Helloo, I'm Cyro / Meow. I use he / it / thing pronouns. I'm the host of a P-DID cyclogenic system, although it is rare for headmates to post on my account. I am a Male-ish Gaybian Abrosexual with a too complex identity to fully explain in one post
Meow has been around radqueer spaces for a long time(2-3 years now), meow is very open to questions from people about the rqc (or general questions ngl... I just like helping people with info ok)
I don't believe in DNIs, therefore I don't have one, I block freely and on sight
More info about me + tagging system under cut
- Meow is an ID hoarder in various categories, this includes transIDs, sexualities, origins, emoji combos, and much more!
- Meow switches between referring to self as meow/meowself and Me/I, anytime I am referring to everyone in the system, I use We/Us
- Meow loves getting asks, send meow random bullshit
- Meow is KittyQueer, Old-radqueer and fluid-c, I do not like contact discourse, do not involve me in it
- Meow has 3 partners and is in a closed relationship with each, destiny bond with my wife (will only be called Wife or My Wife), a queer platonic with my plushie, Kitty, and a toxic one-sided relationship with multiple fictional characters (open-sharing)
- Meow is socially stunted due to isolation, bullying, etc etc reasons. I may say things that are wonky, accidentally rude, or talk too much. If you are confused by my words, ask for clarification!
- Meow is not interested in any kind of discourse, old or new— meow finds debating others to be frustrating for himself and as such meow avoids it. Any asks or comments trying to do so will be deleted
Main IDs (pls affirm these more than others I mention): TrisPanPD, TransCatPaws (legs specifcally), IRL catboy, PanShota, PanAddict, GenitalFlux, MultiAge (12-29-infinite), Multi-Kin (Disease, Angel, Black Cat, Pigeon, Frog, and Dr Masacrik), and multiple MUDs
Paras: 🐾, 🍸, 🧸, 🧵, has both disordered/trauma induced paras and non-disordered paras, ur free to guess which ones are which if u gaf
Tagging system
#☆ meow talk - General posting
#☆ meow shares - reblogs
#☆ meow answers - asks n such
#☆ meow darkside - nsft, transharmed/ful, and transhated/ful posts
#☆ meow pretty girl <3 - posts about meow's wife
#☆ meow others posts - posts made by headmates
Extra note about tags: I try my best to include trigger warning and content warning tags, I also try to include image descriptions when I can, however if I forget a tag, or you would like me to describe an image I haven't, do not be afraid to send me an ask abt it!! I try my best to be accessible, and I will accept tips and criticism for doing so 🫶
(Graphic made by @/totallynotgerman)
(Userbox made by @/mortuarymanic)
(Do not remember the user who made this, if u have the @ please let me know!)
Seems my system has started to become introject heavy.... always thought we would be a brainmade only system with maybe 2 introjects... however 20 out of the 48 we have rn (been splitting alot recently shhhh) are fictives or some other kind of introject...
Not complaining though, when I hop on vrchat more often they like to full front more often since seeing themselves in an irl mirror can be disturbing, meanwhile on vrchat they can find themselves pretty easily
Oh and hanging out primarily with other rqs or at the very least system safe folks on vrchat helps alot... been trying to unlearn suppression and masking since the others don't like it much and as much as I do value safety, I want to try and find a middle ground for them to be open while still keeping ourselves bodily safe
; a term for transitioning towards... whatever, not really knowing nor caring what gender you're transitioning to. this is cassiaspec and UIN, and may fall under transgengen(link) depending on the being. this is not transitioning towards whatevergender(link).
hey um i don't mean to be rude but i saw your post about how identifying with a transdisabled identity isn't harmful but it kind of is, as a disabled person. i'm not gonna clown on your methods of coping, god knows i've hd my fair share of rough waters in that vein, but as a disabled person it can lead to a lot of misconceptions, bad rep for those of us genuinely suffering from the disabilities you "identify" as, and it comes across as horribly insensitive. i just would like to know why in the world you identify with it? do you know what it is like to always hurt? do you want that, do you want to never know peace because of how much agony you are in all of the time? do you want to have difficulty walking and standing and talking and just existing without suffering? i can't fathom wanting to be disabled. i would like to be corrected if i missed something but it just doesn't make sense to me, sorry.
