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JEN LEIGH TULLOCK . est 1983 ⋆˚꩜｡ bad credit, decent personality ｡ disclaimer unless stated otherwise, all of the gifs and graphics used on this blog are mine. for anything that is not mine: at the time of posting, content creators rules allow their media to be used. if that is the case, all credit goes to the respectable owners/creators. if something that isn’t my content needs to be credited specifically or taken down, please message me politely and i will do so. please do not use my gifs/graphics without permission ( Role play blog only )

[tullocks]

If you had an innie, what do you think her department would be? "Haha, I don’t know! If it were me, Jen, I think I’d really thrive in the art restoration department in Lumon. Give me some paint, put on some Debussy, and let me cook. I imagine Devon would want something more social so maybe she’d want to be in MDR. " You were able to portray a woman in a queer relationship as Anita St. Pierre in HBO’s Perry Mason, and have previously touched on your experiences growing up in conservative Kentucky. How does it feel for you to provide the on-screen representation that you may have not gotten as a young person yourself?  "That was so special. Getting to play a queer character an era (the 1930’s) that produced so many of the films I grew up watching was especially cool because I was playing a queer woman in costumes from the period of film that helped me escape the darker parts of my closeted childhood. Also any chance to carry a brass embossed cigarette case is a chance I’ll take."

[eizagzlz]

EIZA: tell you you have a private account or do you really spend all the time away from social media? send me all the stupid gifs and all the memes. my sense of humor is broken and i love the supidiest memes so come on beba, send them to me! i am your person! the FOMO of not being your bestie during high school is real! you must have been the coolest. EIZA: Oh you were straight for a moment? a typical straight couple? nice one Mrs Paulson. I wonder how he recovered from losing THE Sarah Paulson. How a man recover from that? serious question. Women won though! oh! the story about student-teacher/mentor. i totally understand the feeling!! many teachers were the reason of the awakening of thousand of baby lesbians. i saw you as a witch again and i screamed. i am really excited about seeing all the witches. emma is one of my besties and i love seeing her in action in the ahs universe. oh god! i would be so good playing a laywer with you and the rest of the women. what can i do to get a role?

[tullocks]

SARAH: i'm undercover, lady. the only thing keeping me from fleeing socials, is my need for scrolling dog videos on reels. oh man, my humour is just as stupid and broken so i knew there was a reason i was drawn to you. i like to send the most dumbest shit when i'm half asleep, so i can't take total fault....and so it add's a flare of never knowing when i'm about to send anything. you better do the same! i was faaaaaar cooler then i am now, just annoying trouble maker SARAH: 😂😂 SARAH: "straight" for a second, yeah. noting typical about it though, and i wouldn't say he did SO bad, he bagged himself carrie coon, i'm the jealous one. it's a "canon event" as they say, even just being a little more into older woman, always have. But now i totally wanna know who your actual awakening was, gimme that info. I'll admit, i've never felt more powerful then when i put back on that Cordelia wig, and you know, being the supreme 😉 well excuse me, she is ?! okay so sexy laywer AND witch, i don't know what the fuck ryan's waiting for, but i'll give him a little push. cause if i had the full say, you'd be on set asap.

[paulakellyfms]

Now this is the first time that I've been called a blonde bombshell. Now I'm going to be hoping that more people describe me as such. I'll be honest, I'm glad that it was blonde versus any other color that would be hecka bright. Please, there's no reason to be jealous of me! Now now, Sarah! Do you really want the same blonde as me? I know your color now is perfect. I've been gushing about her since I met her, truth be told. The fear I had of her saying now was fully there, but when she said yes? Something within me clicked and knew that I had to give her the entire world while making her happy for the rest of our lives. Aw, tell me about it! We all deserve a grand love story. That's what I thought too. Once you know...that's it there's no reason to beat around the bush. It was nice doing what we wanted and having no pressure from anyone else, you know.

