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i made a big batch of elderflower cordial to give away to people as gifts (and some for myself and mom) this was so fun and rewarding to do and it smells heavenly!

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cheese sits on the toilet while we take showers, and i like to stand on my tip toes and draw his silhouette in the steam from a high angle, then stand back to see how warped it is from his actual shape

oil and acrylic on masonite

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my therapist was kinda mean to me today.

and then later i ran into the friend i just broke up with and the guy i blocked walking together. like i literally biked one meter next to them??! so weird.

but i actually am doing pretty well at the moment !

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i broke up with my oldest friend today. i don’t know how to feel :(

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got the decathlon hiking ballerinas. the quality isn’t too great (they were pretty cheap) and i can’t wear them without socks cause they give me blisters but nevertheless they are quite cute i like them with a cheeky white sock

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hello good morning what are y'alls plans for the day

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sleep is shit again

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for some reason i keep finding feathers everywhere and find myself to be very attracted to them and feel the need to pick them

up and bring them home.. i even painted some feathers the other day..

so naturally i have to google the spiritual meaning of feathers 😆

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first it was natural feathers but now im starting to see coloured ones too lol.. this one in the metro now and yesterday my therapist had orange feathers in her room for some reason??

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for some reason i keep finding feathers everywhere and find myself to be very attracted to them and feel the need to pick them

up and bring them home.. i even painted some feathers the other day..

so naturally i have to google the spiritual meaning of feathers 😆

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i was thinking today wow i’m glad i don’t have anxiety anymore and i am over that! then i went to bed and couldn’t fall asleep and got a bad anxiety attack and had to take xanax :( it’s starting to work now but i still feel a little weird :(

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i called my mom and she told me she had the same in the night that she couldn’t sleep and felt very sad and heavy and strange and then she realised tonight was the night my father passed away 25 years ago..

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i was thinking today wow i’m glad i don’t have anxiety anymore and i am over that! then i went to bed and couldn’t fall asleep and got a bad anxiety attack and had to take xanax :( it’s starting to work now but i still feel a little weird :(

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i love him

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i’m totally stuck and i’m hungry so it’s time for a break

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i’m so sad prince died and i never got to see him live… i should prob make sure to go see the cure before they die too..

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new fav song

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need to get myself on the saffron train