MOMENTO MORI

books. sunsets. notes in mobile. *sobs* my very philosophical thoughts. *cries earnestly* dreams to learn every effing language and every instrument and read every book and meet people who i can emotionally relate to. *realises i can't do any of that, cries hysterically, chokes on my own tears and dies* THANK YOU FOR COMING TO MY TED TALK!

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need someone to hold my hand. then I'll be ready to take on the world.

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found someone to hold my hand!!!!!! I'm now ready to take on the world with them!!!!!!!

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''there's only one bed.''

''i'll bandage you up.''

''who did this to you?''

''i didn't know where else to go.''

''can you be my date to the wedding?''

''you're my best friend. i've always loved you.''

''shut up.'' ''make me.''

''i would never fall for you.''

''then why did you do it?'' ''BECAUSE I LOVE YOU''

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I TELL MY THERAPIST I MISS YOU, AND SHE ASKS IF I HAVE A PET

I say I have a dog and a vibrator.

I want to say it's enough, but I long for the caress

of your fingers tucking unruly hairs behind my ear,

my face nuzzled into your neck, inhaling scents

of Irish Spring and bring sweat. How your eyes made me

feel beautiful when the mirror did not, even when I was

unshoweed, wearing threadbare flannel pajamas.

Your rumbling laugh, joyous thunder.

Your steadiness, the anchor when I was waves.

And yes, I KNOW.

I don't need a man. I do love myself.

But this is not about needing.

This is about missing and wanting

you.

D. COFFYN

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im sorry but no matter what i will never use "ofc" to mean "of fucking course". its "ofcourse". obviously.

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fuck mistletoe....... kiss me under आंब्याचा झाडाचा बार

<3

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so i'm watching this video of YouTube 'the great chicken debate' where three guys are debating whether the boneless chicken is better or the bone one. and this guy (who prefers the bone chicken) says to the other (who prefers boneless chicken) "you're the reason flat earth has existed"

alright I have my exam on 10th this month. and i haven't studies even a little this year and the previous. still I'm gonna watch this not-at-all-pointless debate!!!!

wish me luck!

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but everytime I try to turn over a new leaf, i discover that i am a liar underneath. that i could be kinder, that we all need a little reminder.

brene brown says there's eighty seven emotions and all i can feel is fire

- @solaliseo on instagram

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bro shutup im trying to remember what i just said

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Tell me what's the point of a moon like this when I'm alone again

Can I runaway to somewhere beautiful where nobody knows my name?

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the way you can resent your parents but also sympathise with and ache for them… so sick

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I want to spit instead of swallow; I want to take more than i give; I want to crease more than I snap; I want to get better

- Laura Jean Henebry (WRITE WHAT YOU WANT DAMMIT OR LET IT BURN THE BACK OF YOUR THROAT)

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you know that I'm obsessed with your body

but it's the way you smile that does it for me

[sillymatchacat]

want to get a boyfrend just to call him my girlfrend

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or. OR. TO CALL HIM BABYGIRL.

[gulzarkinazm]

arctic monkeys said “but i crumble completely when you cry” and you're sending me “it's okay to cry” ?

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so my grandfather told me to 'go and study'.

I'm not doing it now.

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A Bookmark Near the End

He loves history. He wanted to write a biography of John Quincy Adams. I, shamefully, knew almost nothing about John Quincy Adams, so I went online and bought every biography of him I could find. One day, he called me, claiming that we wouldn't work out long term. He said he loved me but that we had different interests. "What does love mean to you?", I said. "That's an impossible question", he replied. I, however, find love to be quite simple. Love is the stack of biographies on my nightstand with a bookmark near the end.

- Julia Nicole Camp

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