× ... lance .ᐟ

⚠×° they say that when an object is well loved, it is eventually imbued with a soul °×⚠ ────﹒☣︎﹒──── ﹕𓏵 jirai danshi & hikikomori ﹕𓏵 rudo suberec of jiraiblr

[trashysphereite]

「 “ I reject everything you've said, and I embrace everything you reject. ” 」

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⛓ before you follow ⛓

💥 updated : june 1st, 2026

💥 anons : none currently

💥 theme is rudo surebrec from gachiakuta and was made by @.musicmosaic

💥 TW : this is a jirai blog and will contain triggering topics such as self-harm , suicidal / homicidal ideation , derealization and depersonalization , obsessive tendencies , hypersexual tendencies , etc. block me if these make you uncomfortable, don't report

💥 DNI : trump / maga supporters , mdni blogs , pro genai , radqueers , harmful transids , anti-recovery , etc. do not try to reality check me. I block freely

💥 I'm neurodivergent and chronically ill. my online activity fluctuates a lot. I have memory problems, so if I forget something, please just remind me

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⛓ about me ⛓

💥 you can call me lance, I use he/hymn/it/rot pronouns

💥 I'm taken by my darling boy @whitecotton22 ♡ dec 5th

💥 I'm a minor. my birthday is june 2nd

💥 I'm transmasc , biromantic / verian , demiaceflux and ambiamorous

💥 I'm a lifestyle jirai danshi , irl yan , and hikikomori. I do not intend to recover, but I am pro-recovery

💥 I'm a yumeshipper , otherkin , objectum , otaku and age regressor / pet regressor. I'm an Astarion (bg3) gachikoi , and he is my main f/o. doubles please dni

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⛓ links ⛓

💥 tag system

💥 socials / other blogs

💥 fictionkins / otherkins

[needygirlsymptoms]

"omg I'm so ocd" "the weather Is so bipolar" "is he acoustic" "I let my intrusive thoughts win!" All they did was dye their hair "you are such a psycho" "true empath" SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP OH MY GOD STOP USING WORDS AND SAYING SHIT THAT ACTUALLY HARMS MENTALLY ILL AND MENTALLY DISABLED PEOPLE

[toxetta]

me checking this dumb stupid idiot app everyday like there's a daily login bonus

[trashysphereite]

should I start scheduling posts ? I feel like I've majorly fallen off </3 attention isn't the biggest concern for me but sometimes I don't get notes for days in a row it kind of sucks

[kotaphrenia]

im so envious of jirais who have so many asks and ideas of posts that they have to schedule and queue them

[trashysphereite]

the frame under my bed is broken (I sleep on the top of a bunk bed at my mom's) and I'm kind of scared to sleep on it so I'm making a nest on the floor I don't know what else to do </3

[trashysphereite]

I'm an ugly as fuck crier but I always look prettiest when I'm done crying it's kind of pathetic

[borderline-culture-is]

bpd + avpd culture is self isolating until you get literally any sign that someone misses you or noticed you're gone... and yet still somehow that isolation ends up lasting days

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[trashysphereite]

I kind of want to be on edblr again but I don't want to post content like that on this blog </3 maybe I'll make a separate account for it

[sunnystheangel]

Despite the fact I genuinely hate anything pro anorexia - I do absolutely have sympathy with people who have it because it definitely messes with your thought process

HOWEVER. Fatspo absolutely needs to be stopped. Don’t fucking bully someone for having most likely binge eating disorder, or unspecified medical conditions. Your disorder does not give you the right to do

[maladaptiveangelx]

I want you to drag a sharp edged blade from my ribcage to the center of my torso, pressing hard. I yearn to feel your presence, and I want you to know what I taste like.

[trashysphereite]

I made a new twitter account !! tw for ed and sh

[trashysphereite]

I need to update my kinlists but I'm lazy....

[melonshake]

are there any dollkin jirais in jiraiblr ..?

vanilla sees a lot of angelkin jirais (which he's also fauxangelkin), vanilla's dollhearted but may be dollkin ... where is vanilly's family ... /halfsilly

[karmonp1ki]

How do people have friends casually? Like nno, that's not how this works, I need to know everything that goes on with you and linger in your presence and fill corners of your life that you didn't even know were empty.

[stqrrin]

i feel like i dont say it enough but im so appreciative of all my moots who go out of their way to interact with me— idk why i struggle with reaching out on my own so i REAALLLLYY love all of u who do , and even if you dont ily2 (*ˊᗜˋ*)

[own-reality]

are you thinking about me ?