a hand over his mouth. “This won’t do, love.” You pull your hand away much to the displeasure of Kuras, turning to grab some of the thin sheets he had stored away for his patients. “It would be much more fitting to chain you up in gold like a painting, my dear.” You laugh, making quick work of binding his hands to the arms of the desk chair he’s sitting in. “(Name)..” his voice is breathy and desperate, a far cry from the composed speech Kuras normally uses. You reach your hand up to cup his cheek, other hand resting on his inner thigh before moving back to his member.

You watch as his golden eyes shut once more, brows furrowed at the sudden, unfamiliar feeling. The doctor isn’t quiet in the slightest, practically screaming despite his best efforts to keep himself silent. “Shhh..” you lean in, biting at his lower lip before kissing him, quieting the man’s sounds as you continue to pump his member. “Just imagine what your god would think, seeing you in a position like this.” You mutter between kisses, smirking when he groans and throws his head back, unable to form a coherent sentence in his current state. “Sensitive, aren’t you Kuras?” You once again grab his chin, staring at the blissed out expression on the doctor’s face. “Tell me, am I the first person to make you feel like this?”

“I- mh.. yes-” you laugh at the way he can barely get a single word out while you continue working on his hard-on. “An angel like yourself doesn’t need to get off like this, hm?” You ask no one in particular, leaning close to his ear to nibble at it once more. “And yet you’re underneath me like some common whore, committing a sin that would surely damn you.” You’re surprised by just how much this seems to arouse the man, who is desperately trying grab onto anything his bound hands can find, moaning your name repeatedly as if he’s praying to his maker. “Please, (name).. I-i can’t-” you smile, moving to nibble at his exposed neck before looking up at him.

“Go ahead, Angel, show your god how good you feel.” With that, white ribbons come shooting into your hand as the man all but screams your name, only to continue screaming when he realizes you have no intention of stopping just yet. “Did you think this was all I wanted? I want to ruin you.” You laugh, thumb wiping away the blissed out tears of pleasure falling down the man’s cheeks. “Just a little longer, angel, I’ve wanted to see you like this for so long.”

He’s gorgeous in this state, brows furrowed in pleasure with his mouth hanging open, drool dripping from the corner despite his best efforts to keep his composure. “You’re so pretty for me.” You smile, looking into his eyes that are so devoid of any coherent thoughts, a far cry from the way Kuras normally looks. “To think, I’m the only person who has ever made you feel like this, right?” It takes the doctor a moment to register what you’re saying, but he nods ferociously the moment he does. “God- yes!-” you smile, wiping the saliva from his lips as you feel him release into your hand once more.

When you finally release your hand from his member, Kuras visibly relaxes, breathing heavily as he slowly comes back to coherent thought. You untie his wrists, wiping your hand off with the sheets you had used to restrain him. “Come on, why don’t you lay down for a while?” You help the angel up, guiding him to one of the cots typically reserved for patients of his, watching as the man lays down on the bed without his usual objection. You know the man is tired despite his lack of need to sleep, for he wasn’t immune to the occasional effects of exhaustion despite his lack of humanity.

Just as you turn to leave, a warm hand grasps your wrist gently. “(Name), stay for a while, please?” Kuras’s voice is raspy, and it certainly would remain that way for quite some time after the screaming he did. “Surely you are tired as well.” Not having the heart to leave the man after what you had just done to him, you slip into the cot next to Kuras. His embrace is warm, making up for the lack of a blanket (for you had used the ones he had on hand to clean off, those would need to be washed for his patients once you got up). It’s not long until you feel his head resting against your chest, sleeping for the first time in who knows how long. Eventually you find your own eyes closing as you doze off, hands stroking Kuras’s hair absentmindedly as you yourself fall asleep, finally cured of your ailment.

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

I’ll probably write one shots of the sort with the other LI’s soon, lmk if that’s something that would be interesting if you made it this far!

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hi, may I request about (gender neutral) mc who always avoids eye contact when talking to anyone and LI's reaction about that (for more specifics: mc have scopophobia)

Oooh, yes! Can do!

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

Touchstarved LIs x Reader who avoids eye contact headcanons

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

Pairing: Vere, Leander, Ais, Main, and Kuras x reader

Triggers: Nope!

Other notes: this work is completely SFW!

