#bekind!

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I wish I could tie u up in my shoes! Make me feel unpretty too!

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I wish I had friends/family or just some support, just someone I could speak to that I felt I could trust, someone that would listen, not judge me or go slagging me of to others, it's so hard to trust people 😕

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Last few weeks have been hard I'm not gonna lie, I feel like I'm drowning everything is on top of me that much, I should have seeked help weeks ago but just javemt, I'm literally just 1 step away from a break down

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I will love and fight for my kids until my dying days when I take my last breath, because if I don't who will?

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Do you ever just look at your family and watch how they behave, all the little jokes they have together that you don't know anything about and wonder why your wasn't involved or what you did wrong?

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I'd literally do anything for my kids, yet they always seem to think I'm a bad mom or I don't let them do anything, why is this, kids say the meanest things sometimes

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Seriously it's mother's day and not one person gives a shit, I have not stopped all day, was up at 5am and the kids are all being naughtier then ever, I can't take no more I'm about to walk out

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And so there back at school, I have 3 hours to myself before collecting my youngest from nursery and I intend to enjoy every minute of it!

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Parenting.....why can't my kids have a lie in ever! Then they decide to wake up and instantly argue with each other the minute they open there eye's, like hello I've just thought about something that pissed me of?

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Been a long day, physically and mentally. Felt like crap all day and had no motivation to do anything, I just wanted to go back to bed and rest 😴 tomorrow's a new day

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Enough is enough I just can't take anymore, I try so hard but this isn't getting any easier 😔 everyone else seems so much better with out me, I try so hard for everyone else and seem to have lost myself In the meantime

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It's so hard to see yourself how others see you, I try and express the insecurities I have to others and they just dismiss them and so oh don't be silly, am I being silly or are they seeing something I don't see ????

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What a day..........I'm so physically and mentally drained I can't wait to get in bed, literally haven't stopped all day

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“People start to heal the moment they feel heard.”

— Cheryl Richardson

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Setting this up to document my mental health journey...things are very hard at thw minute and I'm hoping writing things down might help a little #mentalhealth #imnotok # bekind