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@trueleelovelee
The graphic design on this is 💯. I ❤ it.
03.08.2019
Sometimes I still feel like killing myself. I'm pretty sure I should.
02.25.2019
I'm feeling really bad about myself. I feel super fat. I'm scared out of my mind because I started a different version of my antidepressants today, and I don't want to gain any weight. I have binged the last two days after my vacation. I didn't exercise today. I'm scared I won't ever have the willpower to get to where I want to be. I'm filled with self doubt. I kind of hate who I am because I should have the willpower to get to where I want to be; I am an adult, not a toddler. I feel stupid and incapable. I feel ugly. I want to spend a bunch of money on clothes that I don't need with money I don't have- another example of my impulsiveness although this I can and do control. Small win. I don't know what I'm doing with my life. I don't know how to change my thought processes. I'm tired and don't get enough sleep. I stay up later than I should for no apparent reason besides the fact that I don't want to go to sleep. Maybe there's a reason I don't want to go to sleep because I have nightmares every time I do. I wish I was normal. I wish that I was odd enough to embrace my eccentricities and express them. I was I could consolidate who I am and who I know I could be. I wish I could cleanse myself of everything that's holding me back but can't. I'm the only one that's holding me back. I wish I could cleanse myself of myself.
Rant over. I'm glad that I got to the heart of my anxiety though.
the first five emotes on your recently used emojis describe you as a person ready set go
😂❤️😊🙌🏼😭
🤣😂😊😉😕 Haha, story of my life.
02.12.2019
There's about 20 lbs in between these photos. Before at around 140 and now at 160. I thought it would be interesting to compare. The left is July 2017 and the right from this evening. I'm actually a little impressed that it isn't hugely different because it feels that way. I kind of idolize my body before and I hate the one I currently have. I'm doing good with being consistent though. Day 5 down. It's always the first two weeks that are the most difficult. I can do this. I will stay dedicated and consistent. There's no reason I can't get back down to 140. I'm feeling good that I'm exercising again even if it's been less than a week. I'm feeling better already, and really, it's one day at a time. Each moment of good decision making is forward momentum. I shouldn't downplay it, but instead let it inspire me to continue making good decisions. I know I can do this.
@johnboy5933 submitted: I started this journey almost 6 months ago and was 237 pounds, I’m currently at 183 pounds and have never felt better. More Before & After pics HERE, or SEND in yours. JOIN our newsletter for tips and exclusive content. New INSTAGRAM 😁 ❓ How’s he looking? Any before body doubles out there? ✅ Reblog and Like if he should be proud.
Damn. That's amazing progress!
Perfect song this morning to finish my workout. I used to listen to it all the time at my fittest.
Same fatness but I started exercising again. Day 4. Lol. I'm feeling like I can make this a habit again. I've been paying for a gym membership for months and haven't gone once because of my anxiety. I'm going to brave it tomorrow. Good luck to me...
12 Steps For Self Care
If it feels wrong, don’t do it
Say exactly what you mean
Don’t be a people pleaser
Trust your instincts
Never speak bad about yourself
Never give up on your dreams
Don’t be afraid to say “no”
Don’t be afraid to say “yes”
Be KIND to yourself
Let go of what you can’t control
Stay away from drama & negativity
LOVE
01.09.19
First win of the day has been resisting the urge to get a breakfast burrito from my favorite coffee shop. Yay! 🤣
Are we crazy?
Livin' our lives through a lens
Trapped in our white picket fence
Like ornaments
So comfortable, we're livin' in a bubble, bubble
So comfortable, we cannot see the trouble, trouble
Aren't you lonely
Up there in utopia
Where nothing will ever be enough?
Happily numb
So comfortable, we're livin' in a bubble, bubble
So comfortable, we cannot see the trouble, trouble
Ah, so good
Your rose-colored glasses on
And party on (woo)
Turn it up, it's your favorite song
Dance, dance, dance to the distortion
Turn it up, keep it on repeat
Stumblin' around like a wasted zombie
Yeah, we think we're free
Drink, this one's on me
We're all chained to the rhythm
To the rhythm, to the rhythm
Turn it up, it's your favorite song
Dance, dance, dance to the distortion
Turn it up, keep it on repeat
Stumblin' around like a wasted zombie
Yeah, we think we're free
Drink, this one's on me
We're all chained to the rhythm
To the rhythm, to the rhythm
Are we tone deaf?
Keep sweepin' it under the mat
Thought we could do better than that
I hope we can
So comfortable, we're livin' in a bubble, bubble
So comfortable, we cannot see the trouble, trouble
Aha, so good (so good)
Your rose-colored glasses on
And party on (woo)
Turn it up, it's your favorite song
Dance, dance, dance to the distortion
Turn it up, keep it on repeat
Stumblin' around like a wasted zombie
Yeah, we think we're free
Drink, this one's on me
We're all chained to the rhythm
To the rhythm, to the rhythm
Turn it up, it's your favorite song (oh)
Dance, dance, dance to the distortion
Turn it up, keep it on repeat
Stumblin' around like a wasted zombie
Yeah, we think we're free
Drink, this one's on me
We're all chained to the rhythm
To the rhythm, to the rhythm (woah)
It is my desire
Break down the walls to connect, inspire
Ay, up in your high place, liars
Time is ticking for the empire
The truth they feed is feeble
As so many times before
The greed over the people
They stumblin' and fumblin' and we're about to riot
They woke up, they woke up the lions (woah)
Turn it up, it's your favorite song (hey)
Dance, dance, dance to the distortion
Turn it up (turn it up), keep it on repeat
Stumbling around like a wasted zombie (like a wasted zombie)
Yeah, we think we're free (ah)
Drink, this one's on me (ah)
We're all chained to the rhythm (we're all)
To the rhythm, to the rhythm (we're all chained to the rhythm)
It goes on, and on, and on
It goes on, and on, and on (turn it up, it goes on and on and on and on)
It goes on, and on, and on (on and on and on it goes)
'Cause we're all chained to the rhythm
“I am both worse and better than you thought.”
— Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals Of Sylvia Plath (via books-n-quotes)