[tullocks]

Then i'm gonna need every every magazine and every online article to quote me on being the first to do so, Mr blonde bombshell. There'll have a picture of Marilyn monroe, and then you. oh pfft, you could've been made dye it blue, and somehow i'd still be jealous. Well yeah, i sure do, Paul. I'll wait till we wrap, though. Then we can twin, if you plan on keeping it too. How's she like the blonde. Sarah's an actual angel, so i get it, man. You'd be a fool not to be. You knew, she knew, so why the hell not. It's the perfect way to you two went about it, and i'm both your biggest cheerleaders, cause you're both disgustingly adorable. Well you say things like that, and you give the people hope, dude. Trust me, i 'beat around the bush' and i had a failed engagement, i'll live vicariously through yours.

[joyousanya]

i assure i was there, just so much happened, i didn't get the chance to see you, however i'll be around new york soon for you. it's not making me the happiest how long it's been since i've seen you so as soon as i finish press, i'll come right to you, darling. you have my word. dancing, ooh, i love this for us. sounds like we'll be taking over new york together. sounds like the best night and i'm truly looking forward to it all now, with you.

[tullocks]

Considering everybody on the planet was at that wedding, and in Italy, i'm just gonna blame my terribly eyesight on spotting your beautiful self, lady. Did you stay a few extra days and take advantage, or fly right off ? And i'll holding you to that, Anya ! I wanna hear all about your press adventures. I'm so serious, we're going big. I wanna find those hidden speakeasy's around the city, or end up on a dance floor i have no idea how on earth we ended up on, it's been forever and a day since i've had a night like that, and with you.

[itsmileycyrus]

yes, i got a couple myself as i can't resist, and she's everything, this is another amazing moment to me and such a real dream. tell me once you got her and how amazing she is! yes, i feel that one! you know, i'm all for the "cunty" vibes, okay? so me! funkos are cute and cool, i'll admit, but a barbie doll feels almost better in a way? you feel me? i really feel i made it now, walk of fame star and a barbie? i'm so here! i can come right there, well, i am around so i can see you right away. i mean, i'm down for it all with you, babe. i'd say it's sorta hush hush and also a girl not rushing what's to come. always want good hits after all. wow, look at you being the boss babe you always are!

[tullocks]

Lady, they should've gifted you boxes upon boxes of yourself. mmkay so this is the update where i tell you the doll's even better in person ? cause i got it yesterday morning and let me just tell you, there's two of you resting so stylishly in those leather pants in my kitchen and beside my cher barbie in my bedroom. The cuntiest, babe. I agree, there's just nothing like getting your own barbie, i mean c'mon. There's a legendary status there, honestly. So what i'm hearing is "hush hush" until we get a couple tequila shots and i can be hush hush too, got it.

[ashleyxxfliehr]

Wouldn't cloning be amazing? There's so many things that we have mastered over the years and that needs to be the next one. Right now I'm learning I make a a pretty good nurse since my wife is injured.

[tullocks]

See, it's like the whole "robots" situation that's getting too scarily real. I wanna clone myself if i know they're not gonna turn against me and pretend they're the real sarah. I'd send them to events i absolutely do not wanna go to. I already know your shes getting the best health care under the roof of yours from you, lady. You have to take some kind of advantage by having a your own wife be your nurse, what happened ?

[famepattinson]

I love quiz shows, and game shows in general. A few years back I found they have a whole channel dedicated to game shows on rotation, going way back in years to more new ones, or updated ones. See, I always think I would be good at shows like that because my brain throws out whatever answer it's thinking without me being able to stop it. Would it be the right answer? That's the issue there. For most people, they know the answers but being put on spot stops the brain like pumping the breaks full on. I've seen friends during game night go completely blank like they've never had a thought in their lives before who are incredibly smart. I love a good game show. Though I want to do another bring back of Supermarket Sweeps, I know they brought that back temporarily and now I'm pissed it's gone again. A celebrity version of that of us running around a supermarket for every day groceries? Other than that, count me in for Family Feud.

