Ash. 28. Trans masc pangender he/they. a place for me to put my kinks. sub. pillow princess. kink list pinned. 18+ minors DNI. roleplay: DM for details
Say what you will about being a phone sex operator, but you definitely canât call it boring.
All manner of voices find their way to you; some shy and unsure, while others can be abrasive and demanding. Hell, half of the time you barely have to do or say a damn thing while harsh panting emanates from your headphones as the person on the other end clearly only needs to know youâre listening in order to get off. There are times, though, when you find yourself engaging in specific fantasies of your callers, and those are often the most unique ones of all.
For example, tonightâs caller.
âOoh, that one sounded like it hurt,â you purr, listening intently as the woman on the other end pants and breathes in a specifically measured way. She had called in ten minutes ago, her voice hushed and thick with anticipation, and youâd listened attentively as she explained the premise of her call: she was in labor. It isnât the strangest thing youâve had to play along with by far, and as the minutes tick by and her âcontractionsâ grow stronger, you inwardly find yourself much more aroused by this than you wouldâve thought.
âMnhh, theyâre getting so much stronger nowâŠâ she breathes in confirmation, which earns a sound from you that is both sympathetic and teasing.
âTell me how it feels,â you prompt, reclining back in your chair. Your fingertips trace lazily at your waistline as you do so, silently debating whether to slip further downward. Not yet, you decide. âI want to know everything, sweetheart.â Thereâs a faint click on the other end, perhaps the sound of your callerâs throat as she swallows hard.
âThe pressure isâŠi-itâs like nothing Iâve ever felt before,â the woman murmurs, her voice slightly strained as she fights to speak through what you assume is another one. âI can f-feel the baby moving downwards, little by littleâŠmy bodyâs been opening up for it all day, so it wonât be long untilâ!â Her sentence abruptly halts, and your eyes widen slightly as you hear what sounds like a faint splashing sound, liquid hitting another surface, the floor perhaps?
Whoever this caller is, sheâs really committed to this fantasy, and youâre all too happy to be along for the ride, however odd it may be.
âOh, sweetheart,â you croon once youâve gathered yourself again, immersing yourself into her strange roleplay. âDid your water just break?â It takes a second for her to answer you, and for the briefest moment you wonder if the call has dropped. Her voice returns a second later, though, accompanied by that same anticipatory tremor she had when the call first began.
âThereâsâŠfuck, thereâs so much of it,â she whispers, grunting softly as she makes herself comfortable, or so you assume. âI-it just keeps comingâŠthe bottom half of my dress is soaked through.â
âWell that wonât do,â you tsk, idly slipping a hand down the front of your pants as you tend to the budding arousal your caller has stoked in you. âIt sounds like youâd better take it off, rightâŠ?â You draw out the last word seductively, and the effect is instantaneous. She whimpers into your ear before you hear the rustle of fabric, and you imagine what must be happening; her hands shaking slightly as she grasps the hem of her dress, pulling the drenched garment up and off of herself. You shiver slightly as you envision what her pregnant body might look like, before reminding yourself that this is purely roleplay, and you should keep it moving along. âGood girl. Now the rest of it, unlessâŠ?â
âT-there isnât anything else,â she murmurs, almost coyly, and this elicits a pleased sound from you. Your hand works steadily between your legs as you listen to her heavy breaths, no doubt another of her âcontractionsâ, and youâre surprised at how much this is actually turning you on. This job certainly has been a journey of self discovery, if nothing else.
âO-ohhâ!â This time her voice is laced with urgency, and part of you wonders if sheâs actually in pain. But thatâs ridiculous, you reason to yourself; if this woman was actually in active labor, thereâs no way she would be still on the line with you. No, you tell yourself as you listen to her moaning and panting, sheâs just very good at this.
âSounds like there isnât much time left,â you purr, and the moan this earns makes a pleased smirk spread across your face. âAm I right, sweetheart? Is it time for my good girl to start pushing?â
âM-mngh, yesâŠ!â she whimpers, and you hear more rustling as she repositions herself. Your mind conjures images of what your caller might look like, sitting naked against the headboard of her bed, legs spread to make room for her swollen belly. You swear under your breath as the image urges your fingers to move faster, but if she hears you she says nothing of it.
âCâmon then, pretty girl,â you urge, curious to see how far she wants to take her fantasy. âPush for me, let me hear itâŠâ
Her response isnât verbal, but itâs very much audible. A deep, almost primal grunting as she seems to bear down, straining until eventually letting up with a gasp for air. âComing, itâs c-comingâŠâ she pants, and you absently lick your lips before responding.
âMm, what a productive push that mustâve beenâŠgive me another,â you order, your pulse racing as you hear her obey almost too eagerly. âAgain,â you urge when she lets up, reveling in how much sheâs become utterly lost in her fantasy. âAgainâŠâ
You have no idea how long this call has gone on for, but that doesnât bother you in the slightest. All you know is that sheâs enjoying herself just as much as you are; moans seamlessly intertwining with her cries of mock pain. Until at last, her voice rings out again, seeming to reverberate through your headphones.
âO-ohhhfuck itâs right thereââ
âKeep pushing, youâre close, I know youâre closeâŠâ
âF-fuckâŠmnnhhgh!!â
The sounds she makes are unlike anything youâve heard before, and as you feel yourself reaching your own peak you make a note to thank her for this strange new kink sheâs helped you to unlock. Her last moan is a desperate, guttural scream, and thereâs a soft muffled sound that must be her slumping back against the headboard. Before you can say a word, though, you hear something else on the other end, something peeking through your callerâs exhausted, labored breaths.
Something that sounds an awful lot like wailing.
âH-haahhhâŠthank youâŠfor all of your help,â the woman pants hotly, and you can faintly hear her cooing softly to something before the line disconnects, leaving you equal parts aroused and confused. You wonder, faintly, if this means you can technically add âmidwifeâ onto your strange, extensive resume.
What if: Werewolf pinning down a potential mate and whelping on them as a show of dominance?
My alpha pins me down in the sun-dappled leaves with his front paws, snarling, his fangs snapping dangerously close to my ear. His body trembles and I know heâs in pain, but all he shows outwardly is anger. He lowers his knees to the ground on either side of my hips, and he hovers his naked pelvis over me. His eyes bore into mine.
âFuck you,â he hisses, teeth clenched.
âDo you need to push?â I ask. I know his tell-tale signs of resistance. He holds off as long as he can but some things are inevitable.
He snaps so close to my eye that I feel his hot breath. Birthing fluid drips out of his pussy onto my bare cock, and I begin hardening.
âYou wonât do this to me again,â he growls.
âI wonât,â I agree, and reach down to cradle his oversized belly in my paws. He tries to pull away, but heâs too deep in his labor painsâif he shifts and loses his concentration, his body will start pushing for him.
âYou need to push out my pups,â I say.
âThey are my pups!â he roars, and bites down on my shoulder.
I yelp. It hurts, but heâs barely piercing my skin. Heâs in far more pain than meâand I inflicted it on him. He deserves to inflict a little on me.
