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Organization for Transformative Works
A story that takes place in an alternative universe where trans!Sevyn Snape has found someone that understands her.
Warnings : smut, first time masturbation, mtf Snape
The two teenagers were sitting on Remus' bed. His room was simple, furnished with rustic dark wood furniture. The bed took up most of the space in the small room, but the many blankets and pillows made the atmosphere warm and cozy. Countless posters of movies and music bands were plastered on the walls, covering the ugly blue flowered wallpaper beneath.
Remus still held Sevyn's hand in his, his scarred thumb gently stroking the back of her hand.
"We don't have to, you know," he murmured, "there's no rush."
"I know, but I want to do it...well, maybe not all the way, but I want to at least try."
"We don't have to go all the way, and I'll admit I'm not quite ready yet. But maybe we could touch each other ? See what we like and don't like ?"
Sev nodded her head in approval. She was so lucky to be with someone as understanding and patient as Remus, but despite her boyfriend's kindness, she couldn't help but ask.
"You're not doing this out of pity, are you?"
"Sev...we've talked about this before, of course not I'm not doing this out of pity. I'm doing this because I want to. I want you." he murmured, blushing a little.
"You have nothing to be sorry about Sev, absolutely nothing."
"So you really think I'm pretty?" she asked shyly.
"I think you're beautiful baby, absolutely breathtaking." replied Remus, gently lifting her chin.
He leaned in and placed his lips on Sevyn's and the two shared another long and passionate kiss, their hands always remaining safely behind each other's heads or on each other's shoulders without ever exploring further. Soon Remus began to move his kisses down Sevyn's neck, nibbling gently at the pale skin.
"Don't bite me too hard. I don't want to catch your little furry problem," Sev falsely grumbled, her hands getting lost in her boyfriend's chestnut curls.
Remus chuckled softly, his warm breath caressing the skin of her neck. "I want you so much," he whispered, looking into Sevyn's eyes.
She hesitated for a moment before pointing at Remus' shirt. "May I?" she asked, and Remus nodded his head in approval. Sev slowly slid her fingers under Remus' shirt, caressing the warm skin underneath.
"You're perfect," she whispered before kissing him again.
She slowly resumed her exploration, nibbling, licking and kissing every bit of skin that came her way before claiming her boyfriend's lips in a fiery kiss. They kissed for many minutes until Remus stepped back to remove his shirt. Sev shyly brushed her fingers on Remus's muscular torso. She carefully traced each of the scars on his chest, arms and neck.
After a few minutes, Remus wanted to return the favor and was about to grab the edge of her jumper when Sev grabbed his arm.
"Sev, are you all right ? Did I do something wrong ?" he asked at Sevyn's uncertain look.
"I'm not sure this is a good idea," she mumbled, looking down.
"But...why ? Did you change your mind ? Because it's absolutely no big deal if you have," he tried to reassure her.
"It's not that I don't want to do it, I really do believe me, it's just that..."
"I hate the way I look," she finally whispered, "My-my parts are not the way they are supposed to be and I-I don't have breast and-"
"Sev, sweetheart, look at me. I don't care if you have breasts or not, okay ? It takes nothing away from your beauty, absolutely nothing."
"A hundred percent sure," Remus replied, stroking her cheek. "No matter what your body looks like, I'm sure you're the most beautiful girl in the world."
Sevyn rolled her eyes but couldn't help blushing at the compliment. Emboldened, she straddled her boyfriend's thighs and kissed him sloppily. Remus grabbed the edge of the jumper Sevyn was wearing - his jumper, by the way - and waited for her to nod before taking it off and dropping it to the floor.
Remus stood there for a moment, his mouth slightly agape at the beautiful sight before him. Sev was wearing a small burgundy lacy bra that contrasted with her porcelain skin. The skirt she was wearing hanged low on her hips, revealing her jutting hip bone.
Misinterpreting her boyfriend's reaction, Sev wrapped her arms around her torso to hide herself, but Remus stopped her immediately.
"Oh no sweetheart," he said, gently uncrossing her arms, "you're gorgeous."
Sevyn blushed and playfully slapped Remus on the shoulder.
"What ? It's true. You really are beautiful Sev."
