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[trgan]

mưa rào cuối hạ

Mưa đến bất chợt trong một ngày oi ả, đầu tiên gợi mình nhớ về một chiều hè nọ được đi bơi cùng lũ trẻ con hàng xóm. Trời hẵng còn nắng sáng mà mưa đổ xuống trắng trời. Không khí vẫn đặc quánh cảm giác ngột ngạt từ sức nóng của nước trong bể và hơi bốc lên từ mặt đất, mùi gây gây. Nhưng mưa thì từng hạt mát lạnh chạm vào da thịt, nên hầu hết lũ trẻ kể cả mình vẫn vùng vẫy dưới bể, mặc cho các vị phụ huynh trên bờ hối hả tìm chỗ trú mưa. Khoảnh khắc đưa tay ra khỏi hiên cửa hứng những giọt mưa đang trút xuống làm mình chợt muốn đắm mình xuống bể nước của ngày xa xôi đó.

Lát lát sau, cơn mưa rào bất chợt xóa dần đi cái oi trong không khí mình lại dòm ra ngoài cửa sổ, lúc này thì lại êm đềm như một chiều tựa cửa trông ra mảnh vườn ở quê. Tiếng mưa xối xả vùi đi mọi âm thanh từ phía nhà máy, xóa trắng tầm nhìn. Mùi khói bếp mỏng và nhẹ, không hiểu bắt nguồn từ đâu và bằng cách nào lại âm thầm len lỏi được lên trên tầng cao này. Những trưa hè êm đềm nơi thôn quê trong kí ức mình luôn là một màu trắng sáng, từ cảnh sắc thực tế cho đến cảm quan trong trí óc. Một màu trắng vừa rỗng vừa nhẹ tênh tĩnh lặng. Thi thoảng mình cũng tìm được sự yên bình màu trắng đó ở thành phố, chỉ là thi thoảng thôi nhưng luôn hằn mãi trong tâm trí mình cảm giác như xóa đi tất cả ấy.

Và lúc mình gõ đến đây thì cơn mưa ngắn ngủi nhưng mãnh liệt đã tạnh được một lúc rồi. Hè đã khô, nắng lại kéo dài.

[ampervadasz]

[maneth985]

Oh my…WOW

[trgan]

Rất nhớ cảm giác ngộp thở vì vẻ hùng vĩ của thiên nhiên mà hằng ngày chỉ có cảm giác ngột ngạt vì khói bụi đô thị.

[suga-ssi]

I’m the one I should love in this world.

Epiphany, BTS Jin (via sugasuite)

[ellacalm]

“I loved to sleep with the window open. Rainy nights were the best of all: I would open the window and put my head on the pillow and close my eyes and feel the wind on my face and listen to the trees sway and creak.”

— Neil Gaiman, The Ocean at the End of the Lane

[incidentalcomics]

Pen Names

This comic appears in The Southampton Review. Posters are available at my shop!

[trgan]

who are you ?

[maderefined]

“Because sending a letter is the next best thing to showing up personally at someone’s door. Ink from your pen touches the stationary, your fingers touch the paper, your saliva seals the envelope, your scent graces the paper. Something tangible from your world travels through machines and hands, and deposits itself in another’s mailbox; their world. Your letter is then carried inside as an invited guest. The paper that was sitting on your desk, now sits on another’s. The recipient handles the paper that you handled. Letters create a connection that modern and impersonal forms of communication will never replace.”

[tuesmonlilas]

“Có khi chúng ta phải tự hỏi, phải chăng đời sống là một mặt cắt cong vênh của giấc mơ.”

- Quốc Bảo.

[bakwaaas]

The whole ‘if you don’t have your dream career you lowkey failed in life, you should be depressed if you don’t love your job’ attitude sucks. I understand the sentiment of not settling, and chasing your dreams and passions.

But the harsh reality is… you need money to survive. Most people working crappy jobs don’t want to be there. If they had a choice to pursue their ‘dream career’ I’m sure they would. There are so many barriers in their life that mean it’s simply unrealistic. They can’t just drop everything. They have families to provide for, rent to pay, mouths to feed, they need that shitty job to literally survive. Life is not that simple and easy, it’s a struggle for most people who weren’t born into privileged backgrounds.