His hairy belly goes taut beneath my paws. He whines around a mouthful of my shoulder. I reach up and clasp one paw against the back of his neck, pulling him close to me.
âPush,â I whisper. âYour litter needs to be whelped.â
He pulls in a wheezing breath, then another, then a third, and then he closes his eyes, teeth clamped in me, and pushes.
âHurts,â he slurs, voice muffled.
âPush again.â
âNo.â
âPush again.â
He yanks his mouth out of me and snarls in my face with bloodied teeth. âNo!â But then his expression crumples and he tucks in his chin as his body forces him to push.
âI-Iâm crowning,â he stammers. âOh godsâoh my gods.â He squeezes his eyes shut, his entire frame shuddering with the effort.
This is the part I live for. Well, I live for all of itâthe breeding, the knotting, every night while we try for another litter. The positive pregnancy test and the wild, hormonal pregnancy sex that follows soon after. His increasingly gravid belly, growing every day while we wonder how many pups I put in him this timeâand how big. The first twinge of labor, the pacing and the panting. The stripping when he gets too hot. The water breaking. Then his rage, boiling over as the pain proves too much for him; but heâs too proud to admit it, so instead he attacks. The chase. The grapple. The short fall to the woodland floor. But this moment, the moment of crowning, when the pain is unbearable and he canât conceal it any longerâthe moment the mask slips and he loses control and I see his vulnerability, more naked than even his body.
âOh my gods!â he shrieks, and he lowers his pelvis down until it almost touches my cock and whelps out the first pup onto my lower belly. I slide the pup up my body and cradle it to my chest, clearing birthing fluids from its mouth and nose while it squirms.
âGood boy, good boy,â I murmur.
âDonât call me that,â he says, teeth bared.
âIâm talking to your pup,â I say, and set the pup down in the leaves beside us. Itâs a girl pup, but he canât tell from his angle. I rub his hip encouragingly. âDo you need to push again?â
âI donât know,â he moans. âI canâtâI canât tell.â Then his belly ripples. He throws back his head and unleashes an agonized howl.
âPush, baby,â I say.
He sits back on his haunches, gripping his belly with both paws, howling desperately. I can see his pussy bulging out with the second pup. Itâs not crowning yet, but the bulge is already huge.
âDo you need help?â I ask, rising up on my elbows.
His eyes fly open and he slams me back into the ground.
âYou fucker!â he spits. âYou think I canât do this on my own?â And then his eyes roll back and he pushes, hard. I donât know if heâs purposefully trying to prove himself or if he just canât resist the inevitable urge.
His pussy keeps bulging, then finally I can see the top of a teardrop shape opening up.
âYouâre crowning, baby,â I say. âKeep going.â
A long, sustained whine spools from between his gritted teeth, eventually morphing into a weak howl. I feel fluids on my belly and look down.
âThe head is out.â I touch his arm. âOne more big push for me.â
He lowers his head onto my bloody shoulder and wraps both hairy arms around my neck, tangling his paws in the leaves in the process. He lowers his pelvis and pushes. The big pup hits my belly and the fluids it was holding back sluice over it and me. Itâs heavy.
âIs it out?â he whispers, so faintly I can barely hear him even though his mouth is a hairsbreadth from my ear.
âItâs out, baby. That was a big pup.â I pick up the pup by blind feel alone. It lets out a whimper, so I know itâs breathing. I set it on the leaves around where I think I placed the first pup, but I canât quite see with my alphaâs arms enveloping my face.
âOh gods,â he moans. âI need to push again.â He bites into my sore shoulder, but itâs a lighter touch this time. He lets out a muffled scream as he pushes and whelps the third pup into my waiting paws.
âThat was easy,â I say, hoping he can hear the grin in my voice.
He probably can, but he growls at the joke. I carefully reach up and touch his gaping pussy. He twitches but doesnât pull away. I use my other paw to feel his belly.
âYouâre still pretty big,â I say. âI think you have over half the litter left.â
He slumps against me, still elevated slightly on his knees so he doesnât crush the pups waiting in his womb. His breath washes over my ear in short pants.
âI canât,â he whispers. âI canât do it.â But his belly hardens under my paw and I feel his pussy begin to bulge into my other paw.
âGood boy,â I whisper. âJust like that.â
He doesnât admonish me for using the pet name.
He spends several minutes weakly pushing on the fourth pup, but heâs making progress. His pussy buds further and further into my paw until finally blooming into a crown.
âYouâre crowning,â I say, and he clasps my neck tighter. I feel him take a deep breath, hold it, and give a big push. I catch the pup as he births it out. I barely have time to set the pup to the side when he whelps again onto my belly. He moans piteously and suddenly whelps the sixth on top of it.
âAre they out?â he asks. âAre they all out?â He lifts his head, finally, to look at the litter laid out beside us.
âNot yet, baby,â I say. âThe last two were so smallâfeel your belly.â
He reaches down to touch his belly, much smaller but still gravid.
I pet his cheek. âYouâre still pregnant.â
He bares his teeth at me, but itâs half-hearted. He sits back on his haunches again and I reach up to hold his belly for him. He sighs as the pressure eases and raises his face to the trees above.
âSunset,â he says. âWhen did we get here?â
âThis afternoon.â
âWhen did I go into labor?â
âYesterday morning.â
âFuck,â he says. âThis gets fucking harder every time. And the litters are bigger than they used to be.â
âThe first three litters were four each,â I say. âI almost started to think weâd always have four.â
He chuckles, then stiffens and closes his eyes. I can feel his muscles strain, and my eyes drift to his pussy. Heâs bulging. Neither of us make a sound as his pussy begins to open to crown the seventh pup. He strains, strains, and then releases and opens his eyes as he whelps onto my belly. I pull the pup against my chest and clear its face before setting it aside. By the time Iâm done heâs crowning again, and the head comes out. But then he stops.
âHelp me,â he whimpers.
My heart squeezes. Heâs never let me help him. âYou want me to pull it out?â
He doesnât look down at me or even open his eyes. Heâs just trembling. âYes.â
I place my paws on either side of the pupâs head and begin gently moving it side to side, pulling with a firm pressure as I do. He begins to moan, but he doesnât tell me to stop, so I donât. He tips back his head and howls, long and slow, barely helping me by pushing as I pull. Heâs exhausted. The pup finally falls out of him and he collapses on his side in the leaves next to me, opposite the side with the newborn pups.
âOh my gods,â he whines. âIt just hurts. It hurts so bad.â He wraps an arm around his belly. âI still feel another pup moving inside me,â he says. He raises his leg weakly before it falls back down. âHelp meâŠâ
I sit up and prop his leg against my shoulder. âPush, baby,â I say. âItâs almost over. We never have to do this again.â But thereâs a pang inside me at my own suggestion.
