the girl behind the mask

safe space to me but can be triggering to others. 25+, mostly posting about ed, depression & all the comorbidities that joined me along the way

[shisasan]

July 6, 1920 Letters to Milena by Franz Kafka First published : 1952

[maladapt3d]

Nobody has ever loved me the way I loved them

[brian4rmthe6]

[pup-purgatory]

[s1ck-pup]

[ghostonthestars]

Having a traumatic childhood is weird.

I miss childhood. Just not my childhood. I miss the experiences I was meant to have. I miss the small glimpses in which I lived somewhat nice, average childhood experiences.

I miss all that I never had and I wish I could go back and have it.

But if I were able to do so, I wouldn't do it. I don't think I would survive all of that again.

I miss childhood.

[s1ck-pup]

[cannagracie]

up at 1 AM inventing new ways to want and want and want and want and

[your-arms-are-my-cocoon]

it really hurts how im so behind in life

[karmareleased]

Really gross of me to desire attention, disgusting honestly.

[neglectedmutt]

i feel like a puppy no one wants

[unfiltereddddmess]

[pup-purgatory]

via

[yourgirlinpieces4]

all roads lead back to the loneliness i felt as a child

[blownawayy]

i want the world to stop for like 1 year so i can rest

[mournfulroses]

Anaïs Nin, from a diary entry featured in The Diary of Anais Nin, Vol. 3. (1923-1927)

[mournfulroses]

Georgia O’Keeffe, from a letter to Alfred Stieglitz featured in My Faraway One: Selected Letters of Georgia O'Keeffe and Alfred Stieglitz: Volume One, 1915-1933