"Shut up and kiss me werewolf," she replied with a grin.
Remus didn't need her to ask again and he kissed her lovingly. He moved his hips slightly to adjust their position which had the effect of bringing their crotches together. Sevyn moaned softly and immediately slapped a hand over her mouth, mortified by the sound she had just made.
She shifted slightly and pressed her tights together, trying to hide the bulge that was growing under her skirt. Remus noticed it and leaned over to whisper in her ear.
"It's okay baby. If you're not ready I understood."
"It's just...I've never touched myself before...usually when I'm hard I just take a cold shower," she admitted, blushing.
"In that case I'm more than happy to be your first," Remus replied with a smile, "tell me if I do something you don't like or if you want me to stop, okay ?"
Sevyn nodded and shyly uncrossed her legs. Remus couldn't help but stare for a moment at the bulge under the front of her skirt.
"Can I take that off ?" he asked, pointing to the skirt.
Sevyn nodded, bitting her lip. Remus kissed her gently as he slid her skirt down her legs. He slowly slid his hand down her legs, enjoying the soft, warm skin under his fingers. He soon came close to the bulge contained by her panties, the same beautiful burgundy colour as her bra.
"May I ?" he asked without breaking their kiss.
"Yes," was Sevyn's whispered reply, her voice trembling slightly with worry.
Remus' hand came to rest gently on her bulge. Sevyn moaned, clutching the sheets with one hand, the other lightly scratching Remus' back. The Gryffindor had never intimately touched anyone but himself so he tried an experimental stroke and from the groan Sevyn let out, he knew he must not be doing too badly. His movements were slow and controlled, his fingers caressing the sensitive skin, brushing the sensitive head that was already leaking through the lace.
"More...please more..." Sevyn moaned as she looked into Remus' golden eyes.
Remus grinned and, leaving Sevyn for a moment, began to undress himself. He let his shorts fall to the ground, revealing himself in his glorious nakedness.
"Nothing underneath ?" Sev remarked with a smile.
Remus winked at her and climbed back on the bed, lying down beside her on the mattress.
"If you knew how beautiful you are like this," he murmured, "so beautiful..."
"Nonsense," Sevyn retorted, blushing.
"No but," the Gryffindor cut her off, kissing her again. "Can I take this off sweetheart ?" he asked, pointing at her underwear.
Sev nodded, her cheeks flushed. Remus slowly slid the garment down her legs, revealing scarred pale skin and within seconds Sevyn was lying completely naked next to her boyfriend.
Remus held her close and began to stroke her gently again, kissing her shoulders, neck, cheeks and lips. After a while, seeing that Sevyn was comfortable, he pressed both their erections together and received the most erotic moan he had ever heard in return.
Their bodies were pressed together, Sevyn's long black hair splayed around her on the pillow. The two teenagers kissed without stopping, sometimes awkwardly but always with infinite tenderness.
"Remus I-I'm not going to last very long," Sev moaned, her hips moving faster and faster.
For about a minute or two there was nothing but their moans and grunts until...
Those three little words were enough to make the Slytherin explodes and she let out a long moan, her body shaking as her cock spurted a few ropes of cum. The sight of Sevyn at that moment tipped Remus over the edge and he came a few moments later, grunting his girlfriend's name.
"You did that very well sweetheart, it was perfect, absolutely perfect," he murmured as he pulled her against his chest.
She continued to tremble slightly but snuggled up to Remus, her head nestling in the crook of his neck. They held each other for several minutes until the Gryffindor felt something wet running down his neck. He straightened up and faced a tear-streaked face.
"S-Sevyn did I do something wrong ?" he asked, worried that he might have hurt her.
Sev shook her head, cheeks red with embarrassment for breaking down like that.
"No I-I...you said that...I mean that you..." the end of the sentence died in her throat and she sniffed miserably.
Remus tried to repeat the scene in his head, thinking about what he could have said that affects Sevyn that much and the light suddenly went on in his brain.
"Oh my angel I love you...I love you so much" he whispered.
Sevynn didn't answer, just snuggled closer to Remus who started stroking her hair.
"I love you," Remus repeated.
"I know...me too," she replied in a whisper.