He glares up at me. âI didnât say that.â
He had, but a grin spread across my face. âOkay, baby. Whatever you say.â
âYouâll do it tonight,â he growls, his eyes boring into me. âIâm pushing this last pup out and then youâre pushing your knot into me.â
I flash my teeth at him in a cheeky grin. âWhatever you say, baby.â
He tucks in his chin and presses his foot into my shoulder and pushes. He paused as the contraction ends, panting, then as the next contraction crests he pushes again. He bulges on the third contraction, crowns on the fourth, and whelps on the fifth. Nine pups.
âYou almost beat our record for biggest litter,â I say.
âShut the fuck up and breed me,â he says, panting and sweating in the leaves.
So I do, as the sunset fades and the purple cloak of night envelopes us. I breed him hard, feeling his birth canal contracting around my cock while his body makes sure heâs finished whelping. He cums, and in a few more strokes I cum and push against him as my knot swells to almost fill him. My knot always feels small right after he gives birth.
If all goes well, weâll be back out here in six months while he pins me down and whelps on top of me, swearing that heâll never let me do it to him again.
Pondering on a species of plant humanoid that, in response to elevated stress, rapidly gestates large seeds in the hopes that their young keeps on the lineage. This would have been useful back in the age of living in the wilderness, but in modern civilization it promotes quite a few challenges.
Luckily, the seed isn't fertile unless you've already had an encounter with a pollen producing individual, though the urge to plant and protect your seeds once they're birthed can be quite derailing.
Individuals of these species have an especially hard time in college, when the safety and routine of home is interchanged with a new life, new stressors, and a whole new environment to navigate through.
Early on, stress pregnancies would be kept more on the down low, as new students grow round in the comfort of their new dorms, with few friends and obligations to coax them out as their bellies betray how much the change has impacted them. Anyone with a basic knowledge on the species and culture, however, knows what that cute new freshman is going through.
Typically, it's exams that cause a spike in pregnancies. It's not uncommon to see the floral students walking around or sunbathing with bare, rounded midsections during midterms or finals. Rarely, you'll watch one begin to groan, clutching their belly during a test as their seeds begin to make an entrance into the world. Rarely, the extra stress of having to gestate and birth causes a chain pregnancy to begin, as their womb responds to the adrenaline of an unplanned birth and produces seed after seed long after exams have ended.
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Deertaurs are pregnant for seven months. Draft centaurs are pregnant for a year.
I was only supposed to be pregnant for seven months. Itâs been 11 months and 23 days, and Iâve been screaming through labor for two of those days. Iâve been pushing for five hours, trying to foal my fawn-foal twins. Theyâre each over half my weight.
It hurts.
âThe front hooves are staying outside of you now,â my partner says, his hands on my haunches. âTheyâre cloven, you know. Just like yours.â I feel him pat me. âBut they have my white socks.â
âAnd your hoof size,â I gasp.
âWellâŠyes.â
I know he feels guilty. Heâs the one who knocked me up and put me in this much pain. But Iâm the one who didnât want to abort, even at the fifth month when we could plainly see on the ultrasounds that they werenât even halfway ready. Seven previous pregnancies, six by another deertaur, one by a satyr, easy pregnancies, easy deliveries. I was bored. This birth was my chance to feel an unimaginable stretch, even though I knew it would also come with unimaginable pain.
âCanâcan you get to the ankles yet?â I stammer. My legs are quaking, but this standing position has been the only one that helped move this first foal.
âYes, I think so.â
I feel his hands in my pussy, trying to get a grip around our foalâs legs. I moan at the sensationâpain, stimulationâand I take a step back into his hands chasing the feeling.
My partner growls, âIâm busy. You canât possibly want that now.â
âIt might help,â I protest. âIt helped me foal in the past. I came most of them out.â
âLater,â he says. âWhen youâre crowning.â His hands still and I feel an experimental tug. âIâve got it. Tell me when you have a contraction.â
I take a deep, steadying breath and look back over my shoulder at my partner. Heâs bent low at his waist just to reach my pussy. We lock eyes and he nods.
I turn and grip the knotted sheet we have thrown over one of the rafters in the living room, bracing myself. A few moments more and a contraction begins to mount, bringing with it a desperate instinct. My triangular white tail raises high and I bear down.
âIâm pushing!â I cry.
My partner digs in his hooves and pulls.
Agony sears throw my belly and hips. I throw back my head, and a sound comes from my throat that I never knew I was capable of. A bleating scream, filled with panic and pain.
My partner lets up immediately. âOh my godâbaby?â
âIt hurts so bad!â I shriek. Even though heâs let up the tension, I still feel a stretch like Iâve never felt beforeâthe stretch Iâd always wanted. âOh god! Oh god! Itâs working! Iâm crowning!â
âNo baby,â he says, his voice high with stress. âItâs still the legs. I canât see the head.â
âNo!â I wail, and my legs buckle. My partner drops the foalâs feet and they slam into my backside, pulling me towards the ground. My partner barely catches me. His arms wrap around my torso and pull me into his abdomenâabout as high as my head reaches on him.
The legs dangle out of me as I grip my partnerâs midsection, breathing heavily. I hear a noise, feel a vibration in my feet as the foalâs legs sway behind me.
âOh godâoh god! Are the hooves touching the floor?â I try to twist around to look, but itâs an impossible view behind my oversized belly barreling out around me.
âYes,â my husband says, barely above a whisper.
âAnd the head isnât showing?!â
âBarely,â he says. âI saw hair.â
I bury my face in my partnerâs belly and allow myself one little sob. Then I pull away and grab onto the hanging sheet with renewed determination.
âIf the legs are mostly out,â I say. âThen itâs working.â I look up at him with what I hope is a fiery spark in my eye. âGo back there and pull, and donât stop until my contraction lets up. No matter how much Iâm screaming.â
âBabyâŠâ he says.
âIt has to come out,â I say. âThey both have to come out. Thereâs no ending this until theyâre out.â
He still hesitated.
âGo!â I say, and point urgently.
He trots around behind me again, and I feel the legs change position as he picks them back up.
âIâm ready. Tell me when.â
I wait for the next one, breathing evenly. A little tingle of fear crawls up the back of my spine, anticipating the return of the most intense birthing pain Iâve ever experienced. Iâm wet. Iâm wet with birthing fluids and somehow, in spite of it all, wet with arousal. A contraction begins to seep through my body. I raise my tail.
âNowânow!â I shout, and lean heavily on the birthing sheet, and push.
He pulls.
I hope I can feel movement, but I donât know. My brain is graying out with pain and pressure.
âNo!â I scream. âIâm still contracting!â
âI have to,â he says. âYouâre about to reach the widest point. You have to stretch!â
I push fruitlesslyâthereâs nothing I can do without his help. âNoâŠnoâŠâ I moan. I roll my hips. âPlease, I need you. I can cum out the head on the next contraction. Please! You promised!â
He snorts. âI canât believe itâyouâre hard. This head is as big as yours and youâre hard.â
I look over my shoulder. âPleaseâŠâ
He shifts the foalâs legs to one hand and reaches for me. I shiver as his thumbnail zings down the length of my tdick.
âYes,â I moan.
