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Tianna - 22 - Toronto♡ determined to be a millionaire | be an angel save a life | welcome to my world |

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[tstimpsonn]

Happiness

wake up

and immediately decide you’re happy

the course of your day is decided by your mood when you wake up

immediately decide you’re happy

Immediately decide its a good day

immediately decide you’re gonna get shit done

it’s all about the mindset

it’s all internal

wake up

and immediately decide you’re happy

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[tstimpsonn]

note to self

comparing yourself to other people will be the death of you. there is nothing that anyone else has that you need. obsessing over your worst qualities will warp your mind if it hasn’t already. you are strong. you are beautiful. you are worthy of happiness. accept your faults, embrace your downfalls, grow from your mistakes. they will only shape you as a person. the scars left behind from your troubles are stitched together by your strength. you are not defined by the city you live in. you are not how much money you make. you are not your family. you are you, and you is pretty fucking awesome. realize it. repeat it. live it. 

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[tstimpsonn]

it just seems like theres so much hate in the world right now

[tstimpsonn]

DO CONFESSION NIGTS LIKE YOU USED TO THEY WERE HILARIOUS

yeah they were pretty fun, i had to move them all to their own separate page. one of these days i will again, they always used to cheer me up

[tstimpsonn]

do you ever just feel really small?

not physically obviously. but emotionally, like your voice isn't being heard even though you aren't saying anything, or your presence in a room just seems insignificant? I do. all the time

i don’t know what it is, on the outside i could be laughing and joking with everyone around me seemingly having a good time but inside i just feel really empty. the things i say feel so hollow and i feel like i have no emotion. 

It’s just the weirdest concept to me because i’ve become so good at faking how i feel to seem happy and confident but really i just feel really anxious all the time. 

I try to step out of the situation in my mind and look at things differently but still i end up in the same empty mindset. I wonder to myself “am i being funny enough?” “can people tell somethings bothering me?” Ive learned to hide my feelings just to avoid the whole “what’s wrong, is everything okay?” conversation because in reality, nothing specific is ever really wrong, it’s just this weird general feeling i have it’s so hard to explain. 

i have no idea how to change it or even how to attempt to change it but what i want most in life is just to feel comfortable in my own skin. i’ve never been able to say that i do and that right there makes me even more anxious 

[fearofimperfection]

Less

comparing myself to others

slacking off

skipping workouts

skipping meals

being lazy

self destruction

sleeping in

feeling inferior

not speaking up for myself

taking things for granted

speeding through life

over thinking

procrastination

[fearofimperfection]

More

laughter

confidence 

working out

eating healthy

water

travelling

saving money

meeting new people

learning new skills

inspiring

being inspired 

finding myself

treating myself

taking care of myself

putting myself first

trying new foods

time management

appreciation

living in the moment

walks

reading

poetry

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[tstimpsonn]

Im in university & Im always that friend in the group that feels like he's unwanted.. dont know if my friends like me or not

Im really sorry to hear that ive been in that exact same situation and its not a good feeling at allll. To me a good group of friends that love and care for you will make sure theres no question they want you around. If you feel kind of unwanted maybe starting to branch out and find new people to hang out with is best. You said you're in university, boom you're right in the middle of hundreds of people looking to make friends. Talk to that person who sits beside you in one of your classes, you may find something you like about em. Goodluck buttercup 😘