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160 FOR A SINGLE

And I actually hit depth this time 😭 one more week left of my program and I’m nervous to see what my new PRs are.

145 SQUAT 😭😭😭

Dude I failed this weight the first time I attempted it and now I HIT IT (albeit kinda shaky form, but still!)

The progress is happening and now if I go to the gym with Tyler, he doesn’t have to unrack so much weight anymore. Baby steps man!

BRUH PR OF 195

This was my 2nd rep too because the first single’s recording got cut 🙃 but yo, when I lifted consistently (but not seriously), the most I could do was 165 and NOW LOOK AT ME WOW

5lbs away from my goal my dudes and I’m super excited

(Also pls ignore my shitty form here - I was exhausted okay)

PS. Shoutout to the nice lady who recorded it for me and hella hyped me up

OKAY so preface this is 120lb squat. 10 reps max effort & HOLY SHIT I WANTED TO DIE (you can tell because my whole lower body is shaking like jello).

Lowkey, I thought I was gonna fail and not finish 10 reps. But somehow, I told myself not to be a little bitch and I wasn’t a little bitch LMAO. But I’m just really happy I was able to do 120 because for the longest time, 120 was all i could do for squat weight. Now that I can do 10 - WOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Okay I’m done raving about this baby ass weight but I see progress & I guess I’m just really excited about that.

(Also maybe I’m going to use tumblr to monitor my progress - bc again, I’m scared to post this shit on any other platform of social media lol)

So I’m too scared to post this on my other social media, and since my tumblr is ancient and no one really follows me on it anymore, here we go.

I’ve started back up gymming since I’ve been back from finishing MS2. I felt really tubby from eating terribly and I wanted to get back to feeling strong & healthy. Started this 5-week program to get to doing higher weights & I’m definitely feeling the burn. But ya know, I’m trying to get that nice rounded booty 🍑

The love of my life right here. He helped my friends & parents throw me a surprise quarter of a century party. I was honestly ridiculously surprised. And even though Tyler hates dancing, he took me to the dance floor and danced with me. Hehe what a gr8 start to break before MS2

#ttg #loml #medschool #break

A little update on life and on tumblr I used to write and scroll through this everyday. It was my journal and unfortunately, the journal I actually write it hasn’t been consistent. But, I want to document my journey so far as I am slowly finishing up my first year of medical school. I definitely am not a traditional student but I think that has impacted me for the better. I’m doing something I love and the information isn’t something I’m trying to “binge & purge” about. I’m trying my utmost best to internalize it because (hopefully) one day, this information can make the difference of life or death for a future patient. So when I understand the material and feel like I have a grasp, I feel smart. I feel accomplished and that’s something I haven’t felt for a long time before entering medical school. All the rejections from other schools made me doubt myself and I seriously considered changing my career choice to something different. However, things have changed. I’m doing well in school and it’s a way for me to prove to all those nay-sayers that I can and most certainly will become a physician. Med school is definitely no walk in the park and having to make new friends is hard especially in a different place. But I’m slowly finding a new family out here and I’m feeling much better about it. So I just wanted to document me prepping before clinical skills and reflect on my time here so far.

#medschool #MS1 #wow almost done

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You know it's A++ when you cry and it doesn't run

#shitty night #thanks feelings #you suck major ass

Take one deep breath at a time. That's all you can do sometimes

#personal

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This dog warms me up inside

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A Love Letter to the Girl Who Never Knew

They say your eyes dilate when you look at the person your heart desires. So I wonder if that’s what you see when you catch me staring. I know I do it too much, but have you seen YOU? You have eyes that make the clearest summer sky pale in comparison. A blue hue so bewildering, I’m pretty sure Eiffel65 made a song about it. Your smile. Oh god, don’t even get me started. How many languages would it take me to fully describe how the simple upward curve of your lips provokes euphoria? God, that’d take forever. No one has time for that!

Except, maybe…me. You don’t know how I could go on and on about you. Or at least, I hope you don’t. I could write sonnets that would make Shakespeare green with envy. TV networks would assault my door, craving the romantic comedies my fingers could base off us. My mind groans at the whispers my heart speaks when you’re near. I disgust myself with the cheesiness that oozes from my soul. Like who am I anymore?

But a love sick puppy, quietly but not subtly seeking your presence. My life has become so much better with you in it. But I’m too scared to tell you. Too scared to lose you. To push you away with my annoying desire to always hang. So please don’t be a mind reader. And let me keep my secret locked away.

LAWL. Fuck this.

#Tricia's #random #ass #thoughts #at #4am