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I should probably let it go now that Countdown has been cancelled, but the thing is, having watched the new episode of Tracker and seeing the way Russell still has this obvious (and believable) crush on Reenie makes me believe so much less in the signposted potential romantic relationship of Oliveras/Meachum. Their interactions were awkward unless it was very obviously a friendship scene.
Meanwhile in Tracker you get these scenes (even in episodes that Jensen isn't in) where its made very clear that Russell and Reenie stay in touch even when he's not in town. Sure she seems to brush him off and doesn't take Russ' overtures seriously, but even that is done with a lot more dignity and kindness than Oliveras' heavy handed approach to knocking Meachum down.
I really can't wait until there is an episode that Russell does something so magnificent that Reenie gives him a sweet kiss on the cheek. That boy will get soooo damn flustered. And I know that if he stuck around she probably wouldn't have a hope of not falling for him.
cw: humour.á fictional triplet chaos [beau, russell, mark].á drug use [weed].á light cursing.á cowboy antics.á emotional repression masked as jokes.á mentions of alcohol.á dysfunctional brotherly love.á 18+
beau is the reckless golden boy, the eldest son, born first. russell is the unwilling loner, the middle son. and mark is the raccoon in the garbage bin who somehow has a badge, the youngest son who was born last of the three.
#notes: a fic where these three are triplets who are trying to get along at a family dinner. who knew being born a few minutes apart would cause such hectic personality differences. all three have the same career paths as their show, this was just for fun !!
âyou cuttinâ that yam or makinâ love to it?â
beau doesnât look up. âmark, i swear to godââ
âwhat? just askinâ.â mark shrugs, sipping straight from a flask he absolutely didnât hide well enough in the pantry. âyouâre being real intimate with it.â
âbecause iâm not slaughtering it like you did the mashed potatoes.â beau chirps back.
âyou said whip âem!â
ânot with a fork and your aggression.â beau just sighs, tosses the sweet potato into the dish, and mutters something under his breath that sounds suspiciously like âlord give me strength.â
the childhood house is warm, full of buttery smells and cinnamon, and their mother is off in town picking up an extra pie because someone [mark] ate half of one last night âby accident.â
âyou think heâs actually gonna show?â mark asks after a beat, tipping his head toward the front door.
ârussell?â beau wipes his hands on a towel. âhe said he would.â
âyou think heâll wear them goofy combat boots to dinner again?â
âi thinkââ beau says slowly, âthat you oughta stop pourinâ liquor into the gravy and help me set the table.â
mark gestures broadly. âhey, i am the youngest brother. this ainât my responsibility.â
âbig dealâ were what? ten minutes apart? youâre still thirty-nine, same as me.â
markâs about to argue when the front door creaks open. boots. heavy against the worn floorboards, then the low scrape of a zipper.
âjesus christ,â mark groans dramatically, âheâs doing the âmysterious entranceâ thing again.â
âfuck off, mark,â russellâs voice drifts in from the doorway, dryly. âi had somethinâ come up.â
the two brothers turn just in time to see russell step into the kitchen. black long-sleeve, tired eyes, military duffle slung over his shoulder. he looks like someone who hasnât slept in three days and still somehow makes it fashionable.
beau grins. âyou look like death.â
russell drops the bag. â ând you still look like a divorced clown.â
all three of them stare each other. a long, simmering beat. then mark bursts out laughing, walks over, and slaps russell on the back. âglad you could make it, man.â
russell exhales, long and quiet. âyeah. me too.â
beau watches them with a soft expression it hurts. he tosses russell a dish towel. âyouâre on turkey-carving duty. mark tried and i think the bird filed a restraining order.â
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later at the table the cornbread was stacked high, buttery and golden. stuffing, cranberries, mashed potatoes, green bean casserole. one overfilled gravy boat dangerously close to markâs elbow.
and three grown-ass men, sitting down with their sweet mother.
