inactive//not deleting but not coming back

°•° bug boi °•° 18 °•° they/he °•°

[durrymuncher]

When you put a new profile picture on facebook and everyone’s liking it

[transsteves]

hey y’all !!!! sooooo i found the login to this blog, like,,, months after i left uhhh sorry bout that BUT hi im alive n i have a new tumblr , so like,,,, go follow me over there i guess ! love u !

i also have two twitters - my personal and my stannish thing so uhhhhhhh there

[transsteves]

goodbye!

okay so this is my last post on this blog. after this I'm logging out and only logging back in if I decide to deactivate this account completely.

I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who's ever spoken to me on here, everyone who's ever been kind or thoughtful or just memed with me. I don't want to tag people just in case I forget someone but you know who you are, and I might message a few of you anyway.

I'm okay, I promise, but this blog is just a bit much now. the paranoia that comes with posting on a blog that has been used against me in my real life, the perceived pressure of making things when I have no motivation, the lack of appreciation when I do write. it's just. all a lot and a lot of it is perceived and irrational but nonetheless, it's not good for me here. I need time to work on my music, my college work, and myself, and I can't do that here.

again, thank you for everything. if any of you want to come hit me up here's a few links:

youtube

twitter

instagram

[transsteves]

lol I think this is my cue to just. leave Tumblr. I've gone too far. my blog is. no longer a reality like sorry if you were waiting on a prize (they're literally half done in my Google drive) but I've literally just. given up now like coming back to Tumblr was a mistake in the first place + all I've done on this blog is fuck up so like,,,, fuck imma just go

also probably won't finish dead stars

[hearteyesuris]

you have 30 seconds to post this or u will be condemned to fraggle rock

(know what i hate most? this is my first ever submission)

[transsteves]

for the record I made this if it gets famous I demand credit

[transsteves]

okay I'm changing my Tumblr back this was a massive mistaken joke I'm very sorry I'll go back to being depressed and inactive

[transsteves]

I MUST KNOW IF ANYONE ELSE FINDS THIS FUNNY OR IF ME AND EVIE ARE JUST GOING INSANE BECAUSE I HAVE A LARGE SUSPICION THAT IT'S THE LATTER

[transsteves]

I've broken her @stanleyurisisalive

[transsteves]

I AM IN WAY TOO DEEP WITH THIS JOKE @stanleyurisisalive HELP ME I'M CRYING

[transsteves]

god fragglefucker is such a mood

why are we like this why am I like this Evie this is such a complicated mental breakdown I know I'm a meme but I think I've gone too far

[transsteves]

this joke has gone way too far

[transsteves]

transsteves>booberkin

this is evies fault I hate life @stanleyurisisalive

[transsteves]

this is such a complex breakdown someone please save me

[transsteves]

transsteves>booberkin

this is evies fault I hate life @stanleyurisisalive

[transsteves]

thanks Evie you’ve ruined my blog ( @stanleyurisisalive )

[hearteyesuris]

bug n i are the british memes of tumblr thanks!

[transsteves]

do u ever look at ur life and wonder how u ended up here

[transsteves]

thanks Evie you've ruined my blog ( @stanleyurisisalive )

[transsteves]

happy new year!!!

here's to 2018 being less of a shit-fuelled dustbin fire!!!!

[klapollo]

the last jedi director’s cut

yoda: train rey you must

luke: i dont know if i can do that. i’m scared i’ll mess up again.

yoda: hmmh. that’s nothin a little music can’t help

yoda: 

yoda: rockin