[tullocks]

It'll also forever tickle me the most, whenever they pan over to "what you could've won" and it's something like a toaster, but hey those things were all the rage in the eighties. That's my exact issue too, man. And then you tell people, i swear i'm smart but it just sound's like a total lie. Even when you're playing a game with multiple choice answers ! oh my god,i'm suddenly sitting on a shag carpet with a box tv on a saturday morning again. I think we'd crush that, honestly. I can definitely get more in the zone if it's looking for stuff. Will i be screaming down every isle ? Of course i will. But i do think we'd make for some great tv, dude. Personally, i think we bring back the classics, and we try get our butts on every single game show. There's gotta be a record for how many we can get on. So even if we lose, we're technically still winning.

[tullocks]

(Text from @cate-eblanchett ) Thank you for your authorization. You'll need to sign a contract, though. I'll be sending it over to you soon. The rights to this story are mine now. I might even give you a role. Would you like to play the younger woman, the ex-fiancée, or the best friend who ends up sleeping with the woman? Or you could play the incredibly sexy, tormented best friend—an advisor and a witch who knew how everything was going to end. You get to choose your role, babe. 😘 jessica with susan? As susan Sarandon? Do you think they could be an ítem again? Everyone gets laid lately. Nice. I am the sacrifice that the world needed so every hot woman could get their perfect match back. And are you okay with it? I mean with the fact that Jessica could end up with susan for good and you with naomi? Come on! Be real! Don’t be diplomatic here. Which team am I? Oh Lord!! I guess Team Naomi because Jessica lost her chance and my vote when she decided that we wouldn’t have the big wedding thing.

Text: Oh darling. I suspect things are about to get more intense here. Let me know what the husband said and I want to know what kind of feelings are you having? Too many? Love? Friendship? Erotic feelings? Be specific, you need to say it out loud so you can hear yourself and admit what the fuck is happening here.

Text: No comment. Things were normal, simple... It was nice to see her. She looked great, much better than last time, and I was busy taking my role as Cary's mentor seriously. I'm not allowed to say anything more because, honestly, there's nothing more to say. Is there a chance Cary planned all of this in advance? I think Catherine was convinced she did, but why? How? I don't understand any of it. I flew back to London and then on to Paris, so I'm just as in the dark again. As usual, I'm not sure about anything. I'm simply trying to focus on other things. For the longest time, I thought I was going to lose my mind over all of this. Now, though, I finally feel like I'm starting to make peace with it. There aren't any expectations.

( TEXT ) now who the fuck is the. "younger woman" if not me. Is there additional characters i don't even know about yet, what's happening. "Advisor and a witch" yeah okay i'll play the bozo. Or actually. You know what, i'll play my dogs. That's the susan. I mean, i don't know. I don't entirely wanna imagine the scenario, lady. but i know they're close. Have been close. Even when we broke up briefly before, jess told me she'd been a little closer with her, so it's not like i'd be shocked. I guess, if she's happy. Not to give you the whole "get under someone to get over someone" pep talk, since i'm the last person who should even be saying that right now. I'm gonna send you a package. A self care one that virbates, you can give it a name. Shiny and brand new. I'll even throw in the mountain of lube i now own. well duh, not that i want teams here, but i would've had to kick your pretty ass if you weren’t. ( TEXT ) 🥴😅😅 well... ( TEXT ) there's now fucking lawyers involved, so all the above????????? for her....for me too, I DON'T KNOW. YES? YES. ( TEXT ) there's a lot i haven’t dissected yet but yeah cate, feelings that've had me so incredibly butt hurt over the fact she'd been going back from my place, to sleep in a bed with her husband. i was bitter. and jealous, and now that she'd laid out the fact he's moved out and there's a LOT about to come out publicly it's just a lot to grasp ( TEXT ) beats me, lady. She IS catherine's kid, after all. Did she know about you and her beforehand, i mean...i imagine she did if she'd knew how to even get in contact, which is still very wild to me and i'm not letting you spare details. that being said, if you didn’t feeling like you were about to street fight one another again, that's good, right ? How was paris, by the way. You looked hot as fuck, and i hate you for it. And listen, as your bestest friend, i always wanna know you're not going insane. So if there's peace there with all that, that's all i want for you.

