hey! so you all mightve noticed i havent been posting here recently mshgsghd
i wont get too in the weeds about it, but ive been having a lotta complicated feelings around posting my art on the internet for the past year or two! the tumblr upheaval and a lotta people leaving messed up me wanting to post it here, and i really dont feel super comfortable posting it other places. plus, ive! gotten a lot more anxiety over posting my art than i used to. ive always enjoyed just posting whatever i wanted, but that confidence has kinda waned over time, and ive had experiences and witnessed stuff on the web thats ramped up my anxiety and made me really hesitant to post stuff. (nothing directly related to this blog, just personal stuff that unfortunately affected me p bad during some formative years, woops)
i dont fully know what to do with this blog- part of me wants to come back to tumblr and just have a place to post my art again, and this has always been a relatively comfy spot, but the amount of followers i have makes me nervous, particularly knowing i have minors following this blog that i dont feel comfortable having now that im not one anymore.
so i guess for right now this blog is in a bit of a limbo. but i did want to thank everyone whos followed me- this blog, and tumblr on a whole basically got me through some really, really rough years of my life, and i deeply appreciate the freedom it gave me. i didnt want to just drop out without saying that! my rl life has dramatically improved, and silly fandom stuff and art helped me get there. so thank you <3