An incredibly vulnerable video from teenager Trevor Moran, talking about the pressure heās felt and received from his audience to transition to a woman as a gnc feminine gay boy.
Upon wearing āfeminineā clothing and wearing make-up and realizing he enjoyed those things, and seeing Caitlyn Jenner in the media, he began to wonder āwhat if thatās whatās going on with me?ā and ultimately came to the conclusion that he was indeed transgender also.
This was further validated by the comments he was inundated with on his instagram when heād post photos of himself in make-up or wearing fishnet stockings, āI get tons of comments, and theyāre just like āYAAAS oh my god you look so great as a girl, oh my god transition transition transition! oh my god, go transgender! youād fucking kill it as a girl!ā as if itās a fucking sport???ā
He scheduled appointments to freeze his sperm, to begin HRTā¦
āI was so lost. I justā¦ like now, I canāt imagine myselfā¦ withā¦ just.. like if I actually ended up getting surgeries and stuff, just because I was lost. Those effects are irreversible on your body. And if youāre not sure, thatās okay. Thereās always time in the future to do those things. But I was rushing into it just because I was so lonely, and very confused. Iām just letting you know right now, if youāre unsure about who are you are, thatās completely okay.ā
āNow Iām so happy to just sit here and accept myself for being Trevorā.
āI can also get my hair and make-up done and put on whatever shoes I wanna put on, and those days I wanna be extra, you know, thatās just Trevor, and it doesnāt mean I was transgender, I just thought thatās what it was. But during those few months I was slowly starting to like, get myself mentally aligned again. Andā¦ just from receiving acceptance from somebody that I really cared about made me just realize like āhey, maybe I am enough the way I am right now. I donāt need to get estrogen or, you know, tits, and stuffā, personally for me thatāsā¦ I was just confused. I was getting myself back together and I was like, you know what? Itās so weird, I can just finally look in the mirror now and point at that motherfuckinā reflection and just say āgoddammit i love youā. Iāve never felt that in my entire life, I was just so lost as a kid, and I just finally feel like Iām figuring out who I am.ā