[cate-blancheet]

NAOMI: You're welcome. I am going to try my best to keep being a saint for our own sanity. I think things are fine. Maybe because I've been through worst things and scrutinized all the time by the way I act towards my friends. This is just something I can manage and probably because I don't have to see my ex fiancée on set everyday... and speaking of your ex fiancee. Yes, definitely I can feel the way Jessica gives me that look whenever i was visiting you on set. She is a little scary. I haven't been on set with you in a while but i promise I will be back soon. NAOMI: I'm in Paris but I will be back soon... and I could pay you a visit again after all this time. I feel it's been an eternity. I think everyone is here except you. you still could join the fun, darling but if you are too busy, I will be back in a few days. NAOMI: fine, let's try to balance the calm and chaos here. You're so cute 😂 okay, if you insist. I wanted to have this talk in person but i know your anxiety won't let you sleep if I don't speak now 😒. As you know, he left our house a couple of weeks ago or even longer? I don't remember. We've been good since then, we talk pretty often, but he insisted that he 'd rather to be away while I made up my mind about certain things. Of course i respected that, and I was too normal about it? maybe he was even more alarmed for how normal I was about it. A few days ago we had dinner together...I asked him to be honest with me and the thoughts he had and what was happening. And his answer was the same... it was all about how i am acting towards you lately. He said things like "I never saw you acting in this way before to anyone else" "you care for her too much" "you forget everything and everyone else now" "you don't want to have sex with anyone else now... not even with me" and things like that so he asked me directly if I was having deeper and different feelings for you... ??????? (typing...) Naomi: After thinking about my answer for a little while... my answer was affirmative and I said "Yes" Naomi: Now we're in talks and having a meeting with our lawyers next week. Naomi: and before you start: this is not your fault. This doesn't change anything between you and I. We can still remain as what we are. There's nothing we must change okay? relax and stop freaking out! I am just being honest here with you, with him and especially with myself. naomi: so, that's it. That was it about.

[tullocks]

SARAH: Scary, sure. But harmless. worse she can do is put a pretend hex on you whilst she's in character, but even then, i don't think she'd like the idea of 'fully' scaring you away. So, if you'd be so kind with escorting me to my trailer again one of these days, me and Cordelia would really enjoy your company again, it's been missed. Now even just by me. SARAH: i find it ironic, how this time, when i wanted to be in Paris - i couldn’t, so obviously i need you to tell me everything. even though i was keeping my eye's on your stories, omi 🔥 SARAH: 🫣🙄...well duh, you opened these cans of worms, lady. i mean, not to be on the side of your husband here, but i'm also alarmed by it. (typing....) SARAH: oh. SARAH: okay fuck. SARAH: not fuck about the feelings things-i mean, fuck about the lawyers ???? SARAH: obviously yeah i want you to be honest, omi...of course i do. fuck me, this whole thing is gone further then i imagined it would. And no, that's not me freaking out, or me saying it in a negative way. cause you're not the only one who dug those deeper feelings. and i know we need to have this conversation in person, but i also just can't shake the idea that i'm still in the middle. cause i know how you feel about that public image you hold, lady....are you willing to put that on the line

[beselenamarie]

ooh, i feel so lucky now! i know, i adore you too, all the same, beauty queen. yes, i love being on set, just sometimes i miss just being home with my dogs, planning stuff for rare beauty and now i also want all this time with my boyfriend as he's close to dropping a new album, i feel i'm missing everything. you're doing both!? babe, i take back my statement, you need the breather from work speak, wow. after you're done, i'm taking you to brunch or something. aww, i love the late night ice cream drives with the pups, that's so cute! i'm so good, just getting used to work again after spending all this time with my boyfriend since we started dating and now we're apart for my work, his work and i'm just missing him.