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

Vere

|🩰| He’d be teasing about it, sarcastically asking if you’re “too afraid to look at somebody as good looking as him”

|🩰| Once he realizes it’s not an awkward first-meeting type of deal, and is instead something you actually avoid like the plague (which happens somewhat quickly, he is perceptive despite his.. less than intelligent choices) he’d be slightly less teasing about it.

|🩰| That’s not to say he wouldn’t still do it, because Vere totally would tease you from time to time.

|🩰| Tries to get you to look at him quite often, maybe it’s him genuinely trying to help, or maybe he thinks it’s cute or entertaining that you can’t hold eye contact with him.

|🩰| “Look at me, (Name). Let me see those pretty eyes of yours.”

|🩰| Vere knows better than to force you to look at him for long though, he doesn’t want to make you uncomfortable around him because of it.

|🩰| He really does like seeing your eyes though, so he’d try to find ways to help (In his own way, at least.)

|🩰| Usually it irks him when people stare at his ears for too long, but if that’s how he’s able to get you to look up at him when you’re talking, so be it.

|🩰| would purposely move his ears around more (like how a dog does when it’s listening!) in order to get your attention on him and off of the floor or the world around you.

Leander

|🩰| It takes him a while to pick up on it, especially if you meet over drinks. The slightly dim surroundings of the room around you making it harder to notice you avoiding eye contact.

|🩰| Once he sees you out of that setting, Leander would eventually come to the realization that you genuinely cannot make eye contact with him to save your life.

|🩰| Doesn’t bring it up directly in order to avoid making it awkward.

|🩰| Tries to see if having a few drinks would loosen you up, if that doesn’t work, he’d try to find other ways to coax you out of your shell. Maybe you’re just shy?

|🩰| When you do look up at him, he always compliments the way your eyes look. The way that your expression changes at the compliment is adorable.

|🩰| Tries to make you as comfortable as possible, finding things you like doing, the more you come out of your shell, the more likely you are to actually look up, right?

|🩰| Leander would go as far as to act a fool in front of you, trying to make you laugh at some of his antics.

|🩰| Sure, he loves the way that your eyes look, the way that they compliment every part of your being, but what he genuinely loves more than anything is the fact that you’re comfortable enough with him to look into his eyes is enough.

Ais

|🩰| Sort of a mixture between Leander and Vere, if that makes sense. Sure he’d be teasing about it, but he’d also try to loosen you up a bit. Whether it be through drinks, things you like doing, anything.

|🩰| Would probably ask Kuras if he’d have any clue while he’s helping out at the clinic. He’d never mention your name directly to avoid any awkward interactions.

|🩰| Totally would lift your chin with his hand, smirking at the way you immediately try to look away. Ais would keep it there for a while before eventually letting go and offering you a drink to ease the mood.

|🩰| While Ais does want to see your eyes more often, he also does enjoy the way that you’re almost too intimidated to look at him directly. Sure, he doesn’t want to actually scare you, but subconscious acts of submission do fuel his ego, even if only a little bit.

|🩰| Ais definitely finds your timid nature cute, finding ways to get you to look up at him before turning away all flustered. He loves being able to get a rise out of you like that, along with being able to see the way you look up at him in shock whenever he tries a risky move or two.

|🩰| Along with Vere, Ais is rather bold- this would definitely be more obvious with him though (as mentioned above).

|🩰| Alongside Mhin, Ais would be one of the most likely to simply leave you be once he realizes how much he truly enjoys being able to fluster you. Unlike Mhin, however, Ais does it because he genuinely finds the fact that you are unable to look up at him endearing in a way.

Mhin

|🩰| Mhin seems like the type to dislike holding eye contact with other people themselves, so it wouldn’t be until after the two of you got to know each other quite well that they would take notice to your inability to look straight at them.

|🩰| Mhin, though very perceptive, doesn’t pick up on your lack of eye contact because of theirs a majority of the time. Unlike you, however, they variate between that and holding eye contact a little too well.

|🩰| They do ask about it occasionally, trying to figure out exactly why you basically refuse to look directly at anyone.

|🩰| They certainly wouldn’t push you to change it, though, allowing you to come out of your shell (or don’t, they genuinely enjoy your company without serious eye contact).

|🩰| On occasions when you’re comfortable enough to hold eye contact with them, Mhin never mentions it (god forbid they embarrass you and make you look away, you do have pretty eyes.)

|🩰| They do enjoy the rare moments you look at them though, a small smile cracking through their usually rather cold and rough exterior.

|🩰| Mhin would never try anything too brash, both out of fear or embarrassing you, but also because they recognize that sometimes it takes a long time to trust a person. You can take all the time you need, and they would gladly wait for you.