He circles the base of my tdick with his thumb and I press back into it, with the rest of my pussy stretched taut in a crown. I wonder if heâs right. I wonder if my foalâs head is as big as mine. But the thought fades into a haze of pleasure and pain as he works on me. I tug hard on the hanging sheet as my tail twitches and I get closer to orgasm.
I canât see and can barely imagine how he manages, but he begins pulling on the legs with one hand while his other hand strokes me.
âPush, baby. Push!â
âIt hurts!â
âI know, but push!â
I tuck in my chin and haul on the sheet and push. Blood rushes in my ears and I know Iâm fading, the only thing keeping me grounded is my partnerâs touch, inching me closer toâ
I scream and cum.
The pressure in my pussy vanishesâor, at least it suddenly lessens. My hips buck as I ride my orgasm, and my partner keeps stroking me through the shocks until they fade and Iâm left shaking and twitching.
âThe head is out,â my partner says.
âI crowned,â I whimper. âI crowned.â
âThereâs a lot of hair,â he says, and I can hear his smile. I laugh breathlessly.
âHow big is the head?â I ask.
He pats my haunches. âBig.â
âCome here,â I say, and I can feel myself swaying.
He comes around and I let go of the sheet and wrap my arms as far around his middle as theyâll go.
âLet me push out the rest on my own,â I say. âThe worst is over. Just hold meâlet me foal in your arms.â
He holds me tight.
I push on the next contraction. Not much happens, but the first set of shoulders doesnât feel stuckâjust big. I push through the next several contractions. A few times I whimper softy, âIt hurts.â He rubs my back each time, gazing over me at my upright tail while I push on his foal.
Finally I sense a shift. âThe first shoulders are coming,â I gasp, and push. One shoulder pops out and I moan. âAlmost!â I push again and the second shoulder jerks out of me.
âI see it,â my partner says. âPush and get the upper body out.â
I push and feel the torso slide steadily out of me until it stops at the second shoulders.
âGood,â he says. âItâs half out.â
âIâm half done with the first twin,â I say, a perhaps sardonic tone in my voice. I feel his arms tighten around me.
âYes,â he says.
Ah, thereâs his guilt again. Heâd better get over it before the end of my next pregnancy by him. I could never go back to normal-sized deertaur fawns after this.
âPushing,â I groan. The second shoulders, the foal-fawn hybrid shoulders, begin to stretch me out again. âOwâŠâ I shift my hooves. âI need to lay down. Iâm so tired.â
He helps me lay my massive deer belly down on my side and kneels beside me, supporting my torso upright in his arms. At this angle I can finally see the fawn coming out of me. Hair, so much hair on that head. Cloven hooves, his white socks on the front legs. It stirs slightly in the puddle of birth fluids that have accumulated on the floor. Goodâit will be strong. But itâs so big. As I take in the size of my fawn, my foal, I can barely believe that I squeezed any of it out of my bodyâbut itâs still half in me. Thatâs my proof. Proof that Iâm really giving birth to this massive taur.
âItâs coming out of me,â I say. I think Iâm a little stunned.
My partner takes my hands and squeezes them. âPush when youâre ready.â
I nod and lean my head back against his chest. âI need to push,â I say after a moment. âI need to pushâIâm pushing!â
As much as I want to squeeze my eyes shut against the pain, I also want to see this. I push. I strain against this fawn, grunting and moaning at the back of my throat. My grip on my partnerâs hands must be painful, but he bears it. I definitely have it worse right now.
The second set of shoulders erupts out of me, and I yelp with the release of pressure. Fluids gush around the lower body, but itâs still partially in me.
âDo you want me to pull it out?â my partner asks.
âNo,â I moan. âI can do it. Let me foal like this.â I squeeze his hands and push.
The rest of the body spills out of me, and with an instinctual kick of its back legs that makes me groan, I fully foal onto the floor of our living room.
I sag in my partnerâs arms. âOh my god,â I pant. âI did it. I foaled. Itâs out! Oh my god, it came out of me, I got it out!â
My partner kisses me with a fierce tenderness.
âYou pushed out my foal,â he says, his voice ragged. âIâve been so scared you wouldnât get it out.â
âGet the fawn,â I say. He gathers pillows and cushions from the couch in a single hand and props me up, and retrieves the foal in his big arms. Honestly, it doesnât look so big when heâs holding it.
âI see the next set of hooves,â he says while heâs around by my tail. âTheyâre cloven too. Push, baby.â
âIâm so tired,â I say, my upper body quaking against the pile of pillows.
âI know, baby,â he says. âI didnât mean to put two in you. Itâs almost over, you just have to get this one out.â
I push half-heartedly, but Iâm surprised when I feel the hooves begin to emerge. âItâs coming already,â I gasp.
âYouâre very stretched out,â my partner admits.
I push harder and see the tips of the cloven hooves between my legs. âOh! Itâs coming!â I reach for my partner. âHold me! Hold me! I need to foal again!â
He shuffles back up to me, juggling our newborn fawn in one arm while he wraps the other around my shoulders and holds my hand. I grip his wrist with my other hand and squeeze hard.
âItâs comingâitâs! Itâs..! Oh god!â I give in to the overwhelming urge to push, and my second foalâs legs slide out of me. And out of me. And continue stretching out between my legs, growing thicker as the head and shoulders approach. âOhhhh it hurts. It hurts! Hold me! Oh god!â
I bear down, my half-empty belly tight and hard. My pussy begins to bulge, and open, and I see hair. I didnât get to see myself crown the first time.
âItâs huge!â I scream. âOh godâI have to crown! IâŠIâŠIâm crowning! Hold me! Iâm crowningggggg.â
My pussy opens and stretches tight over the head, growing wider and wider as I push. The ring of fire burns through me as I watch.
âPush!â my partner says. âPush hard!â
âOh god! Itâs coming out! Aaaughhhhhhhââ The head reaches its full crown, stretching me obscenely. I hold the pressure, moaning through the agony. Almost, almostâŠ
The head pops free and I scream at the release.
âOh! Ohhhh that hurt so bad!â I cry, my back legs shaking. Iâm glad Iâm already lying down. The head between my legs is equally as big as the first foal.
âCan you get the first shoulders? Or do you want me to pull?â
âI can do it,â I whimper. âDonât help me.â The next contraction washes over me and I push, eyes fixed on my oncoming foal. I stretch around the shoulders, and itâs painful, but the head was worse. One shoulder. Two shoulders. I fall back against my partner, panting. I pant through the next contraction and am rewarded when the foal begins inching forward on its own. So I pant. My partner holds me tight and I pant his foalâs upper torso out slowly over the next twenty minutes. I pant a little longer, but I know what I have to do.
âI need to push.â
âSecond shoulders?â
I nod wordlessly and shift slightly, trying to get comfortable. But thatâs impossible with a foal half-born out of my body. I finally collapse back against my partnerâs chest and just push.