[tullocks]

You're speaking my language, lady. There's not a second that goes by when i'm not at home, where i'm not thinking about my dogs. Or what i'm about to come home to. Also, can i just praise you for a second on rare beauty ? cause excuse me, you insanely incredible business woman. I so in love with your products, that blush especially. I wish i could even tell you this is the first time i've filmed something back to back on the same sound stages before, but it's not. But i've learnt to find the perfect napping spaces over the years, and ways to not crease costumes. It's a skill. So yes, PLEASE. And personally, i think we should make it a bottomless brunch. All tails wagging in that car the second those ice creams come through that window, best part of the night. And that's really sweet, lady. How've you two been handling the distance side of it all, i mean especially with him being a musician ? Do you find that's a little harder then dating another actor, i've always been curious, cause i know how hard it is with schedules regardless..

[paulakellyfms]

The amount of times I've been told about my blonde hair is actually so funny to me. I really thought that people were going to hate it, but the love for it? Can't complain at all! You want the full story of that? I didn't want to bother anyone with all my gushing, but sure did get myself hitched. The way we've all just been running around and trying to survive has been insane. You're right though, bestie mode activated now. As for the whole story — I proposed to Sarah when we were on the Mexico trip and I didn't think she'd actually say yes, but she did. Her one condition though was that we elope in NYC and keep it intimate until we were ready to announce that we were husband and wife. Some might say it was too soon, but we both knew it was the perfect moment to become one and just love one another for the rest of our lives.

[tullocks]

Oh shut up. You blonde bombshell. You know any colour would've still had the reaction it did, which is why i'm totally jealous ! and why i'll be using that exact photo as inspo at my next hair appointment, man. Full story. Gushing included, obviously. I mean Sarah's incredible, i'd be a little suspect if you weren’t about to get mushy on me about this. But excuse me, this full circle love story is like the hope the world needs right now, and certainly the level of romance that's just nice to hear about for once. So "Too soon" is a myth in my eyes, honestly. You both did it the way you wanted to when you wanted to, and that's the only thing that matters.

[chsinfiniti]

PRIVATE: You’re annoyingly wise, you know that? I think part of me knew there was a disconnect for a while, but I kept convincing myself I just needed to give it more time. Turns out that's a terrible strategy. Who knew? And yes... she knows about the other person. I told her the day it happened because after everything else, I couldn't keep another secret from her. It wasn't an easy conversation, but I knew it was the right thing to do. I guess I’m mostly disappointed in myself for how I handled everything, but thank you for reminding me that having feelings isn’t the part I should be beating myself up over. I just wish I’d faced them sooner instead of pretending they would magically go away if I ignored them, you know? Not exactly my finest moment. Also… is that offer still on the table? Because a little shake from my favorite lady, and maybe a few tequila shots are sounding pretty therapeutic right about now.

[tullocks]

PRIVATE: sometime's even i surprise myself, lady. But i've been where you are. And sometimes, running from your own fuck-ups is harder to deal with in the long run, then just laying it all out and you're wiser for the fact you told her straight up. Its just a part of life. unfortunately the way we feel, can't always be how it is in that "romanticised" sense, especially in trickier situation with other peoples feelings involved. So, this is me playing the big sister card and asking how've things been since ? Gimme the updates. Well duh, it's always on the table, day and night. A little shake, a big squeeze and extra tequila shots, since we're also celebrating your emmy nom, missy ! So tell me your beautiful self is in New York and i'll make it happen.

