"Bad times... are just times that are bad."

Yoyo! Name's Bear/Thorne (20, e/er and ey/em pronouns) and this is my hyperfix blog!! it changes w my hyperfixation, so I'll remember to use it WKFKSKF Main is zombiebaratiddies and my anime blog is gayhatokareshi! The flag in my icon's made by pokemoncharacterflags (the clemont sampling) and my header's provided by potatogirlsg!!

[trans-xingqiu]

Hiya! Welcome to my blog :D

My main blog is zombiebaratiddies, if ur more interested in general content! I specifically post my current media interests here.

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- gontaslovebug

- majimasteeth

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- moomincecil

Current hyperfixations:

- Genshin Impact

- Date Everything!

Previous hyperfixations:

- Danganronpa

- Ryu ga Gotoku / Yakuza series

- Drammatical Murder

- Welcome to Night Vale

- The Magnus Archives

Thank you for tuning in!! I hope you'll enjoy the content i have to offer :D

[si-ji]

can we talk about how tender leviticus was despite being a horror film? like yes the homophobia the isolation the haunting of the entity itself were all terrifying and the fear naim and ryan were feeling throughout the film was extremely palpable, but i feel like there was also this steady stream of tenderness bolstering it all?

it's in ryan's protectiveness towards naim that shines through even when he's hurt himself, it's in the way naim lets his guard down with the entity because he wants to be seen and to be loved in a town where nobody seems to (not even his mother), it's in the way ryan tells naim "it will never be me" but still makes sure he gets home safe, and then the way he looks so relieved when he realised it's the real naim (his naim) at the bus stop when he was ready to just leave town all alone---which, might i add, was probably an idea that naim gave him in the first place.

these two boys' love for each other makes me sick and i want nothing but the best for them.

[hystericalend]

someone said "ryan wanting to do cute shit with naim like take photobooth pics" and i'm now realising that the interaction ryan had with the entity that naim witnessed was ryan just thinking his crush wanted to take him out to a cute date. someone will see us. are you sure? even though everybody knows about me? you want to go anyway? ok :) FUCKING KILL ME

[asoftepiloguemylove]

ANY TOUCH OF A LOVED ONE COULD BE THE TOUCH OF GOD // NAIM AND RYAN

unknown // Leviticus (2026) dir. Adrian Chiarella // Benjamin Alire Sáenz Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe // Mitski Geyser // Leviticus (2026) dir. Adrian Chiarella // Keaton St. James BLACKLUNG // Emily Skaja It's impossible to keep white moths (via @annori) // Leviticus (2026) dir. Adrian Chiarella // @nixscriptum // unknown // @/foldyrhands // Leviticus (2026) dir. Adrian Chiarella

[hystericalend]

on my first watch i was so in naim's head that i didn't fully understand that from ryan's perspective he is experiencing the entity in a completely different way than naim. he doesn't share in naim's guilt at being the reason the entity was introduced to their lives, and in my opinion i think he's a lot less caught up in the "wrongness" of being queer than naim is. even when he and hunter are waiting for the deliverance healer to do the ritual, he's unfazed, making fun of the church goers for being gullible, snickering at the priest, outwardly unaffected. it's not until the ritual has real consequences that he starts to show genuine fear, and avoid naim if only because he knows the town will do the same ritual to him if they suspect why they're talking. even when he's attacked by the entity, and they learn more about what exactly it is that has been done to them, ryan's relationship with the entity remains so much less damning. when jessica tells them that it comes when they're alone, that it will never leave them, that it will only get worse, ryan just goes. ok fine. we'll figure this out together. he's so much more willing to try than naim, so much less shackled by the guilt and fear that naim struggles with throughout the entire film. not to say that he isn't scared, of course he is. but ryan continually pushes back on naim's defeatist attitude. I know it's scary but I want to try. I don't want it to look like some other dickhead, I want it to look like you. and at the end, naim leaving his mother behind and seeing ryan at the bus stop is him finally letting go of the strong hold the guilt and the fear has on him and meeting ryan where he's at. I can live with the fear, if it's with you. If it's with you, I'm willing to try.

[redrageoused]

out now, go watch

prints :)

[chariel-raine]

After all, I want to be wanted

Is that so wrong?

Alts under read more:

[gnurbot]

So uh

[batcavities]

#1 fat hector truther

[amamaiiya]

1 week with uncle ryuji

[cheescheesy]

new pose is cute :(

[mrs-chief]

h e l p 

[segaheritageposts]

Sega heritage post

[chubbidust]

pearlbot is funny

[kattkeyy]

rich uncle pantalone🍷

until we get any more pantalone info in game, i got a hc that him and baizhu are brothers, which would technically make pantalone qiqis uncle and im jsut.dbdhshd.

i know damn well hes making sure the fatui coconut milk distribution network is still running

[quissti]

Strawberry Nilou 🍓♥️

[room-of-lies]

The enemy of my enemy

[otoruuvv]

Capitano with Chococat 👍