During our relationship together you asked me several times why i love you. Every time you asked this question the tone in your voice was one of doubt. It was as if you could not believe that someone actually loved you. I feel as if i never truly answered your question to the best of my abilities. I feel as if every time i would tell you the reason why, you just were not satisfied with the answer. You see, the love that i have for you is just so massive that there is no words that can truly explain it. Just in case you ever felt like i did not love you enough i want to try one more time to explain the reasons why i loved you and still continue to love you with every piece of me, even though we are no longer a thing.
You asked me several times why i love you so much as if someone else deserved that love more than you. First of all, i want to let you know that i did not choose to love you at first. The way our relationship started was not in the most conventional way, yet i can say with all honesty that you quickly filled my heart and there was no one else on the planet that i wanted to be with. i just wish that everything i felt for you, you also felt for me.
Romeo, I love you because when i stare into your eyes i can see how your soul yearns to be loved unconditionally. Because all the galaxies in the universe do not compare with the beauty of the galaxies i saw in your eyes. I love you because even on my hardest day, just being with you made nothing else matter and made everything better. I love you because the smell of your body made me feel at home, at peace, and comfortable. I love you because you have one of the most brightest minds i have ever met. because your voice makes my hairs stand up with goosebumps. because when i was with you in the day i did not want the moon to show her face, and when i was with you at night i dreaded the sun to shine its light. ]I simply wanted those moments to never end.
I can honestly say that i love you because my soul yearned to be near you, and when i was away, i felt this anxiety to be next to you because a part of me was missing. I still have those moments. I love you because as you slept, i would never get tired of just starring at you lay next to me. I remember saying to myself how lucky i was to have those moments with you. I loved watching your chest go up and down as you breathed in and out, and seeing how the light of the moon caressed your face and body as it shined in through the window on those summer nights. I love you because i miss talking to you about everything and nothing. Sitting in your car at night, enjoying each others company, talking about the present and future all night, and watching the sun come up in the morning. I will forever cherish those moments. I love you because when you sang it filled me with hope that one day we would be more than just you and I, and one day be us.
The love that i have for you is so grand that i did not mind caressing your skin with the tips of my fingers so that you could fall asleep. Also massaging your aches away when you felt worn out and tired. I love you so much that i never asked for much. It was truly a pleasure to make most of your wishes come true. I love you because even when things got hard between us, i never once wanted our romance to end. Even though it did. I love you so much that i did not mind filling your body with kisses, even though i never got one in return.
Romeo, I love you because you were yourself around me. You never tried to be something you were not. You were true to yourself, and you stuck to your word. I fell in love with that young man, who was full of hope and dreams. I love you so much that i was willing to help you make those dreams come true. Thank you for making me smile. Thank you for making me happy. Thank you for giving me time, because it’s the one thing we can never take back, its priceless. Thank you for letting me love you. This is why i love you.
I love you Handsome. #always
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