Transition Blog

My name is Oliver Smoll, sad trans kid Not in a good place atm (family-wise)

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I can't do this anymore. My life is useless.

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I want to bury my face in your chest and stay there forever.

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I think I'm honestly going insane. I've said it before but this time, I think it's really. Nothing makes sense anymore, I question everything. My life is me falling deeper and deeper into hate.

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I wish I could express in words, the things that are thought in my head. Some of them connect us to each other. They explain the predicaments that us humans find ourselves in after making a decision that we, at the moment, felt was right. While others make me think about what is out in the infinite Galaxy of possibilities. These are the thoughts that really make me beg for more understanding of why the hell we're here. What is our mission? To love ourselves and everyone unconditionally. If so, we have completely failed and we always will. I just want to know why. Is that too much to ask? Most likely, yes. Far too much.

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I just got out of the shower

And my face (mainly my jawbone) was quite itchy. For a split second I thought "Wooh! Facial hair!" And then "oh, oh yeah." Although, it does make me happy that I now expect myself to have the same puberty as a cis male. It just comes to show that I now see myself as the man I am.

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Hey guys,

this blog is for my stress relief as I go through life. If you don't like something that is posted, unfollow. My motto is, do no harm but take no shit.