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' it only works if you believe, tracy bear' tracy stewart, 17, kanima/chimera, f a i l u r e written by abby !

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that might be because he totally is being watched by a certain chimera because she just keeps getting drawn to him and she can’t figure out why, doesn’t know if she wants it to stop.

It takes only a moment to try and find the source of the feeling. And only a second to let his eyes land on the chimera standing there, her eyes nailed on him and Liam frowns.

                  “Tracy.” He calls even if it’s in a rather low voice, he bets she can hear him, no one else was around and it was just too odd how she kept crossing paths with him. “what are you doing?”

of course he spotted her, she wasn’t exactly the stealthiest person in the world, even before everything that happened so, she shouldn’t have been surprised when liam the werewolf with enhanced senses spotted her but, her heart was still accelarating slightly in her chestand her brwon eyes still widened as his crystal blue ones met hers, 

‘ p-practice. i joined soccer with hay--i joinsed soccer. ’

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And the hero will fall

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she was in a world of her own                                                all alone                                                            all alone

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During a thunderstorm Muse A shows up on Muse B’s doorstep, soaked, shivering and bloody. The only thing they remember is Muse B.

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he feels he is being watched.

that might be because he totally is being watched by a certain chimera because she just keeps getting drawn to him and she can’t figure out why, doesn’t know if she wants it to stop.

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Liam x Tracy

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’ i’m s-sorry, i’m really s-sorry. i just didn’t want you to be a-alone, you’re gone a l-long time sometimes and i get scared that you’re h-hurt so, i followed you to make sure you didn’t. ’

      ❝  you were worried about me? if anything, i should worry about           you. i mean, out of my entire pack, you do care the most      ❞

‘ yeah, i worry about a-all of you. you can if you want ? or we could just worry about each, p-pack does that right, worry about each other ? you say that like it’s a b-bad thing. caring ? that’s a g-good thing, theo. ’

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tracy & liam  | darling

Our muses' are drunk and making bad decisions leave a ❋ in my askbox for our muses' to share a stupid, drunken kiss

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“—-Tracy? You okay? You kind of look like you’re going to puke again.”

‘ i’m f-fine..i think. sorry you had to see..that. ’

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( & ; TRACY ;; )

     “ Either I’m going crazy or you’re one more         person who can’t stay dead in Beacon Hills. “

‘ i don’t think you’re completely crazy...didn’t you die and come back though too ? sophomore year i think ? ’

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( & ; O P E N ;; )

               ❝ now, are you going to tell me                   why you’re following me? or am                   I going to have to FORCE it out                   of you?                                    choose wisely.  ❞

' i’m s-sorry, i’m really s-sorry. i just didn’t want you to be a-alone, you’re gone a l-long time sometimes and i get scared that you’re h-hurt so, i followed you to make s-sure you didn’t. ’

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tracy squirmed under his gaze, she would never get used to that, the staring or the pointing or the whispering and she wrapped her arms a little tighter around the packet of papers in her arms. this was probably a bad idea sure before liam had seemed like any other harmless sophomore, kind and a little overcompetitive but, normal and now..now after everything she had heard he wasn’t just any other sophomore, he was a wolf, a wolf with uncontrollable anger issues that would tear her alpha to pieces given the first chance. the thought made her stomach lurch and her hands shake but, she pushed it down and nodded at liam’s words, 

‘ i know. ’ 

tracy hesitated for a moment before taking a breath and follwing him into the classroom, 

‘ i just-i wanted to talk to you about a-a couple things. umm, have you talked t-to hayden at all ? about…things ? ’

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                She shouldn’t talk to him. The hate he had for Theo run deeper now than anything else. because he had to blame it on someone that his pack was so broken. And Theo was the perfect subject for that, and he channeled his angry at the chimera, because his words were what drove him to know Scott’s bite could’ve saved Hayden, and he had lied to them. And now to make his guilt worse he had brought the chimeras back, and Hayden. Who haven’t talked to him in a while.  

“Things? Tracy, Hayden haven’t talked to me ever since she—” The beta groaned dropping his back on the floor as cerulean orbs cast over her features, finding her own dark ones. “Why are we talking now? Does your alpha know about this?” He can’t help the bitter tone of his at the mention of Theo.

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tracy leaned slightly against the front of the teacher’s desk, she stalled by taking a few moment to carefully tuck the papers into her bag before readjusting her bag on her shoulder. he was mad..hurt, those things were obvious on his features, only growing as he spoke. those were things she smelled on hayden a lot too. she felt the pain from her packmate and she wanted to fix it..she just didn’t know how but, she knew she had to do..something. 

‘ y-yeah, things like, about what’s been h-happening, or about wh-what did happen..the night of the..the s-supermoon. ’ 

tracy said, wringing her hands as she spoke, one of her million and one nervous habits she had. liam met her gaze and she worried at the inside of her cheek with her teeth before speaking, 

‘ be-because hayden’s sad a-and you’re sad and i just..i didn’t want that anymore. n-no, he knows i’m here but, not-not talking with you. h-he thinks you’re dangerous, i’m supposed to stay away from you, f-from all of you. ’

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“What’s all this blood?!”

( lydia ; ) 

tracy knows she needs to get home, get to her pack, get to theo because this feels like poison and the people who did this won’t be far behind. she falls and tears a hole in the jeans she borrowed from hayden, black blood spilling from the wound, staining her fingers and her sweater. a coughing fit shakes her skinny frame and she can’t breathe, her knees hurt when they hit the ground, taking the brunt of the blow as she steadies herself with shaking palms pressed against the cool ground. she coughs once more and spits out the black blood that she knows she shouldn’t be seeing so much of. the brunette pulls in a shallow breath and then another, clumsy fingers reaching for her phone but, it falls out of her blood-slick fingers. a frustrated whimper-shout passes her lips as she tries to get the touch screen to work. wide and red-rimmed brown eyes dart up to meet the voice but, she already knows who she’s going to see, lydia. tracy freezes in her spot, watching the other girl before falling backwards, hands shooting out to cushion her fall, her eyes still locked on lydia and then her phone. scott’s pack wasn’t safe, theo had said that and she trusted theo more than she trusted lydia, that was for sure…lydia had tried to help her though, lydia had tried to save her before..before..and all she had done was nearly kill the girl for it. so why was lydia trying to help her again ? 

‘ p-poison. i-i don’t know what. ’ 

is what tracy eventually says, features tightening as the pain crests and she leans over, spitting up black blood once more as it coats her lips and chin. for now in this moment, she’ll have to trust lydia and maybe after…maybe.