âOhâŠohhhh,â I moan. âThis is it. Iâm about to foal. Itâs coming, itâs coming! Oh my god, it hurts so bad! OhhhhhHHHHHHHHH!â
The second shoulders lurch out of me, and with a rush of fluids the rest of my fawn is born on the floor where its twin just came out.
âYes!â I shriek. âOh, fuck! I did it! Oh my godâtheyâre out!â
My partner cleans the foals and helps me into the shower, where I labor on the placenta. Itâs painfulâIâm raw, and the placenta is nearly the size of any given fawn from my previous pregnancies. My partner holds my hand tight during my final moments of pushing and screaming until I give birth to it.
As my contractions fade away, I begin to scheme about how soon I can get my partner to breed me again. I want to be pushing out a new foal when these two are barely yearlings.
Perpetually pregnant vampire who thought their pregnancy paused with their turning suddenly giving birth during a hunt, or in their coffin, or with a hunter pushing a stake toward their throat.
Werewolf struggling between its instincts and their human sentience to be able to give birth to their transformed litter. Transforming back halfway through with a werepup between their legs.
A Frankensteinâs monster with three or more grafted wombs, their belly layered upon themself as they have several stages of pregnancy in each womb. Crowning with two or more heads at once.
Headless horseman trying to find a place to rest as the first of his pumpkinâs pressing deep threatening to crown between his legs. Leaning back on his horse trying to relieve the pressure and his bulging slit pushing open a little wider.
A ghost in a hotel who can invade peopleâs wombs. Putting a poor guest through a never ending labor as they push at nothing in a strange bed amidst a storm.
Bat cryptid that didnât know they were in labor until they turned upright and the babies sunk immediately to their hips. Being unable to fly back up with their center of gravity off and the overwhelming urge to push.
Skeleton pushing a crystal ball through their hip bones to get off too. Imagining the creak of their bones and the orb that would never be able to fit through.
Witch making a spell to stop her labor but already crowning. The spell stops it all but leaves the baby where it is, causing her to either push it in or push it out with her own brute force and no contractions.
"And in other news, it looks like it might be a white Christmas after all this year, Kay has more with the weather,"
"Back live in 45 seconds!" a voice chimes in the background.
I throw my fake notes to the side and reach out under the desk to grab your knee.
"How are you doing? Are you ok?!" I whisper.
"hoooo, y..yeah.. yeah.. no," you reply with sweat visibly beading up across your brow, gritted teeth and a cast iron grip on your cue cards. "ughhhh, the pressure.. oh my god. It's building fast.."
"Oh my god, I can't believe you talked me into this. We have three more segments live at the desk and then we're cutting live to the PM to finish the show. We have to call this off, our baby can't arrive on Live TV.."
"nhuuuuuuurghhhhh, nâNO! Not yet, close out the show, then we go to the hospital.. it's not far..."
"Oh my god, this is crazy, we're back in.. 20 seconds! Right, fine. It's too late now anyway, lets get through these 8 minutes and then DASH across the road."
"Yeah, easy hoooo, nothing too it, just 8 more minutes to hold....Oooooon! Ughhhhhh NO NO NOPE. IMPOSSIBLE. I Can't. I can't do it, this baby is coming right NOW!"
"EIGHT!"
"SEVEN!"
"SIX!"
"No no no. Too late, we're going live right now," I whisper, watching your panicked grimace strain into a a professional newsreader smile. "we're committed now, stay calm, stay professional, and do.not.push!"
The floor manager holds up four fingers next to the camera. Then three, then two, then one.
âW-Welcome back. T-thanks K-Kay for the weather report.â I stuttered. The contraction still held me in its vice, my bump now a solid rock beneath the table. It took all my willpower to keep my breathing steady and words even, my smiling expression forced for the camera. I gripped the table, knuckles white as the wave peaked and I couldnât help but part my knees a little more under the desk.
The next segment was a lifestyle one, some new kitchen aid gadget had been released and one of our regular tv personalityâs had brought it in for a demonstration. Mercifully it wasnât scripted and you took the lead in asking all the questions. It was a good thing too because the contractions were now almost on top of one another.
As the guest was running through a full demonstration to both us and the camera I felt another surge of pressure. My legs shot apart beneath the desk, my knee colliding with yours and you gave me a look. Donât push your eyes screamed.
I leant forward on my stupidly high bar stool where we were hosting, resting on elbow on the desk while my other hand clutched my contracting womb. My face ached from the forced feigned smile of interest at the fancy new appliance. I wasnât listening, I couldnât. I was panting under my breath hoping to god it wasnât being picked up on my the microphones.
Four minutes⊠five minutes⊠this segment felt like it was lasting an eternity. The pressure was relentless; no break, no gaps between, just a steady urgency gathering speed with every squeeze of my muscles.
The producer whispered in my ear âAre you okay?â Having noticed my silence all segment. I gave the smallest of nods, but I was far from alright.
The thought of pushing had rapidly transformed from a desire to a primal need. It was unwavering and absolute. You were speaking with the guest presenter when I gave that first testing push - only a small one, no real strength behind it, but I couldnât NOT push anymore. The boulder of our babyâs head was so low, grinding and pressing against my cervix, my muscles clenched automatically around it and I beared down steadily.
God it felt good to push. Holding back had become excruciating and the relief of actually bearing down was almost euphoric.
With the next two contractions I was pushing. Legs wide under the table, fingers clawing at the edge of the desk, I pushed hard towards the cushion of my seat. You didnât notice at first. I was beside you, sweating but still smiling professionally in front of the camera. No one knowing that with my clenched teeth I was actively pushing. But when the segment was over and we had to return to the autocue script, that was when you noticed.
âN-Next up⊠ughhhh⊠we have anâoh godâ exclusive interview w-with one of the w-winners at last nightâs L-Logie AwardsânnnghhhâŠâ
My words were obviously strained, my breathing heavy as I tried to stop my body pushing but by the end of the sentence I was bearing down automatically. I gripped your hand, squeezing tight, a silent plea for you not to announce what was happening while we were live on air.
Producers were shouting in my earpiece, camera operators were peering around the lenses with questioning and concerned looks. Another grunting push happened before I could stop it and I didnât hear you announce the unplanned commercial break.
âWeâre taking you to hospital babe, now.â You said standing from the stool and wrapping an arm around me.
âN-No⊠Iâm f-fine⊠I can h-hold itâŠâ I tried to say but the guttural pushing sound coming from deep in my chest begged to differ.
âFor fucks sake. Darling youâre pushing, we need to get you out of here now.â
You guided me off of the chair and the second my high heels met the floor the change in gravity shifted inside my womb and the dam suddenly broke. Fluid pooled on the hardwood floor with a splash and I gasped at the sudden release of pressure.
âM-my watersâŠâ
âYes⊠baby is coming. Now letâs go.â
But the release of amniotic fluid allowed the baby to drop further and I bent over gripping the tall desk. âOhhhhh god⊠itâs coming⊠I canât m-move⊠I need⊠I need to pushâŠ.â I cried out.
