飛躍を取る。

The end.

[rkoirp-blog-deactivated20200909]

just another really long 'au's i really want' post

[changemeback-archive-blog]

parxdisaical:

you’re the drummer for my brothers band and i find you really hot AU

lost in a random small town and you show me around AU

accidentally broke into your apartment because i was drunk AU

i found your dog wondering the streets so i decided to come and return him AU

i audition to model in your music video and we end up hitting it off AU

we get seated next to each other on a delayed flight AU

co-stars whose characters date each other on the show AU

pretending to date bc reasons AU

you’re a hot surfer and i’m an awkward person

working at an ice cream stand on the beach AU

accidentally found and read your diary AU

i didn’t know you were my teacher AU

woke up with amnesia AU

you’re a devil and i’m an angel AU

you’re a jock and i’m into theater AU

secretly have to date so our parents don’t find out AU

fame has gotten to your head so you were sent off to live with country relatives AU

pretending to date you because someone was obnoxiously hitting on you AU

i’m in a lame band and you’re the towns bad boy/girl AU

modern day romeo and juliet AU

we actually can’t stand each other but for some reason we talk everyday AU

ended up meeting in prison and now we’re in love AU

cross-country road trip gone wrong AU

stuck in a horrible zombie apocalypse AU

we fucked once and somehow keep bumping into each other AU

has to share a cab because there’s a thunderstorm ahead (and then gets stuck in ridiculous NY/LA traffic) AU

you’re a ghost and i’m a human and somehow we fall in love with each other AU

met on a cruise ship AU

get’s lost on an island together AU

we went on a long road trip and got into a car crash and we’re the only two who survived AU

gang member AU

i’m pregnant but it’s not yours AU

we go to the same coffee shop every evening to do homework but we never speak to each other until today AU

end up getting married in vegas although we’re total strangers AU

you apply to be my roommate AU

greasers / socs AU

we met in the summer and now i go to your school but you act like a typical jerk AU

it’s the 50’s / 60’s and we’re in love but our love is forbidden because of law AU

it’s the 50’s / 60’s and our love is so sweet it causes toothaches AU

we work at the same 50’s diner AU

i’m visiting your country for vacation and you show me around AU

modern day beauty & the beast AU

rich / poor AU

zombie falls in love with a human AU

hunger games AU

we runaway together and now we’re hiding from our parents and the police with no food, money, or clothes AU

alice in wonderland AU

detention on a saturday afternoon AU

nothing but a fragment of ones imagination AU (as in a coma & they imagine each other being real)

we rob places together as a couple and get away with it AU

all boys boarding school AU

best friends when we were young and then you moved and now we meet again at college AU

ouran host club AU

arranged marriage AU

we met at a really strict summer camp and ended up breaking all the rules together one by one AU

asylum AU

war AU

we both have cancer and go to the same support group AU

we decide to play a game of chicken together which leads to one thing or another AU

we’re both in conservative relationships so we decide to sneak off and be each others friends with benefits AU

we’re best friends and we take each others virginity’s AU

we dated when we were younger and now we’re step siblings AU

finds a death note and uses it to their advantage AU (based off of the anime)

our friends put us on a blind date AU

i’m only your friend because we smoke weed and get high together AU

[tsujimisen]