Kuras

|🩰| Kuras is used to people staring at his eyes for a long time (likely due to their piercing golden color that is almost nonexistent amongst humans.) That is why, when you wont even hold eye contact with him for more than a moment, he picks up incredibly quickly.

|🩰| Whether or not he means to be like this (one can only guess, he does lack emotional tact.), Kuras is not at all subtle in his attempts to get you to look at him directly.

|🩰| “Why do you avoid eye contact, (name)? Certainly it would be more professional to look other people in the eyes.”

|🩰| Kuras doesn’t mean to be rude with his bluntness, though he quickly realizes what he said could be taken as him criticizing you. After he catches himself once or twice, he does genuinely try to be more empathetic (albeit struggles)

|🩰| Works with you to find ways to make it seem like you’re making eye contact for when you would need it, things like looking at the bridge of somebodies nose, their eyebrows, whatever makes it easier for you.

|🩰| When you do occasionally look up at him directly, he finds himself staring silently for a while into your eyes. It’s very rare that he shows a genuine, non-teasing grin, but in those moments he is genuinely smiling because of you.

|🩰| Kuras is usually such a confident person, but seems like the type to struggle giving genuine sounding compliments. As such, he very rarely does mention how beautiful he finds your eyes. Instead, you find him subconsciously staring just a little longer than he normally does at your eyes, cheeks slightly reddened. He’s not very vocal about it, but Kuras does make it obvious that he finds you lovely in his own way.

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Touchstarved NSFW headcanons

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

Pairing: Vere, Leander, Mhin, Ais, and Kuras x reader

Specifications: General NSFW headcanons

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

Vere

Alignment: Switch

Size: Above average (around 6 inches)

Kinks: Bondage, Semi-public sex, Overstim

|🩰| When it comes to Vere, it honestly depends on the partner and how he’s feeling on any given day. He could top or bottom and generally has no preference for which position he’s in.

|🩰| Certainly not a Virgin. Vere has had his fair share of partners before and is fairly experienced.

|🩰| Pretty down for a large variety of different things. Vere is willing to try almost anything at least once for her partner, though he certainly brings kinks such as bondage into the rotation quite frequently.

|🩰| He would be willing to use a fair share of toys on himself or his partner.

|🩰| Risky, Semi-public sex is never off the table for Vere, and likely would be something that he’d do quite frequently. In the closet of a bar? Hell yes. Out in an open field? He’s down! Hell, even risking getting caught in Kuras’s clinic is fair game.

|🩰| On that same note, he’d totally be down to have a threesome from time to time. Sure, it wouldn’t be something he’d do with any person he sees or even frequently for that matter, but he’s certainly open to it.

|🩰| With all this being said, Vere is also a sucker for some soft, private sex from time to time as well.

|🩰| He refers to his partners with a variety of pet names. Some of his favorites are things like Baby, Babe, (given the circumstances, Master maybe.)

Leander

Alignment: Top

Size: around 5.5 inches

Kinks: Praise, temperature play, impact play

|🩰| Leander is no stranger to having sex with people. Prior to meeting you, he’s likely had multiple casual partners and quick flings. That isn’t to say he wouldn’t be loyal to you once you start dating, of course! You are the most important person to him, and he wouldn’t dare betray the trust you have in him like that.

|🩰| He’s actually usually quite vanilla with his long term partners, partially because he genuinely wants to make sure they’re feeling good in the moment. Leander is genuinely a nice person, and really does want to make his partner happy.

|🩰| He has long fingers and knows how to use them. Trust.

|🩰| When it comes to sex drive, he does have a pretty high sex drive. Masturbates from time to time.

|🩰| On occasion when he does have rough sex with his long term partners Leander is super amazing with aftercare. Runs a hot bath if the setting allows, cups of water, blankets. If all you want is to lay down with him, he’d be more than happy to accommodate.

|🩰| Lowkey had a bit of a hidden daddy kink.

|🩰| He’d definitely be willing to use toys on his partner, but it wouldn’t be something that’s in the frequent rotation. This is partially because he wants to be the one making you feel good (slightly possessive, though he’d never want to admit it.)

|🩰| Loves to see his partners face while he fucks them. The expressions that you make from the pleasure he gives you. That’s what gets him going more than anything.