My stance widened as far as my pencil skirt allowed and leaning against the table I gave an almighty guttural push. Immediately I felt the head breach my cervix and slide low into the birth canal, pressing dangerously close to the outside world.
You should write about a centaur birth, I think that would be interesting especially with how you describe things, feeling the hooves and panicking on where the head is, only to realize itâs hands and youâve still got basically a whole horse to go⊠Iâd be very interested to see/read that!
I need to foal so bad. Iâve been in labor for days, slowly opening my cervix to accommodate a set of hooves wrapped around a huge babyâs head and shoulders, and then a second set of shoulders leading to the foalâs lower body.
The front hooves have been dangling out of my hole all day but thereâs no urge to push so I know Iâm not ready yet. It just hurts. Every contraction pulls my belly tight around a womb big enough to carry human quints, but itâs only one centaur foal. I canât see the front hooves around my belly, but from touching them I know theyâre huge. Foaling is going to be agony.
Iâve been pacing my favorite hiking trail all day with my stud. Naked. Itâs remote and heavily forestedâitâs only us.
Another contraction rips through me. âOhhh,â I moan. âWe should not have done this.â
âYou begged for this,â my stud says, again.
I did beg for this. Twelve months ago I watched one of his centaur stallions give birth to my studâs foal, and I lined up next to be bred. We werenât even sure it would work. A human and a centaur? But it did. As my belly swelled I helped deliver foals for my stud from his other gravid stallions. I just helped a stallion foal last night, him screaming and braying with his contractions, me gasping and doubling over with mine. But he gave birth successfully at dawn and I didnât. Iâm not even pushing.
âI want it out.â
âYouâll get it out,â he says. âBut it will hurt.â
Thatâs what I want.
Itâs all Iâve thought about for a year. Begging to be bred over and over, then once I was pregnant, begging to be fucked every day until I couldnât think. Itâs much too late for second thoughts, but I am having them, and Iâm also having a centaur foal.
I double over again and clutch my studâs hairy arm. It hurts so bad that I canât even make a sound. A tremendous pressure builds inside me but Iâm locked in place. I donât know what to do.
âI need to push,â I finally gasp. âI need to push really, really bad.â
My stud lays a hand on my shoulder and gives me a little shake. âThen do it! Push, boy!â
I dig my fingers into his arm and push. Itâs indescribable. The foalâs bony front legs are being pressed into the sides of my sensitive birth canal by a head bigger than a bowling ball. Oh god. It will never get through my pelvis. My body forces me to push again before I can panic. I think the hooves are inching further outâI canât tell. But it hurts. Oh god, it hurts. Every cell in my body below the chest is ripping apart in agony as I strain.
âNo,â I wheeze, under my breath. âNo, no, no, noââ
My stud lies belly-down beside me and leans me against his broad back. I drop my hands into his coat, and Iâm at just the right height to half-sit there in a partial squat.
âGood boy,â my stud tells me. His upper body is turned at an angle so he can hold onto my shoulder. âFoal for me, just like that.â
âIt hurts,â I whimper. âIt hurts so bad. Ohâoh! Ohhhhh!â And I push. In this half-squat the head finally begins to make progress and I feel it squeezing through me. The front legs emerge a little further, and one of them gives a little kick. I give a half-scream, half-laugh.
âWhat was that?â
âYouâre birthing a strong foal,â my stud says proudly. âIâm glad I bred you. You were built for this.â
I take a deep breath, tuck my chin to my chest, and push. The head begins to peek at my opening, I can feel the stretch continuing the job where the massive hooves left off. It starts to burn, hot and growing hotter.
âOw ow ow owww, it huuurtsss!â I screech.
My stud squeezes my shoulder. âGood boy, youâre starting to crown.â
âIt hurts! I donât want this anymore! Oh my god, oh my god, make it stop!â
My stud shakes me roughly by the shoulder and bends me painfully over my belly. âPush, boy!â
I cry, and push. And I keep pushing. After every contraction my stud lets me sit up to take a breath, but when the contraction returns he bends me over again to put pressure on my womb. I donât know if itâs helping. I donât know if anything is helping.
âItâs too much,â I wail. âIâm going to die! We should not have done this!â
âBe quiet, boy, and push,â my stud grunts. âYouâre at the widest part of the crown.â
That snaps me back into focus. âI am?â I ask shakily. Itâs almost over!
âYes. Push.â
I slide off of my studâs back and squat deeply on the forest floor, pushing hard. Nothing. I push again. Nothing.
âNo, no,â I start saying again. âItâs stuckâitâs stuck!â
I break out into sobs, and my stud catches me before I can collapse. He stands up with me, my legs bowed out around the bulge of the head, my feet well above the ground.
âYouâll give birth with gravity,â he says. He pushes his muscled front against my back and pries open my legs until Iâm sitting wide on nothingâthe air. The crown of the head and front legs.
âThe foal,â I sob. âDonât let the foal fall!â
âYouâre nowhere near pushing it out,â he says, almost exasperated.
In a haze, I remember some of his stallions have foaled standing up, and the hardy foals hit the ground in the birthing pen without injury. I start pushing again, praying gravity will ally with me.
It does. Moment by moment, I feel the head coming. I take a deep breath and heave hard, and finally crown out the head with a spurt of fluids.
âYes!â I scream as it happens, and the pressure release instantly arouses me. âOh my god,â I gasp. âI need to cum.â
âGood boy,â my stud says. âPush on the shoulders, youâll cum soon.â
âThe baby hasnât turned,â I say. But my arousal begs me to push at his behest.
âItâs not a baby,â he says. âItâs a foal. You donât have the space for it to turn with its second body still curled in your womb.â
Iâm incredulous. âNoâŠno! Itâs gonna hurt so bad! Thatâs likeâthatâs like crowning again!â
âDo you want me to pull it out?â
I didnât. Iâd had to pull only one foal from its struggling stallion, but his screams were unforgettable. His centaur cunt had much more room to stretch and maneuver and even for him the pain I inflicted while helping him was excruciating. So I shook my head.
âOkay. Then be a good boy and push. Push on my foal.â
I shiver, half from arousal and half from the fear of pain. Then I put both hands on top of my belly and press down, and push.
Itâs worse than crowning the head. But the harder I push, the closer I feel to cumming. I lean into that feeling and try to let the pain drop away. It doesnât, it still hurts, but my orgasm is building.
âOhâŠohhhh,â I moan.
âGood boy,â my stud whispers in my ear. âYouâre a good boy, pushing on such a big foal. I know it hurts but itâs almost over. The upper body is almost out.â
I focus on his voice, and the stretch. âItâs coming,â I whimper. âItâs comingâŠohhhhâŠohhhhh. OHH. OHHHHHâAH!â
One shoulder lurches out of me. I donât cum. I need to cum so badâI need to foal so bad. I bear down again and cry out as the other shoulder pops out.