one spring day, an angel leaps into my arms

Lying on the couch  with him facing the gray shadowed canopy that once upon a time, a pure color of white. His pair of dark hues, presently dried after a long hour of crying as he reminisce the past days of his life -- those dark hours, and loud moments of pain that only tackle sorrows from his rib cage, and out to the vicinity - a man of chaos once again. Like a stick of candle reheated and ignited after it melted from the yesterday's nights -- remelting over and over until every bits of him fades and evaporate, clinging into dust. However, the process would continue a long time, because the wax in form of his soul bids to live long, as if it is waiting for a hope to come. Because faith comes with a price -- effort. Weaving of sighs and uninspired breaths has been his hobby for the past months. Albeit from time to time he would stand from his couch to do his daily routines, Sen would often find his self tangled into a series of thoughts - most of despair and agony. In the midst of cooking, when his shaky fingers couldn't open a simple can of sardines, he will boil into wrath. Anger relinquish and the next scene comes the tragic in the house. Flying debris of broken chairs, tables and utensils will come into life. Some would embrace his muscles, others would throw punches and kicks, leaving loud marks of bruises and cuts. In the end, Sen would slide on the wall, hands on his face and cries. Another hopeless day. Spring supposed to be a season of change, where darkness and winter melts as the sunshine and rays pokes from the thick clouds embrace.  Aspirations shall bloom in every corners of the city, even parks and country sides. However, as bright the spring would be, it doesn't reach him - Sen - as the man stays inside his dark, pitiful cave of his home, hiding from the light, for the people, from chances. And thus, an angel decides for a visit. One spring afternoon, while the depressed man lays on his couch, listening to the infinite tick of his clock pinned on his wall, and eyes gaze upon the never changing hue of gray on his ceiling, a loud collection of knocks echo from the door. As the man do not expect a visitor, a loud crease of a frown expected to grow on his face, albeit hesitant, he pulls his sore body from the couch and lazily walks towards the door. Hesitant, trembling hand cling on the metal knob whilst slowly twist it and crack the door open. An angel came, and she greets him with a smile. A young girl, possibly two years older or younger stand before the 27 year old confused man. On her hand she grasped an envelop - dark blue, scented and in average size. Sen refuse to acknowledge the kid's presence alone as he surveillance using his eyes, in search for an older person who happens to be with the young one. However, there's none. The kid continues to smile at him, and after a while of eye connection, she waves the envelop - inviting the man. Sen took the envelop, open it up and read. There are only a number of words written in the letter, but it was long enough to punch the man on the chest.  "My name is Yebin, and I am your daughter " One spring day, an angel leaps into his arms. And since then, Sen never let her go -- his angel. 

[newblogisjacindaelena]

 mignonette

[mvreen]

my edit sur We Heart It - http://weheartit.com/entry/125488709

[tsujimisen]

for the person who mentioned change first. the one who stops appearing on aim for reasons I don't know. who erase all glimpse of the past  the one who has pushed me to my decisions who has still owns a piece of my heart the one who first gave up I am not going to be sad anymore.

[tsujimisen]

strangers again

How should he forget the things that once made him happy? Those memories he told his self that he will keep forever? But then with just a small mistake, everything has changed. From sweet cotton candies to bitter sweet dark chocolates. Everything he thought of forever suddenly falls off right through his eyes. Like it is all fading. Turning into a cold smoke. Up in the sky like all it is wanted is to be with the clouds, above him. Sen know it’s not easy.  It is not that easy like how he change his phone’s wallpaper religiously or how easy he forget the things he did one night while he was drunk. It really isn’t. Some says time heals, some don’t believe and some tries to believe and if healing is forgetting Sen thinks he should wait. Wait until he, himself, get tired of all the memories he know he shouldn’t think of, ever. Let it all slip in between his fingers and never regret of letting it go. Leave it all behind the past and never look back. Let it scatter on the floor, around him, step into it like he hate it more than he hate the day his mother died. Forget about it. It will not help him. But then he know it is not that easy to forget, the memories, the sound of their laugh, the good butterflies in his stomach, the color of the sky that day and the smell of the wind as it softly touches his skins. Everyone knows, once it made he happy, it will stay in his heart. Forever. Or never.

[tsujimisen]

Coffees. Chocolates. Books. The cold wind. And seas and mountains. The trees and clouds. The moon and stars. Every time I see these little things it reminds me of how you are made and how you made me like these. The little kids in park. In some of my teachers, in friends. And in strangers. I always find you in them. The tiny little bits of you. You are everywhere. You are. But I ignore it. I ignore all of these. Because I’ll die again. Because the pain you left inside of me will never die, and it grows. It grows like grasses in abandoned houses. It grows alone and high even without anyone to see. What is goodbye. 