Ais

Alignment: Top

Size: 5-6 inches (lawd they all packing)

Kinks: bondage!!! Master kink, Hair pulling, orgasm control

|🩰| Ais is the type to have one or two long-term flings, not a large number of different partners.

|🩰| He loves to be in control, hence he often ties up the people he’s having sex with, proving that he is the one who calls the shots.

|🩰| Probably talks down to you as he does so. It’s too bad that you can’t do the things that he does yourself! Only he gets to be the one to make you feel this good.

|🩰| He’s REALLY good at giving head. God, he’ll have his partners sit on his face and eat it for breakfast, lunch and dinner. (If he could, of course)

|🩰| He does have a rather high sex drive as well, and he certainly doesn’t bother trying to hide it from his partners. If anything, he uses it to try and get them in the mood (I’d assume it usually works.)

|🩰| Ais is another person who would use a large variety of sex toys. Particularly in order to have more control. Tying his partner down while he reads and using toys on them? He’s totally down.

|🩰| Another thing he’d probably be into is cockwarming. Having his partner sitting on his member while he reads or gets other work done, occasionally commenting on how good you feel around him.

|🩰| Not mentioned above, but if his partner was a virgin he’d be ecstatic as well. Being the first person to make you feel good, setting a high standard for any partners you may bed In the future.

|🩰| Also pretty good with aftercare. He does want his partners to think positively of him after all. Ais may be cruel during sex, but he’d more than make up for it afterwards with the soft kisses he gives you in the bath while he cleans you up.

Mhin

Alignment: Bottom (this isn’t to say they’re necessarily a sub though)

Size: Assuming they May be amab, I’d say around average size. But, I’ll leave these headcanons ambiguous!

Kinks: Knife play, Humiliation (semi-public), asphyxiation

|🩰| They’re more of a bottom, but would still totally order their partner around in the bedroom.

|🩰| Totally the type to put a collar on their partner as a bit of a power move.

|🩰| really good at using their fingers to get the job done if you know what I mean.

|🩰| Obviously not very experienced, but Mhin is the type to pick up on things very quickly. They’re observant and intelligent, really good at picking up on what you do and don’t like.

|🩰| Low sex drive, but that doesn’t mean that they won’t indulge their partner. Mhin would be more than willing to tie their partner down and use toys on them, watching with a smirk.

|🩰| Most of the time they’re rather vanilla, preferring soft, loving sex with you. You’re one of the only people who ever gets to see Mhin this vulnerable, might as well savor the moment.

|🩰| They are good at finding ways to shut their partners up. Riding their face? Sure. Gags? Yep! But their personal favorite is choking, taking their partners breath away so that you can’t speak is their personal favorite.

|🩰| Thigh riding is also something they like quite a bit, whether it’s you or them being the one doing the riding doesn’t matter.

|🩰| Will hold a knife to your throat while you fuck them. Especially if the two of you aren’t lovers and more of a fling-type relationship.

|🩰| Along with Vere, Mhin would be likely to have sex with somebody they’re having a conflict with. Unlike Vere, however, Mhin wouldn’t have hate-sex, it would be more of a way to settle tension with somebody they trust.

|🩰| Definitely has a small collection of lingerie for both you and them. It may not be sizable, or used often, but when they are in the mood it’s rather obvious.

Kuras

Alignment: Switch

Size: Have you seen this man? He’s gotta be packing (at least 7 inches..)

Kinks: Body worship, Bondage, Humiliation/degradation, hair pulling

|🩰| So many people see this man as a top but come on. He looks like he would take it up the butt (I’m so sorry)

|🩰| Kuras, despite having been around for god knows how long, is incredibly inexperienced. He doesn’t have the need to indulge in such things as sex, so he never has.

|🩰| That being said, he’s a doctor and knows his anatomy. He may be inexperienced, but he knows the spots that feel good for people.

|🩰| This isn’t noted, but when he’s on bottom he’d totally have a worship kink. Praising you as if you’re his god is something so against her very being that it turns him on, even if it’s shameful and downright sinful.

|🩰| When he’s on top, Kuras loves to see your face, the beautiful expressions that you make give him reassurance that he is bringing you satisfaction.

|🩰| Kuras is not quiet, especially on bottom. As much as he tries to keep himself from releasing those sinful sounds, they always slip out.

|🩰| Top or bottom, he would probably be turned on if he got gagged as long as he’s in the mood for this exact reason. Especially if it’s being done in the clinic and you don’t want to risk being caught.

|🩰| He doesn’t have a high sex drive and wouldn’t actively seek out sex, but can be rather easily turned on.

|🩰| When on top he takes his time to examine every inch of your body, worshipping every little bit of your perfect being as if you’re his god.

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𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

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