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The premature death of a parent and the effects on your relationships.

I lost my mother to Cancer at the age of 16. As a result I....

Lack of self worth.

I Lack of self-esteem.

I’m depressed.

I hate being alone.

I’m a mess that only few can understand.

I am Bereaved....

And statistics show that I will probably die early because of it.

So don't beat me down when I tell you, I love you. Just lie to me for heaven sakes... I already feel worthless. Whats the worst a little bit of false hope could do?

Somebody is literally all I need. Somebody to give a shit. Somebody to tell me that I am loved no matter what. Somebody to shoot me a text the odd night and say “ Hey guy, How are you doing”? Something a simple as that.

But there’s nothing from anybody. Because who wants to deal with that weird depressed kid?

I’m not a bad person... I fuck up, just like everybody else.

and believe me I am well aware that I'm hard to deal with.

It’s not my fault though.

I’m just tired of going at life without any love.

Its a meaningless existence.