[because-she-loves-words-deactiv]

When you saw smeared ink on my hand, you asked what poem I was trying I write.

But you already knew that the poem was you. (via because-she-loves-words)

[pixiepinkz]

"How about we get some clothes first, then we can buy some food to bring back to the hotel to eat? How does that sound, love?" She looks over to him and continues to follow him to wherever he leads her, he was fully in charge right now since she didn’t have a clue where the heck the two of them were at. "I can’t believe I am here with you. I am in Paris with my love." She takes a deep breath still not able to comprehend everything that was happening to the two of them right now. It was all moving so quickly, but she didn’t care, it was somewhat romantic to just be whisked away like this by him all the way to Paris. As a bright smile lights her face up she looks ahead for a second. "Jesse, I love you." She says in a clear tone while her big brown eyes look up towards him. 

[tsujimisen]

Sen was quick to approve on her, bobbing his head slow and light as a declaration. He gave her a tight squeeze of a hug again before slowly letting go whereas holding her hand as they approach the main door. "Well, they are the basic necessities. I think there's a mall nearby, we can eat there as well-- and buy some fresh goods we can cook here for later or tomorrow." He was keen with happiness as he watches her beautiful expression, her voice telling him the unbelieving reality. "We're here, dear. We are" He whispers as he lean closer to her, planting another kiss on her lips whilst laughs afterwards when he heard her calling his real name. "Aha-- its been a while since you called me like that" He grins widely, winking at her. "I love you to, Bae Suzy"  

[pixiepinkz]

She looks over to him as she stretches her arms out and leans in for another peck, giving out a soft giggle she waits patiently for the plane to be all the way landed and ready to let people off. Once they were off the airplane she holds onto his hand tightly, being in such a foreign place was such a big change for her and she would stick by the one person she knows who will protect her no matter what. “You have been here before, right? So you know where to go and stuff? We don’t even need to worry about luggage since we didn’t even bring anything.” She looks around the airport taking in all the little details she could, her heart was racing faster than it has ever raced before. Some of it was from excitement and some of it was because she was a little frightened, but being able to hold onto his hand was something that was able to calm her down more than anything.

[tsujimisen]

"I can lead you to the places you wanted to go so don't be scared." He smiles at her and glances with gentle eyes, hooking his arms around her small frame and envelops her into a side hug. "Just hold my hand" He murmurs, taking one of her palm from the end of her waist. "This will be out adventure we'll never forget" And then, there was a chuckle, followed by small peaks onto her head, and all over her face. Sen sighs from the wonderful scenery unfolds before them; a relief, excited and happy sigh blended into one breathing. His grasp on her hand tightens as moments passed, cheekbones sores from his wide giddy smile. "Should we rest first or eat? It was a long trip after all." He gasp. "Ah-- we should buy some cloths as well."

[jumpinafterme-deactivated201702]

I’m in love with the idea of you and me still together in the future.

(via kwnyvl)

[kimxelsa-deactivated20140424]

Elsa glanced back at the man, not really pleased with what he had to say. “You don’t know how hard I’ve tried.” She shoved her hands into her pockets, despite the fact they were gloved.

[tsujimisen]

"I know by your results" He mused with his nonchalant expression, unconsciously mirroring her actions albeit pulled a box of cigar from his pocket instead of staying his palms inside. It's his own version of warmth.

[kimxelsa-deactivated20140424]

Elsa walked around, seeing everyone with either a partner or a group of people. She was the odd one out, of course. She continued walking and sighed. “How do people do that..” She muttered. “I can’t even get a single friend.

[tsujimisen]

"Maybe if you try a little harder" It wasn't the wisest advice nor the most polite way to engage int a conversation, but having an awful day from work whilst the tension building on the male's shoulders, he could not help not to be irked with his choice of words. 