âOw! Oh fuck!â I say. âFuckâfuck, itâs coming out! OHHHHH.â I push hard and the body slides out of me to the waist. âItâs almost out, itâs almost out!â
âNot yet,â my stud says. âYou still have to foal the lower body. Crown the second shoulders now.â
Fuck. âFuck!â I scream. âI canât! I canât do this anymore! I need to cum, I need it to come out!â A painful contraction takes hold of me and I push against my will. The shoulders, the horse shoulders, press hard against the inside of my lips. Iâm going to split open. The pressure of my foal and my blocked orgasm is painful, Iâm overstimulated and I need release.
âMake it stop! We shouldnât have done thisâoh god, oh god, I need to puuuuuush.â
My stud holds me tightly as I bear down on his foal, half out of me already. The second shoulders burn in the ring of fire, worse than the head, worse than the first shoulders. I canât stop pushing. I canât, I canâtâ
The second shoulders pop out of me and I cum, and birth out our foal onto the forest floor. I spasm with aftershocks as I stare past my now-deflated belly at the massive centaur foal shifting in the leaves below me.
âItâs out! Oh my godâitâs out!â
My stud lays me down carefully and picks up the foal to clean it. Iâve seen him with his other foals, and maybe Iâm biased, but I think heâs regarding my foal with even more pride than his others. I just lay there catching my breath until I can finally say,
I think you should elaborate on birthing those minotaur babies. Imagine how long and painful the crowning would be, especially with their big horns and long, wide snout. There's probably only two or three of them, but they're all so big and would take so long for you to push out. Your minotaur husband likes having you on display for him, loves watching you struggle with his babies. Maybe he refuses to intervene because minotaurs see a difficult labor as a test of strength, and he wants you to prove yourself a worthy carrier of his children.
The calving pen is always full of moans and screams. Men laboring, men pushing, men calving.
Every few months Iâm one of them. Iâm one of them right now.
A young man shrieks not far from me, obviously calving for the first time. Heâs pushing too hard, too long, even after his contractions endâdesperate to escape the stretch. Heâs going to wear himself out before he calves even once, and his belly is hugeâheâll need to find the strength to calve again multiple times.
A fellow veteran grunts beside me, bearing down on his third calf of the evening. Heâs sweating, but he has paced himself well. He only screams during crowning.
I push again, the first calf of this pregnancy stretching me painfully. My husband leans against the outside of the fence, staring intently at me. Not at my face, more at my heaving belly, with glances at my teardrop-shaped cunt. His leather trousers are tented with his erection and he breathes deeply through his bullâs nostrils.
The contraction fades and I moan as the calf slips back behind my lips. My husbandâs left ear flicks dismissively, and a flash of anger burns me. As if itâs so easy for a human to calve for a minotaur!
A new contraction builds and I push. My lips part again. I groanâIâm already feeling the ring of fire and itâs only the beginning. I hold my breath and hold the pressure, letting myself stretch. The first one is always the worst. When the contraction leaves me, the calfâs head doesnât retreat again. A small victory.
When I push again, agony blossoms between my legs. I lay my head back and scream, and push.
When I stop pushing, the stretch is so bad that I keep screaming. The young man near me screams louder, though, and I look and see that heâs at the widest part of the head of his firstborn. Push, baby, push, I think doggedly to myselfâbut I canât say it out loud. To help him or even encourage him would make him lesser in the eyes of whichever bull here knocked him up.
I feel my belly contracting again and I push, but my eyes are on the emerging head of the young manâs calf. His cunt is stretched beyond its limits. Push, baby. Push hard. The first calf is always the worst. The others will come out easier after one calving. I know it hurts, baby, itâs a big calf. Push.
And he does push, and the head comes rocketing out of him. At the same moment I push hard and my calfâs head comes out, and I moan as I cum hard, bucking my hips and squirting. Fuck. He has collapsed on his side, panting and sobbing. But thereâs no relief. I see the calf begin to turn until the broad shoulders are pressed up tight against the inside of his lips, and his body bears down against his will.
âNo! No!â he screams. âNoâghnnnnNNNNRAAAAA.â
The primal sound come with the emergence of one shoulder. Push, baby. Youâre almost there. I know it hurts, push.
The second shoulder lurches out of him and he calves his firstborn completely and cums, curling over his belly as he squirts and screams, his ruined hole pulsing. Good boy. My calf turns inside me and I bear down, working through the pressure on the first push, delivering a shoulder on the second push, and finally turning my gaze back to my husband as I bear down a third time. Our eyes lock as I push, and with a heady release of pressure I birth out his calf into the world.
He nods.
Itâs all the approval heâs allowed to give me. Itâs all the approval I need. Itâs also the only approval I have time for, as the second calf rushes to take its place in my birth canal.
I keep my husbandâs gaze and push, teeth gritted, panting harshly through my nose. Heâs the one to break the staring contestâso that he can look at my cunt as his second calf begins to open me up.
The young man is moaning again, still lying on his side. Heâs giving half-hearted pushes on his next calf.
The pressure and burn of my next crowning takes my attention. I give a long, hard push, grunting through the pain. I can feel myself building, so I reach around my huge belly to touch my tdick. I stroke myself between contractions, and as the new contraction builds I push again, and cum my entire second calf out of me with an animalistic sound. The third is right behind it, and I calve again in the orgasmic aftershocks.
Next to me, the young man is still crowning his second calf, whimpering with each push. Heâs too tired.
I struggle to my feet, my cunt leaking birth fluids and cum, and I wobble to the fence nearest the young man. He looks up at me, his forehead gleaming with sweat and his eyes hollow. I nod to him and grip the fence, then drop into a low squat to push. My fourth calf emerges to a full crown while he watches.
I hear my husband snort behind me on the other side of the birthing pen. He knows what Iâm doing, but I havenât spoken to or touched the young man. In the public pen, newcomers learn by watching the birth techniques of more experienced men. I havenât done anything wrong.
The young man pulls himself onto his hands and knees with a little sob, his eyes fixed on my bulging hole. He grips the fence with a shaking hand and rises up on unsteady legs. I stand up beside him, legs spread, and then squat in unison with him.
âOh god,â he moans. âIt hurts so badâŠnghhhhââ
Our bulls arenât close by, and the cries of other laboring men will drown out a quiet voice.
âPush, baby,â I finally whisper aloud. âPush for me.â
He tucks his chin down and obeys me, straining on his second ever calf. What did that feel like for me, that first calving season? The three huge calfs I squeezed out of me? It took me hours of pushing.
âGood boy,â I murmur soothingly. âThe first calf is the worst. Itâll always be easier now.â
âIt hurts,â he says, and his voice isnât so quiet, but heâs been screaming this entire time so I know nobody will take any notice.
I groan as my body pushes for me. âAh! Ahââ I deliver the calfâs head, and the shoulders press up against the inside of my lips. âNghhâŠtake a deep breath and push, ten seconds. Donât stop.â
He pulls in a breath and squats, his belly pulled taut. I squat beside him. Nine, eight, sevenâI calve and cum, gentle this time. I roll my hips slowly to ride out my orgasm. The young man reaches his ten seconds and gasps for air.
