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@trashypsychosis
MOVED
I've relocated! Due to a lot of clutter on my main, I've moved blogs combining my personal and mental health blog, free from anyone irl who might judge me like that. This is a new blog with combined interests from both my main, this blog, and occasional posts on witchcraft! I am afraid that at this time I do not have a blog solely dedicated to mental health, but if you're interested, come give me a follow! @trip-baby
me: im really tired someone: get more sleep! me: i am horribly mentally ill no amount of sleep will take away the exhaustion it gives me
me: sitting on the couch, minding my own business
my impulse control: walks in the room w/ a hat on and two suitcases in hand
me: where are you going?
my impulse control: out
me: for... for how long, buddy...?
my impulse control, nodding solemnly, walking out the door: Yeah
me: hey i feel pretty good what could go wrong
brain:
I'm bad bad bad bad bad
I got word last night my fp is going away for a few months and I'm only SORT OF FREAKING THE FUCK OUT I don't know what I'm going to do... I'm such a needy little baby.... Aaaaa fuck... I'm trying to be strong through everything but I'm falling apart.... Work is actually killing me. I can't do my job without loading myself with pain medicine and I'm already wearing a hand brace because I've gotten a strained wrist that isn't going away because they won't fucking move me to a different department. On top of that, my supervisor also has it out for me and none of the people in my department speak English besides me and my supervisor (who is never there and o ye hates meeee). My coworkers talk shit about me in Spanish and it makes me so paranoid and fuck... My mom was supposed to get me an appointment to be tested for ADD but she! Won't! Fucking! Do! It!!!! And I have severe phone anxiety so I can't either. I'm also severely in debt from all my hospital visits and I'm about to be switching to my own insurance in a few months and I'm so so scared I can't afford the bills... My mom keeps saying she was going to talk to someone about them but, yet again, she's about as useful as a fucking rock. None of this is good for my mental state. I'm so so scared and need to go to the hospital bad but I can't because I'm already so much in debt and I can't afford more and I'm scared and I don't want to do this I don't want to do any of this.
When you try to explain your disorder to someone and they say that they think they have it too 🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪
Full disclosure when I was in middle school I was one of THOSE people who thought mental illness was “cool”. Now I have grown as a person and I actually have mental illness. Just a reminder to forgive yourself if you used to be that person. You’re not who you used to be.
Posting my face bc why not?? I feel pretty today..
Mental illness is so weird. I can be screaming and literally banging my head on the wall and still be thinking, “what if I’m faking this?”
You: you just have to be positive!!
Me is about to start a fist fight with my various mental illnesses: i have to be what
it’s mental health awareness month and boy let me tell ya, i’m more aware of my terrible mental health than ever
by Ari Eastman.
me: i don’t want to be mentally ill me, but quieter: but i also don’t want to recover because i don’t know who i’d be without my mental illnesses since they are practically my personality and recovery seems scary and it seems the only point of my life is to hurt because that’s all i’ve ever known. somehow mental illness is a comfort blanket even though it is the reason i need a comfort blanket to begin with and the world beyond this seems oddly confusing and terrifying
do you ever start to stutter or zone out a little while you’re talking and it’s just like “why am I glitching? who doesn’t want me to continue my thought?”
Panic attacks but when nts say “calm down” it gets faster
You’re all wonderful. Those of you who vividly hallucinate, those who have fits and scream and thrash around, those who cannot get from a to b without an excruciatingly detailed list on what to do, those of you who feel unreal. All of you. You’re all terrific.