Honestly, I have so much respect and admiration for people who work a hard and kinda crappy job (like most of our parents!) for the sake of their families. Sometimes people do just work to pay bills and they may not love their job. And like… that’s reality. That’s okay. Aspire to more if you can but it’s arrogant to assume that everyone has the same opportunities as you.

[my-bitter-soul]

Ask Away Anonymously Or Not.                        (◕‿◕✿)

All My Asks I Answered On My Blog Deleted, So I Decided To Make An Ask Meme Thingyy.

(1) Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed?

(2) Do You Have Freckles?

(3) Can You Whistle?

(4) Last Song You Listened To.

(5) What Is Your Favourite Colour?

(6) Relationship Status.

(7) What Is The Temperature Right Now?

(8) Did You Wake Up Cranky?

(9) How Many Followers?

(10) Zodiac Sign.

(11) What Is Your Eye Colour?

(12) Take A Vitamin Daily?

(13) Do You Sing In The Shower?

(14) What Books Are You Reading?

(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14.

(16) Favourite Anime?

(17) Last Person You Cried In Front Of?

(18) Do You Collect Anything?

(19) What Did You Have For Lunch?

(20) Do You Dance In The Car?

(21) Favourite Animal?

(22) Do You Watch The Olympics?

(23) What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed?

(24) Are You Wearing Makeup Right Now?

(25) Do You Prefer To Swim In A Pool Or The Ocean?

(26) Favourite Tumblr Blog?

(27) Bottled Water Or Tap Water?

(28) What Makes You Happy?

(29) Post A Gif Of What You’re Currently Feeling Right Now.

(30) Do You Study Better With Or Without Music?

(31) Dogs Or Cats?

(32) If You Were A Crayon What Colour Would You Be?

(33) PlayStation Or Xbox.

(34) Would You Swim In The Lake Or Ocean?

(35) Do You Believe In Magic?

(36) What Colour Shirt Are You Wearing?

(37) Can You Curl Your Tongue?

(38) Do You Save Money Or Spend It?

(39) Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You?

(40) Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now?

(41) Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly?

(42) Are You Easily Influenced By Other People?

(43) Do You Have Strange Dreams?

(44) Do You Like Going On Airplanes?

(45) Name One Movie That Made You Cry.

(46) Peanuts Or Sunflower Seeds?

(47) If I Handed You A Concert Ticket Right Now, Who Would You Want The Performer To Be?

(48) Are You A Picky Eater?

(49) Are You A Heavy Sleeper?

(50) Do You Fear Thunder / Lightning?

(51) Do You Like To Read / Write?

(52) Do You Like Your Music Loud?

(53) Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents?

(54) Put Your Music On Shuffle, What Is The First Song That Came Up?

(55) What Season Are You In Right Now? (Weather)

(56) What Are You Craving Right Now?

(57) Post A Screenshot Of Your Tumblr Feed.

(58) What Is Your Gender?

(59) Coffee Or Tea?

(60) Do You Have Any Homework Right Now? If So, What Is It About?

(61) What Is Your Sexuality?

(62) Do You Make Your Bed In The Morning?

(63) Favourite Pokemon?

(64) Favourite Social Media?

(65) What’s Your Opinion On Instagram Stories?

(66) Do You Get Homesick?

(67) Are You A Virgin?

(68) What Shampoo And Conditioner Are You Using Right Now?

(69) If You Were Far From Home And Needed To Sleep For The Night, Would You Choose To Rent A Crappy Motel Room For $60 Or Sleep In Your Car For Free?

(70) Are Both Of Your Blood Parents Still In Your Life?

(71)  Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters?

(72) Do You Miss Your Ex?

(73) What Is Your Favourite Quote Right Now?

(74)  What Eye Colour Do You Find Sexiest?

(75) Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set?

(76) What Was The Last Thing You Ate?