âainât this nice?â beau says, voice honey-sweet but clearly ready to kill if anyone acts up.
mark raises his beer bottle âhereâs to sibling rivalry.â
russell stayed silent, fork in one hand, tactical awareness in the other. he looks like heâs assessing the green beans for bombs, like usual.
âso,â their mother says warmly, âwhatâs everyone thankful for this year?â
a beat of silence. beau clears his throat. âiâm thankful weâre all here,â he offers. âhealthy nâ together.â
âaw sweetheart,â their mother beams, and mark snorts.
mark leans back in his chair, real thoughtful. âiâm thankful my last hookup wasnât a felon.â
russell speaks up for the first time in ten minutes, mouth half full of food. âdude, she keyed your car.â
âyeah, but not duringââ
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the night air was cool, the kind of crisp that clings to denim and makes old floorboards creak. the three of them sit on the front porch, scattered across mismatched rocking chairs. mark flicks a lighter. small flame, and a quiet crackle.
âthe hellâ youâre gonna get us all arrested,â beau mutters, elbow on the porch rail, looking like heâs questioning his life decisions.
âby who?â mark grins, joint dangling loosely from his lips. âyou?â
âyeah,â russell adds, already exhaling his joint, slow through his nose, âyou gonna call the sheriff on us, sheriff?â
âi am the sheriffââ beau glares. âand i could haul your ass to jail.â
âyou could, or i could plant evidence on you and take you in myselfâ mark says, grinning wider, âbut then mamaâd have to come post bail, and we all know sheâs got a soft spot for me.â
âonly âcause she doesnât know half the shit youâve done.â
âand never will,â mark winks, passing the joint to russell. âbeau you literally live in an airstream trailer, youâre one fuckinâ emotional breakdown away from writing country songs about your ex-wife.â
beau watches the smoke curl in the moonlight, brows knit. âfuck you, and how the hell did you even get that here?â
âi know people, got my connectionsâ mark says.
âyou donât even have a wife to write songs about, mark.â beau claps back,
russell, deadpan from the rocking chair â but heâs got a restraining order though. close second.â the middle child crosses his arms as he watches them bicker. âyâarguing about failed relationships like either of youâve had one last longer than a presidential term.â
beau leans back, blowing smoke through his nose. âbig talk for someone who hasnât had a permanent address since bush was in office.â
mark couldnât help but add to it. âpretty sure russâ last mailing address was a bunker in bulgaria.â
âitâs classified asshole,â russell mutters.
âyou donât even exist on paper,â beau adds, shaking his head. âyouâre one unshaved week away from beinâ a full cryptid.â
beau sighs, pinches the bridge of his nose, then mutters, âjesus christ. mâtoo old for this.â
âyouâre ten minutes older than me,â mark snarks.
âand iâve made ten minutes of better life choices.â beau sighs, taking another hit of the almost doubted joint. trying to act like the âcoolâ older brother even though heâs cringing at how many people heâs arrested for having illegal weed on them.
mark howls, watching beau attempt to hide the tickling cough in his throat. âholy shitâ he fucking coughed!â
âshut up,â beau wheezes, waving smoke around.
âyou alright?â russell asks, fighting a smirk.
âiâm fine,â beau rasps, eyes watering a little. âjesusâ feels like my lungs lit up like the fourth of july.â
mark fans him like heâs fainting. âyou want me to hold your hand, old man?â
russell exhales smoke through his nose, lazily. âyouâre both idiotsââ. after a pause âkinda missed this, though.â
beauâs still recovering from the hit, voice scratchy as he mutters, âyeah, well donât get used to it.â
âwhy not?â mark smirks, passing the joint again. âyou cry every time we leave.â
âdo not.â
âdo toâ
âdo notâ
âdo toâ
and just like that, under a porch light buzzing low and a sky full of stars, the three of them are quiet again. not because thereâs nothing left to sayâ god knows thereâs always more.
Iâll tell you one thing. If itâs between the Zeta Reticuli aliens or some off-the-books DOD spooks, Iâm picking the lizard folk every time.
TRACKER: 2.02 "Ontological Shock"