Hi anon, im only gonna reply once bc I hate debating, but I do enjoy trying to educate others
I am also (cis)disabled and personally identify myself as trisabled (trans and cis). To say that transabled people give us bad rep is using the same rhetoric as transmeds saying "people who use neopronouns give ACTUAL trans people who are suffering a bad rep", either way people are going to be ableist assholes to you and I in both the medical field and in our social lives
Also I DO know what its like to be in pain all the time, and guess what? I don't think I would personally want to give away my disability if I could. Its become something very ingrained in who I am as a person and fuels alot of how I act and in certain things that I believe in. It sounds very condescending and not very genuine asking of you when you say "why would someone want to be in pain all the time? I hate my disability, that means you should to" (exaggerating but yk). There are a million reasons why someone might identify as transabled
2 reasons I can come up with at the top of my head are: 1) someone doesn't believe they are "disabled" enough to refer to themselves as such, and to cope with internalized ableism they use transIDs to cope (like I do), and 2) atypical dysphoria is a term used in transID spaces, whether or not someone is actually dysphoric idgaf I believe in full character customization, but thats another can of worms to open, anon. Atypical dysphoria can be awful to deal with, for people with specifically wanting to be amputated, think of BIID. However obviously theres multiple different transIDs for being transabled so thats why I am saying atypical dysphoria, merely making a connection to try and make sense. Me personally I have severe atypical dysphoria around not having cat legs, I have purposely harmed my own legs because I cannot stand looking at them, I have had melt downs not being able to have actual cat legs. The cherry ontop? Nearly impossible to talk about it irl because of how abusive the psych system is + antis being assholes and thinking all transID folks must be "insane and need to be locked up forever because who would EVER want something so awful or strange?"
In a nutshell anon: I do know what its like to be in pain all the time, to experience ableism from both my own community and others, to deal with the shitty medical system and its bigotry. And yet I still love myself and my disabilities, and nor do I think transabled people gives us a bad rep when either way we already have it. Whether or not you were actually trying to get answers or being a dick (tone in message is very flip flop,,, im trying to think in good faith but I truly do not know ur intentions), I am hoping this answers your questions.
And don't just take my words as gospel, do some external research in the history behind the label and why people identify as such, talk to other transabled people to understand their experience, read articles, and come to your own conclusions then, I am not the all knower of all transID folk (sounds like a nice title huh...)
Mmmmmm been dead for a bit too long from the rqc (I say as if I didnt post like 2 days ago but yk shhhh)
Meow has gotten back into writing fanfiction tho bc of the big qsmp2 hyperfixation
Meow has also been meaning to get back on vrchat... however friends, my wife, plus extra responsibilities im not allowed to talk abt publicly rn been keeping meow busy
Hmmm... maybe I could use my new fanfic writing to interact more in main tags. Id have to use a different ao3 account however (main acc is too connected to irl responsibilities, those who know me off tumblr may already know or can ask lolz)
But hey, pretty sure radqueers would like to see any radqueer media, I may not be able to draw or edit, but I sure as hell can crank out 1-3k words given a couple weeks of free time
It may be ocs, or it may just be characters relating to my hyperfixation atm🤷♂️ either way radqueer writing MAY be made
Now that im not FULLY busy now... I can get back into my qsmp 2 grind and keep annoying tf out of everyone since its the only thing I can actually talk abt
Was truly going crazy while gone and I couldn't watch any of my usual povs. Kept going thru clips in my flashdrive to keep me at least a little okay cuz we love when hyperfixations are so strong they start causing issues
