Rhi

These are my feelings.

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Sunday, December 30, 2012

I haven't been busy. I have no excuse as to why I haven't been posting. I hope I end this year in a good way?

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Tuesday, Dec. 4 2012

SHIT FUCK SHIT FUCK SHIT IMMA DIE.!

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Monday, Dec. 3, 2012

Today was awesome, I proved myself in basketball. Well at least I think so. I got in trouble for PDA though. This is like the first time in 2 years :p Oh and i also learned that my boyfriend needs a lesson in back massages :)

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Thursday, Nov. 29, 2012

Hey, I was sick yesterday! I threw up mucus in 5th and 7th period and right when i got home I puked all over my drive way.. It was some nasty shit. But, oh well, I'm better now. :)

I don't really have anything to talk about today... Another day in the boring life of a teen in Texas. Nothing interesting ever happens. But, nothing bad happens so I guess that's good!

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-Confucius

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Tuesday, Nov. 27, 2012

So, I had a basketball game yesterday. We won. With no congratulation or good job at all from our coach, we were made to do 100 wall jumps 20 mountain climbers, 20 jump squats, and numerous down and backs. I HAVE NO CLUE WHY HE WAS PUNISHING US! But oh well i guess.

After my terrible workout I called my dad for a ride home and he refused to pick me up from school unless I played on his volleyball team tonight. So despite the fact that I just did all that work and that iIm super sore, I played for him. I regret it 100%. My dad has such bad sportsmanship! He literally took the ball out of my hand when i was about to serve and made the whole team change rotation just so that he could serve first. GRR.

Well in history class today we learned about Confucianism and i learned that the founder of the religion was Confucius. Apparently he was a really wise man and some of his quotes really inspired me like:

"Our greatest glory is not in never failing, but in getting up every time we do."

"I want you to be everything that’s you, deep at the center of your being."

"The will to win, the desire to succeed, the urge to reach your full potential... these are the keys that will unlock the door to your personal excellence."

And a more familiar one to us Tumblr-ers.

“It does not matter how slowly you go as long as you do not stop.”

Til' next time.

Rhi

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Common now?

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Monday, Nov. 26, 2012

I wanna act like my life is hard, and stressful. I wanna have a reason to be lazy and to give up on most of the things in my life. I want to be able to wake up in the morning say "fuck it" and roll over. But I can't. I can't because when I go to school and talk to people around me I realize how a lot of people have life 10x worse than I do. I realize how blessed I actually really am.

Even if my siblings  get at my nerves 24/7, or my mom criticized ever single thing I do, or balancing school and athletics and home all at the same time becomes too hard, I still don't have it as hard as some people.

Yes I could sit here and name every problem I have and complain and moan, but in the end do I really deserve to? What have you done to make someone else's day a little easier? Nothing than why do you think everyone has to make yours that way?

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Happy Holiday Season :)

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Sunday, Nov. 25 2012

Today was Tristan's birthday. I ended up waking up a little later than usual to a text saying " Hey wanna come eat lunch with me and my parents for my birthday after church? If you don't that's fine." I got that text at 8, and I read it at 11. I was scared that I was gonna be late but i ended up being able to go. We ate at a restaurant in town named Haiyashi. Its a Japanese grill. OMG IT WAS SOO GOOD.

After we ate we decided to go see a movie. We saw Red Dawn.. I think that's what it was called. I actually reeeeeeally liked it. Except the whole time Tristan kept moving away. Like even if my shoulder rubbed his. Oh well, I doubt he was doing it on purpose.

About the gift. I already talked about how I didn't think the comics were enough and stuff so I decided I was going to get him and incense burner too. He seemed to like both of them soo I guess I did good. Ill just have to get him something way awesome for Christmas.

Til' next time.

Rhi

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Thursday, Nov. 22, 2012

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Thursday, Nov. 22, 2012

I don't think I'm a good girlfriend. I mean I don't even know what he wants for his dang birthday. Its on the 25th. I mean I know he's a geek and all but, I just wanna get him something he'll love. Not just a dang comic book I don't even know if he'll like.

I got online and and looked on e-bay. I found a comic book series that I thought he'd might like so i went ahead and bought them but when they came in they turned out to be really ghetto and suckey. I just wish I could get him something as amazing as he is. We've been dating for 6 months now. But before that all this he was one of my very best friends. LOOOONG story. I should write about it though. I think its beautiful. :)

I think I'm gonna try to write him a love letter. I don't know why because I absolutely SUCK at writing too. Its like nothing I do is good enough for him according to me.

Hes the best and he deserves the best.

-rhi