Mommy to be

Hopefully. Ttc for 6 months as of September. Chef Colorado

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Fuck

10 dpo negative test That's fuckin great

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8dpo

This is the farthest I have ever gone without af coming and I'm super excited. I am getting hot and cold flashes and nausea out the wazooo. I pray every evening and every morning and I asked God for a sign and I think this is it. ❤❤❤❤

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CD 6

Little bit of blood still flowing. I tested on my opk and negative all my apps at the 11th is gonna be my O day. I'm excited because that is pretty close. I'm so excited

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CD 5

Bleeding has gone back down to a lighter flow. Feeling good and I'm excited to start testing for ovulation. I've got a feeling this is our cycle 💫💫💫💫 baby dust to everyone ❤

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I decided to share my point of view with my Facebook friends. And also, my tumblr family. I’m not ashamed to be a teen mom. I’m going to be a wonderful mother.

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I don't want a lot of money, or fancy cars or to be famous. I just want to hold my baby in my arms. I just want to be a mother.

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never lose hope

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CD 4

I know I already posted today but I'm having a pretty normal flow which makes me happy. Please send all the baby dust you can my way and maybe our shooting star will get here 💫💫💫💫

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Cd4

Period. I hate my period. It's awful when I'm going to sleep and it gushes when I move like whyyyy. Anyway. Still feeling hopeful. Going to take a ovulation test tomorrow hopefully my period goes away. I'm really excited cause the depo should be completely out of my system so I'll ovulate.

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CD 3

I'm so tired 😭😭😭😭 went to bed at 12. Not a good choice. Anyway, the blood is about medium flow. Nothing fancy is happening but that's okay. This will be my cycle I just know it. Hubby is excited about it all. 💫💫💫💫💫

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Baby hopes

I was talking with the hubby about the baby and as we hugged and I had wished for the baby I saw a shooting star. Maybe this cycle is my cycle ❤❤💫💫💫💫💫

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When I see blood, even though I know it’s my period again, there’s a stupid, hopeful voice in my head that says, “wait, no, maybe it’s just spotting!”  And then it’ll take a day or so for reality to set in.

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Me today 😭

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Please REBLOG/FOLLOW if you are TTC

Most of my ladies have gotten their BFPs (Congratulations, babes♡) But I feel like all my support is gone. Going through this journey is so hard, and I need some people who can relate.

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Please reblog if you're TTC!

Everyone I followed when I first started TTC has a baby now, which is great but sometimes I feel like I’m being left behind. There’s hardly any TTC stuff on my dash anymore so please reblog this if you’re TTC so I can follow you all ❤️

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I feel left behind all the time 😢

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TTC Rant.

Let me tell you before I get started that this has been coming. For a fucking while. I’m not directing this towards anyone with more than 1 kid or who have 7 kids. This is directed towards a few women/families in my hometown or people I know. Don’t take it so personal, but if you do – the shoe must fit you pretty fucking well. 

If you have a child(ren), you are one LUCKY motherfucker. You should understand that not everyone has the luck you have while producing your kid(s). You should understand that some people CANNOT have kids and are struggling for what you have everyday. Some people cry themselves to sleep for the little miracles that you have. Some people pay too much money to try to have the experience you have. Before you start dogging your kids, about being a parent, or trying to tell us TTC or anyone in general how tired, worn out, and a “handful” your life is after kids – save it. Actually, shove it SO FAR up your ass. I get it, you’re tired. I get it, you’re worn out. I get it, you look like a Walking Dead extra while your kids look like Princesses and Princes. I FUCKING GET IT, but I’m dying to have what you have. I know people who are dying to have what you have. And you stating your life was so much easier before you had kids is going to get my blood boiling to a different degree than angry.

If you’re lucky enough to have kids, don’t abuse it. I know this girl who continues to have kids, just because she can. Ali’s mom, she holds her kids over the kid’s father’s heads, (my boyfriend being one of her baby daddies). Don’t fucking abuse what others are wishing for, don’t fucking abuse what others are dying for, don’t abuse what others are going to sleep crying over. DON’T FUCKING DO IT. You think they are tax write-offs, you think you’re going to get your bf to stay because of a child, you think you can use them over people’s heads, JUST DON’T have kids. Or if you do, just love them for the miracles they are. They aren’t weapons, they are your blood. They aren’t the tool to fixing your marriage/relationship. They aren’t to be held over their mother/fathers head to get your fucking way. They aren’t a money bag, they are BEAUTIFUL gifts from God. & you’re just fucking lucky.

I swear, I just can’t tonight. I wish some people would wake up and realize how blessed and lucky they are.   

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I want all of it. I want the shock of the BFP, the fun surprise of telling your family, the awful nausea, the flutters, the kicks, the ultrasounds and hearing the heartbeat, the growing belly, the picking out clothes and cribs and strollers, the pains of contractions and labor, and first time I am able to hold my baby, the sleepless nights, the breastfeedings, the snuggles, the dirty diapers, their first day of school, their first crush, the homework help, their first school dance, and everything and any single thing in between. The tears, the laughs, the struggles, and the joys of parenthood. Please let me become a mother, it’s all I want.