[tullocks]

Sarah Paulson on the set of ‘American Horror Story’ Season 13 filming, 9th July. 2026

[tullocks]

(text from @cate-eblanchett) I am taking notes baby girl. Maybe I could write a play out of this love triangle between veteran and recognized actresses. This would be a messy drama that I’d love to play on stage some day 🤪 then... Does Jess know you’re sleeping with her double? I mean with Naomi?! Do you know if Jess is sleeping with someone? Too many questions just for research... LOL aka LOve you Lots and I am messing with you but this is getting messy and I love it. Probably you’d find my fake account making comments about which team I am “team naomi” or “team Jessica”

(text) This is getting better and better with every update. SO, he moved out. Interesting. The open marriage thing didn’t work this time, uh? This is interesting. I don’t want to sound... harsh here but have you seen what you just did to that marriage? You ended It and it’s not a bad thing. I bet naomi enjoys more her time with you than with the man. Can we blame her? Absolutely NO! I would leave a man for you too. What if she has deeper feelings for you? what would you do? Option A: run away. Option B: stay and confess you have feelings for her too. Option C: ignore what she said and just pretend it never happened. Think and answer wisely. 😼

(text) she is the sweetest and funniest kid ever! She is witty, talented and VERY talkative. She should have gotten than from her dad 🧐 I mean the talkative part because the talent comes from the mother too. And you are right. Catherine didn’t have idea so, this has been an interesting thing… not awkward at all when we bumped into each other at one of the young lady’s shows. 🙄

( TEXT ) If my tragic love life ascends to you grabbing yourself a tony for best new play, i give you my full blessing 🥴 blah blah blah, i hope you wet yourself from laughing over writing that. And now from my mouth. I mean, it was obviously implied during our talk, and jess isn’t stupid. I'm sure she knows something was obviously going on by the fact we got caught kissing. As for her with anyone else ? I mean, i don't know. Unless she's cosier with Susan these days, but i'm not sure i want that conformation. But if she's happy, that's all that matters. Yes, boring ass answer. and i LOL you too, bozo ❤️ i've missed your rapid questions. And at least someone's enjoying the messy. Well spit it out, which team are you... ( TEXT ) Well i mean, not exactly ? she said they had a talk, and he mentioned a few things he thought she needs to think about. Very vague i know 🙄 ugh i didn’t mean to. Even if it's NOT a bad thing. What about option D: wait until she gives me more information about the husband before i check any other box here. And i know she says shes calm, i do. I know that's just who Naomi is, something i really admire about her. But this is still a marriage we're talking about, regardless of whatever deal they've had. I just....can't make any stupid choices here if i'm gonna end up heartbroken again. Cause yeah, my dumb ass has feelings for her. A lot, actually. Too many. ( TEXT ) 😭😂😂 oh lady...how i love you. I also think, beyond everything that's happened between you and catherine, it was a really selfless thing you did for that girl. But okay wait, oof....how'd that blow over ? more tension with you two then the play itself i assume

[itsmileycyrus]

oh, definitely! barbie is ageless and timeless to me. i even got a couple myself because she's stunning! get one, please and i'll have to come over to chill and see her in your space. i hope you do because you'd make such a fashionable barbie, like, yes please! i would love to hang, and i'll go to italy right now for you, you don't even have to ask twice. mostly just been some work here and there and catching up with what my friends are doing. what about you?

[tullocks]

Not that i needed much convincing to make this impulse purchase, but considering the barbie herself has given me the go ahead, oh lady....it's already in the cart. I also might've gotten two. Purely so i could place you on the shelf in my guest bathroom, cause there's something so cunty, as the kids say - about having you stare at any of my house guests whilst they're just sitting on the toilet. I know there's a couple of those little "funko" dolls of my characters, but man, nothing beats a classic party. That's how you know you've made it. Italy wasn’t ready for us, but if your gorgeous self happens to be around nyc soon ? Then it's my treat, and we're going all out. Unless we do the cosier version and watch a bunch of trashy tv at my place with far more snacks bigger than our heads combined. I get it, it's a hard balance. Are you working on new music, or is that all hush hush ? And same lady, i'm working on a couple new projects. Going between filming the new season of all's fair and horror story, and finding it a miracle i even remember which set to show up on.