[sumiseria]

ss . LINE

[sumiseria]

Inhale. Exhale. Her breaths were taken like a precautionary effort, steadily streamed through parted lips. She swore the scent was so vile and pungent, that even with her efforts, she could taste every drop of it’s cheap, foul contents. Right, because the wealthy don’t use public transit. Their perfume was no better, still a cloudy, gradual suffocation— just a slightly more tasteful ride towards death. 

While he wrapped his gaze around the source of their current hardship, she advantage of the moment. “Try breathing through your mouth. Live in enough cities and this’ll be nothing new,” she replied. Distracted by him, she forgot to breathe from her mouth, inhaling from her nostrils instead and causing herself to choke slightly before returning to normality. His unforgiving expression only heightened by his gruff appearance, she felt relieved as the woman stepped out, allowing her to distance herself from the stranger a little more. But she had no intentions of leaving the bus, not yet at least. She lifted a thumb, pointing it behind her as she spoke. “We could switch places. I don’t think I’m getting off any of the next stops.” 

[tsujimisen]

Sen rolled his eyes from the source of agony and sighed. He followed the woman's suggestions and filter his nostrils from the pungent scent, hanging his jaw a little so he could breath there. Not the most comfortable technique but he was left no choice. He stayed there for a couple of minutes until he surrender to it, breathing with his nose again. "Can't" A short respond whilst the frown on his face speaks louder than his mouth. He was a man with a lot of tolerance-- well except with this kind of aggravating scent. He was standing in patience still, but Sen knew it won't last long hence his decision to switch places with the younger albeit a little apologetic to what might cause her-- a close proximity for disaster. "Just two more stop" He whispered but sounded like a sigh. "Goodluck"

[larmoyante]

I have been loving you a little more every minute since this morning.

Victor Hugo, Les Misérables (via larmoyante)

[pixiepinkz]

She had been sleeping for some time on the ride now, her head was rested on her lovers shoulder while her mind filled with dreams. Images of the adventures the two of them were going to have in Paris. It still felt like a dream to her, she couldn’t believe that she was actually getting the opportunity to go to such a place…the best part of it was she was with Sen, her best friend, her lover, her rock. He was sitting right beside her and as the plane neared closer to it’s destination he started to push on her shoulder. Suzy mumbles a little, cracking her eyes open she looks up to him. “Yes?” She watched as he pointed out towards the window making her attention turn there. When she saw the plane descending she grinned widely and looked back to him. “Can you believe it? We are almost there.” Her voice was just a happy whisper, looking up into his eyes she leans in to give him a gentle peck before looking back out towards the window. 

[tsujimisen]

The trip on the plane was long and silent whereas they spend by slumbering half the entire ride. From time to time, Sen would open his eyes to check the exterior, watching the floating clouds and the descending of the sun. Later, darkness unfolds from his very eyes and the sky was shimmered by fancy twinkling lights. The scenery planted a small smile on the Japanese's face as he lingered his attention outside. As the plane moved accordingly to schedule, the soon arrived to their destination-- Paris. It's been years ever since Sen visited the nation and he would admit that most of his memories in the city of Lovers are melancholic and apparently violent. A bitter sour guarantees to stay onto his mouth if'll he traveled alone like all those years, but now- things change, he changed. Sen is not the old assassin anymore, and he's visiting the place far from aloof but with someone-- he loves and cherish. "It's real. Believe it babe" He whispered with a smile on his face whilst playfully pinched his lover's chubby cheeks. A small chuckle emerged from his mouth afterwards. "We're really here in Paris. Bienvenue, l'amour!"

[consciouslyunited-deactivated20]

Soaring above the city as i’m one with the sky. Skyscrapers are my landscapes and my vision is the lights. So much glory in all of my stories that led to something great. The potential I had, when I found my faith. Whenever I found myself at the bottom of the pit, I somehow found strength to never quit. I see the power resides in my tight held grip. I found a girl that looked past my imperfections. She was so perfect for me that it gave me a message. Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder its all about perception. So quit looking for flaws cause life is a blessing. Life on earth is a school. So don’t be afraid to ask questions. But most important, be yourself, and enjoy the present.

R.F (via victoryfountain)