third world democracy

Hiba. 18. Texas.

[withdrawnsuggestion]

i don’t want to be toxic. i’m so scared i am.

[maisjetaime]

But sometimes you just have to accept that some things simply cannot remain the same.

Ten words story: It’s time to let go. (via maisjetaime)

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3 minutes after the the fajr athan:

when the maghrib athan goes off:

[thawrah]

the man puts his two hands on my hips says this is my favorite part of a woman and i think of this curse. the curse of having this body. this cinnamon skin. the kind that attracts the men who leave           (scars) the kind that is subject to being too much but never enough the kind of body that knows how to give hips wide enough to birth a motherland that follow the same shape as my mother and her mother  the kind of brownness that is charming         soft and pretty         and quiet but i want to be kerosene. i want to be unbearable. i want to tell him don’t love me don’t love me don’t love me because i know who i become, become too soft become the girl who gives until she is nothing the women in my blood  know how to feed a village, how to taste the dishonesty             the constant nervousness of our husbands   like the cigarette smoke that lingers in our houses i am not ready to heal the absence of another heart not ready to reconcile this body with a man’s poor love not ready to have my heart be a home to anyone but      myself. but when he comes, hands softer than those before him,  he calls me beautiful // asmaraneya // brown-skinned girl and they are all synonymous. he is summer monsoon and i am brown skin, rejecting rain until i am satiated with my solitude.

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hey man i haven’t seen a single similar post (concerning???) so i feel like it’s important to make this.

tomorrow is ramadan. your eating disorder will not magically disappear in ramadan.

allah will not hate you if you relapse in ramadan. be it that you faint or you binge, if you need to break your fast because of your eating disorder THEN YOU BREAK YOUR FAST.

You are not supposed to fast when you are sick. YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO FAST WHEN YOU ARE SICK. IT IS HARAM TO FAST IF YOU ARE SICK BECAUSE IT BRINGS HARM TO YOUR BODY. If you start feeling horribly sick and you know, you haven’t had sufficient suhoor or iftar for a few days or anything of the sort, it is okay to break your fast and even go to the hospital if you need to.

habaybi that have eating disorders, PLEASE take care of yourself during ramadan. It is a month of cleansing and forgiveness, so forgive yourself if you relapse. You can always redo your fast after ramadan.

Jazakallah please reblog this post and ramadan mubarak to you all! ♡

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u ever feel so sad ur heart hurts

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Before you go to bed say

‏سبحان الله ٣٣ Subhanallah 33 ‏الحمد لله ٣٣ Alhamdulilah 33 ‏الله اكبر ٣٤ Allahu Akbar 34

[somenigerianbelle]

I low key wish I was pretty. Like really pretty. Like gorgeous. The kind of good looks that have everyone wanting to know who you are and where you came from and wondering how you ended up in the same space as them.

[nothingistruer-thandeath]

I pray that inshallah this ramadan heals all our wounds

[bpdlavender]

someone: speaks louder than normal with a slightly aggressive tone me: here come the tears

[animayanaa]

Stop forcing yourself to preserve dying friendships. It’s not worth it, you know the vibe is off.

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Needed this

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Same

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please god protect me from ever getting married to some secretly misogynistic immature piece of shit

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Ībn Rajāb – Rahimullaah – said:

“وإذا كان الإنسان تسوؤه سيئته ويعمل لأجلها عملاً صالحاً كان ذلك دليلاً على إيمانه “.

‘If a person was saddened by his bad deeds and does good deeds due to this, then this is an evidence of his Imān.’

[Fath al-Bari 3/28]

[asifeq]

Ibn al-Qayyim ﺭﺣﻤﻪ ﺍﻟﻠﻪ :

“Whoever does not spend his time for Allāh then death is better for him than life.”

•ﺍﻟﺪﺍﺀ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﻭﺍﺀ ﺹ ١٨٦

[biancacastellarcalvani]

Portraits. Model — Natalia Castellar (@kactye | IG) Photographer — Bianca Calvani (@bvccphotography | IG)

[lovelysuggestions]

I promise you, things change. The person you are right now will not be the person you are in a year from now. Although this may be scary, sometimes its a blessing looking back. Things change.

[labors]

i want to get better! i really do! i’m trying!