(77) What Games Do You Have On Your Phone?

(78) Would You Give A Homeless Person CPR If They Were Dying? Why Or Why Not?

(79) Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight?

(80) Stalked Someone On A Social Network?

(81) Do You Like Meeting New People?

(82) Do You Wear Rings? If You Do, Take A Picture Of Them.

(83) Do You Sleep With Your Bedroom Door Open Or Closed?

(84) What Are Three Things You Did Today?

(85) What Do You Wear To Bed?

(86) List All Of Your Different Beauty Products You Have Right Now.

(87) Are You A Day Or Night Person?

(88) List All Of Your Video Games On Your Phone, Console Etc.

(89) Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened.

(90) Favourite Soda Drink?

(91) What Sounds Are Your Favourite?

(92) Do You Wear Jeans Or Sweats More?

(93) How Do You Look Right Now?

(94) Name Something That Relaxes You.

(95) What Tattoo Do You Want?

(96) Favourite YouTuber?

[yt-memes]

Ask me stuff cause, im booreddd

[335am]

ask meee

[sad-plath]

sarah bahbah

[trgan]

quá mệt phải live up với những kì vọng của mọi người

[trgan]

get drunk / playlist by me

[trgan]

[trgan]

Osaka The place you and i dreamt of.

[verybee]

the kind of music asks i always want to see

so i made my own list:

1.    a song from the year you were born 2.    a song that reminds you of school 3.    a song tied to a specific moment in your life 4.     a song that is not sung in your native language 5.     a song over 5 minutes long 6.     a song under 2 minutes long 7.     an instrumental 8.     a classical piece 9.     a song with no percussion 10.   something you’ve heard performed live 11.   something you’d give ANYTHING to hear performed live 12.   a song by an artist who’s from where you’re from (town/city/state/country) 13.   a song made suddenly precious because of a special someone 14.   a song made suddenly awful because of a special someone 15.   something to BELT SHAMELESSLY/do DIVA HANDS to 16.   something to SCREAM ALONG to 17.   a song for raging 18.   a song that demands lipsyncing into a makeshift microphone 19.   the last song you had stuck in your head 20.   a song you’re dying to master all the words to 21.   a song that you could SLAY at karaoke 22.   a song you can’t help but dance to 23.   a song that makes you want to dance on a table 24.   a song that makes you wanna STRIP 25.   a song with a great music video 26.   a song that makes you act out the music video when you hear it 27.   a song with counting 28.   a song with spelling 29.   a song with lots of clapping 30.   a song 40 years older than you 31.   a song you wish your parents didn’t know the words to 32.   a song whose lyrics shocked you once you were old enough to understand them 33.   a song you have ZERO patience for 34.   a song you’d like your favorite artist to cover 35.   a great song you discovered thanks to a movie 36.   a great song you discovered thanks to television 37.   a song you’re ashamed to have in your music library 38.   ok what’s the song you were too ashamed to even post for #37 39.   the most played song in your music library 40.   favorite disney song

[trgan]

/lamnham

Sáng có việc ra đường, tản mạn chút.

Một ngày hè nhiều sương. Mây mù và sương che khắp nên nắng vẫn gay gắt nhưng chỉ để lại hơi ấm bao phủ khắp làn da.

Hình như sở thích về mùi hương của mình đã thay đổi đôi chút. Thường thì vẫn thích những mùi mát hay ngọt mát, nhưng hôm nay lại xiêu lòng trước mùi hương của một chị đi trước, mãi chẳng muốn vượt. Một mùi hơi hắc rất phù hợp cho một buổi sáng thời tiết lạ thường như hôm nay.

Lại tản mạn. Tự dưng tự hỏi là, nếu mình làm điều mình thích mà nghèo khó vất vả chút, thì có thực mình sẽ được hạnh phúc không ? Mọi người bảo vậy mà, do what you love. Có thể là mình quá tham sân si nhưng tiền chẳng phải một yếu tố quá quan trọng tạo nên hạnh phúc sao ?

Do what you love hay Love what you do ?