Venting Trauma

Depression-Anxiety-PTSD-BPD-Autism // Bridgette // Header credit: traumartist

[trauma-tears]

I will never thank those who have hurt me in the past.

You didn't make me stronger. I did.

You didn't lead me to where I am now. I built myself back up and brought me here.

You didn't do anything to help me get where I am today. I did.

I am the one who did all the work.

All you did was push me down and break me.

I will never thank you for making me feel worthless, unloved, a burden.

I thank myself for being strong enough to endure it.

And I won't forgive you.

You don't deserve forgiveness.

You will never deserve forgiveness.

The best you will ever get from me is being forgotten.

People always say to let go of the anger.

I can't do that.

That is like surrendering to the pain you've caused.

I will always be angry at you.

I will always hate you.

[oceanhaven]

“Even if I hate you now, your deepest secrets will never leave my mouth.”

— Yes I am fucking loyal and I don’t owe you shit.

[longliveuslove]

“i’m not going to pretend that you weren’t a huge part of my life, because you were. you were the biggest part of my life. regardless of what may happen in the future, where our paths take us, or who we become, i think a little part of me will always wish it was you next to me.”

— maybe in another life 

[whendidmythoughtsgocrazy]

“The me you used to know doesn’t exist, the you I used to know doesn’t exist. The fact that we changed was not simply because of time.”

— k.b. // agust d (feat. kim jong wan of nell) - dear my friend

[nostalgiaishere]

[wordslikerosepetals]

“you tore down the walls i used to hide behind and made me realize why i built them in the first place.”

— B.M. // four walls

[superstonedd]

“Yeah, my new friends are cool, but the longer i’m with them the more that I realize that they’re just not you, and they never will be”

——you should be here

[psychotic-psypport]

Don’t go on their blog. Don’t read those old text messages. Don’t pull out the old pictures. They’re in the past. Don’t reminisce, don’t dwell, don’t linger. They’re gone for a reason and they should stay gone. Don’t let them hurt you anymore.

[missunderzztood]

“And now I’m lying here, tears streaming down my face, and you’re just gone”

— why

[likeeverysinglewishweevermade]

Dear ex-best friend

Every time something happens in my life

You are the first person I want to tell

I even reach for my phone to call

But then I remember

We no longer talk

We no longer share stories

You probably have someone new to call

But my someone will always be you

Dear ex best friend

Our stories are no longer one

[everything-i-never-said-out-loud]

don’t get me wrong, i still love you and want the best for you, you’re just not worth the fight anymore

— if you cared, you’d still be here //

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[jdrivera210]

“You broke me more than any guy ever did..”

— Was I not good enough to be your best friend?

[yanacepeda]

Crazy how someone can do so much harm to you and still wonder why you walked away…

[longliveuslove]

“I don’t think I will ever be strong enough to fully move on from you. Although, deep down inside, I’m not sure that I’ll ever really want to move on from you. You see me like nobody else ever has- you see my potential, who I can be. You’ll never see this, you’ll never know these words exist, but I hope you know, B, how much I truly love you. You bring out the ultimate best in me. You’ve been my best friend through everything and you’re the only one who has been here when I’ve needed you most. We weren’t perfect together, neither of us are perfect, but damn, was our love special. If moving on means forgetting, then I never want to move on. Honestly, I’m still praying that it’s you and me in the end.”

— An excerpt from a book I’ll never write (#7).

[longliveuslove]

“i’m not going to pretend that you weren’t a huge part of my life, because you were. you were the biggest part of my life. regardless of what may happen in the future, where our paths take us, or who we become, i think a little part of me will always wish it was you next to me.”

— maybe in another life 

[cactiandstars-blog]

“I miss you, I don’t have a best friend anymore, sure I have close friends, but no one is there like we were for each other. I hope you miss me too.”

— give me a call

[honeybambolina]

“Best friends are supposed to be there for each other. Best friends are supposed to get through issues and problems between them. Best friends are supposed to have each other’s backs no matter what. So what happened between us? Best friends aren’t supposed to cut each other off without warning. I guess we weren’t really “best friends” after all.”

— ex best friend

[psychotic-psypport]

Don’t go on their blog. Don’t read those old text messages. Don’t pull out the old pictures. They’re in the past. Don’t reminisce, don’t dwell, don’t linger. They’re gone for a reason and they should stay gone. Don’t let them hurt you anymore.