âFuck! Fuck!â
âFeel between your legs, baby,â I whisper. âThatâs your calf. Youâre at the widest part of the crown, youâre about to calve. Ten seconds, push.â
He squats and bears down, but he can only hold his breath for half the time before he opens his mouth in a scream. His calf inches out of him, and with a sudden release he fully crowns the head and the rest of the calf comes out all at once. His belly heaves and he cums, hips bucking wildly, his head thrown back in ecstasy.
âFuck! Fuck!â
âGood boy,â I say while he screams, hiding a smile. Then I moan and drop down low to push. Iâm not done yet.
Neither is he, and his body is pushing on its own while he basks in the haze of his orgasm. His twitching cunt is already bulging with the next calf.
I push out two more calfs before heâs calved his third, and my belly is still huge. So is his. Two more for each of us, probably.
But both of us realize at about the same moment that weâre on our final calfs, and theyâre both huge.
âOh god,â he cries. âItâs too big. I canât do it!â
My calf is squeezing slowly through my cervix while I pant. It burns, still deep inside me, not even beginning to make an appearance at my entrance.
âOh, honey,â I whisper. âItâs huge. Theyâre both huge.â
âDoes it hurt?â he whimpers.
âYes,â I say, inhaling sharply through my teeth. âPush with me.â
We squat side by side, gripping the fence like itâs our last tether to life. I think he gets to the point where the shoulders are making their way through his cervix inside him when he starts wailing.
âIt hurts! Oh god! It huuuuuurtsââ
The burn is rising inside me, and I canât stay quiet any longer. I dip my head between my shoulders and groan, loud and long, sounding for all the world like a calving minotaur instead of a laboring man. Blood is rushing in my ears, and I can hear the young manâs screams as if from a great distance. I canât help him or encourage him anymore. Weâre both alone, straining to deliver enormous calfs for our bulls.
A ring of agony grows between my legs. Itâs beginning to crown. I press into the pain, thereâs no other wayâthe pressure mounts and I canât remember ever delivering a calf this huge. My cunt keeps stretching around it, and every second I know Iâm at the widest part of the head only to realize that the stretch is still mounting. Iâm not breathing, I think. I may be screaming, or holding my breath, but Iâm not breathing in. Iâm only pushing into the crown.
Suddenly Iâm past the widest point. Unlike my other calfs today, this oneâs head doesnât come fully out all at once. I just know the pressure is easing, and I keep pushing as the head slowly slides out. I reach between my legs and let out a startled cry. The head is bigger than any newborn calf, I could almost guess this was a three month old coming out of me.
Suddenly my husband is in front of me, on the other side of the fence. Heâs crouched low, looking into my eyes. With the head of his calf dangling out of me, the long crowning over, I have the wherewithal to realize thereâs a spark of concern in my husbandâs brown eyes. At his side is a young bull, crouched too, and holding the young manâs hands through the fence. The young man isnât screaming anymore, his face is just a twisted, silent mask of pain as he pushes.
âItâs big,â my husband whispers. âTheyâre both big.â
âWe can do this,â I moan, my tongue thick, my voice barely coherent. âWe can do this.â
My husband nods and doesnât touch me, but he doesnât get up from his crouch, either.
I carefully let go of the fence and shuffle behind the young man. His opening is bulging obscenely as he struggles to crown a calf at least as big as the one hanging out of meâmaybe bigger. I moan as I settle into a kneeling position.
âOkay, baby,â I say, and rub the young manâs lower back. âYour bull put a big calf in you. Letâs get it out.â
I press two fingers at the base of his stretched opening and he lets out a strangled cry.
âIâm not gonna let you tear,â I say. My breath hiccups as a contraction ripples through me and I give an instinctive push. But I stopâthe shoulders havenât rotated yet. It wonât come out. I have to let this happen. âOooof. Okay, baby, push where you feel my fingers. On my mark, take a deep breath, push for 10 seconds. Okay, deep breathâand go.â
The young man inhales and tenses his entire body. Everything he has is being used to crown his calf. Ten, nine, eight. His calf is moving, slowly. Heâs stretching wider. Five, four, three, twoâ
He gasps for air. âIt hurts! Get it out! Get it out of me!â
âYouâre getting it out,â I say, rubbing his back with my free hand. âYouâre doing it. Deep breath, push.â
He tamps down a scream and does what I say. While heâs pushing, I feel my calf begin to turn. The new stretch of the shoulders is burning at my opening, and my eyes water. FuckâŠ
âGet it out! I canât do it!â
âGood boy,â I whisper, trying not to push. âGood boy,â I say louder. âYouâre almost there. Deep breath and push!â
He sucks air into his lungs and bears down, but a deep low rumbles through his chest. I realize with sudden clarity that if he can get through this, he will be highly prized, even with my help and the tender touch of his young bull through the fence. Heâs perfect for this.
âPush, baby,â I murmur, eyes fixed on the head of his calf. Its size is unbelievable as it slowly emerges. âDonât stop, take another deep breath and push.â
He does it, every muscle in his body taut and glistening. The head is slowly crowning, crowningâŠ
âAughhhh!â he wails, and the head is out.
I gasp. Both our bulls gasp. I hear other gasps too, and glance around. Others are watching, even the veteran from earlier who was calving on my other side. Heâs done, I realizeâhis afterbirth is on the ground at his feetâbut he hasnât left the pen. Heâs staring along with the rest of us at the massive head the young man has just birthed out.
âFuck! Itâs out!â the young man says. He turns to look at his calf on the ground, but as he shifts he feels the head between his legs. âWhat?â
âThat was just the head,â I say, shakily. The urge to push is strong but Iâm focused on him right now.
âWhat?â he whimpers, and I see tears forming in his eyes. âNoâŠno! I canât push it out! Itâs too big, the head nearly killed me! I canât! I canât!â
I look at my husband. âHold him.â
My husband loops a strong arm under the young manâs armpit and gestures to the young bull to do the same. Together they pin him to the fence in a half-squat, facing me.
âNo!â he screams. âNo, it hurts! I canât!â
His belly tightens with another contraction, and I place my hands carefully but firmly around his calfâs neck.
âBe a good boy,â I say. âPush hard.â
âNo! No! Aughhhhââ But he canât stop the inevitable. He pushes, and I begin to pry and pull on his calf while he screams. And while I pull, my body does the inevitable too, and pushes.
The shoulders hurt so fucking bad. I realize Iâm screaming, delivering and helping to deliver. We push and scream, and I pull.
I jerk back as the young man calves into my arms, and as I fall back with his calf, my body spasms and my calf drops out of me.
Our two bulls swarm into the birthing pen, no longer heeding any semblance of the rules. My husband props me up to get a look at me, and the young manâs bull pulls him into his arms and holds him while he delivers the afterbirth. I push out my afterbirth a few moments later.
As I catch my breath, I meet the young manâs gaze. His eyes are glassy and his mouth gapes open while he pants, but heâs conscious. I give him a nod. He swallows hard, and exhales sharply through his nose, and nods back.