[eizagzlz]

Eiza: No! why? we need you back on twitter, this world was better because of your tweets!! come on! if you don't want to get in troubles, then lets make a private account just to tweet each other and tag each other in questionable tweets and quotes. I need that side of you back and be part of it. no. you don't need to know more about baby eiza. she was messy, rebel and a little annoying. Trust me. Eiza: so, there's any chance for me? damn! bad timing to be in my 30s still but i can keep pretending i am 69. i wouldn't mind to keep this mental age. when did you realize you were into older women? sorry, i am curious. i need to know these things, it's for a school assignment 😜 and if you want to give me more details about the two shows you're filming, tell me everything. i promise i won't say anything to any soul.

[tullocks]

SARAH: cause i was calling strangers asswads and my publicist scolded me for it. even though they were being asswads. maybe you'll ease me back into it, lady. I've missed airing my stupid thoughts occasionally. And if i start sending you stupid gifs and memes? it's all just part of my love language. uhhhh well now i do need to know more about messy baby eiza. You're saying to someone who used to get into fights in parks and skip school to smoke weed by the creek, and who was ridiculously annoying about it too. we would've gotten alone at every life phase 😜 SARAH: You can have a old soul, that's still attractive to me. 69's obviously the perfect, mindful age. Really pulls you in. No, i find the curiosity cute. And i'll blow your mind a little, but i was once engaged to a man in my 20's, 10+ years older. Obviously things changed, duh. And then when i started just realising i only felt more secure with woman, the ages just kept going up. And maybe it always had something to do with how much i loved opening up to my teachers, how safe they made me feel. Just that very obvious gay awakening answer of a girl who was in-love with her teachers. That's gonna be one fun school assignment to put together. My dating chart. I know you'll keep those lips sealed - i'm still working on horror story and alls fair season 2, and oh lady, all i can even say is both are so whacky. In different ways. The fashion in itself, blows my mind. And i already wish you could've been in BOTH. I mean, you as a cunty lawyer ? come on now, i feel like you'd imbody that so perfectly.

[cate-blancheet]

Naomi: I wish I was a saint, darling. I am far from one but I just try to be good for you. I enjoy making you feel better about everything. My mind has been a little all over the place these days and i know yours too but it doesn't mean i don't miss you and I don't need some time with you. So, you really had that conversation with Jess. That must be intense. I am sure she knows you so well, she knows you never did anything to harm your relationship with her, once you told me that she was the type of jealous partner but behind that she knew you would never dare to cheat on her. And not with me? I can't compite with Mrs Lange. I don't know If I will be able to look at her next time I visit you on set though. I feel she will be studying every move I make. I think the rumors are slowing down or is it just that I haven't been chronically online these days? Naomi: Still waiting for my favorite sleepovers partner. It's been a while 🥲 and i have the feeling that we have a LOT to share after this long. Naomi: 😒 stop freaking out because i am calm. what can I do? he packed his things, he moved back to his apartment and yes, maybe we had a conversation. He thinks some things that I don't know how to react to them but i think taking some time apart is the best for us. Things can change a lot in a few days. uh?

[tullocks]

SARAH: And you have been. You're a damn saint to me, and i want no if's or buts. And listen, the last couple weeks, be it that we've been busier and well, life. But i miss you too. And i need you to know not one bit of of that's changed. It was a level of intense that i possibly couldn't have prepared for, and then it weirdly wasn’t. I knew she knew. I mean, fuck. Jess knew me better then i knew myself sometimes, i almost hated that she did...still does, even when it comes to something as simple as just clearing something up. I won't even lie, you'll probably feel her eyes on you before you see her, i often do. maybe a little bit of both? we might be old news...which, ouch. but also, thank fucking god. SARAH: I KNOW, I KNOW. come over later? please... SARAH: ugh, stop being calm and i'll stop freaking out. okay....and? what were the things he "thought" cause now i'm gonna keep freaking, omi. You know how i get when i freak, you're gonna have to tame my mind here cause uh yeah, they sure can.