I want to see joy on your face.

blog for original posts and art from Neil Neilsys/Cabochon Collective. it/thing, 24, tme, 2s transmasc. 2 dearly beloved partners

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Neil Neilsys, or the Cabochon Collective 24, it/its pronouns (no they/them), mixed Anishinaabe Two-Spirit Transhuman/Therian, System, Stoner, Experiences mania Other things wrong with us but you don't need to know that

Main blog we follow from + reblog to is @ViolentReaction Art blog we post to in batches is @DeathInVännäs Wendy's blog is @FridayNightFireFight, + She posts to this blog with the #wendyposting tag and likely will reblog from mutuals Our selfship blog [new] is @LetterFromYouMySweet Cyberpunk specific photomode blog is @BeenGoodToKnowYa Clancy's photomode roleplay-ish blog [on hiatus] is @VideoGameTourism Mutuals 21+ can ask for the nsfw sideblog.

Original posts under #talking tag, Art under #my art, Works in progress under #my wips. OCs tagged with their full names, both here and on our art blog. We post songs we've been looping occasionally under #Song of the Whenever

We're always open to chat, you can add us on discord or steam too if you wanna!

🌟 Of Note: We refer to Mithrix Risk of Rain and Johnny Silverhand with she/her pronouns and refer to them as women because we interpret them as being [repressed during canon] trans women. We're open to explaining our thoughts on this to anyone but we also have A Post about it + other longer posts in the works

I block -phobes, zionists, misandry believers, and anybody in the incest/pedo/zoo crowd. Please tell me if you need anything tagged, though I may need reminders. Also tell me if I've reblogged a post from anybody unsavoury.

List of specific media interests includes Cyberpunk, Risk of Rain, Ultrakill, Slay the Princess, the Mother series, Kitten Burst, Final Destination, inFamous, (admittedly) JoJo's

List of non-specific media interests and non-media interests includes Horror, Media Criticism/Analysis, Gems and Rocks, Insects (+Invertebrates), Forensics + Diseases + Disorders, Music (+Analysis)

List of music I listen to includes Nine Inch Nails, femtanyl, Refused, HEALTH, Nirvana, Multiple video game soundtracks (Mostly the games I play), Assorted rock, punk, rap, industrial, edm + other more niche genres

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I could be doing anything else today

I am instead opting to draw ocs. Yay ocs.

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It's finally happening I'm doing a ref sheet

for Pigeon actually

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I could be doing anything else today

I am instead opting to draw ocs. Yay ocs.

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I love reblogging things to my own blog, I wonder what it looks like to people who don't know me. This rando with a blorbo (herself) leather flag icon shows up in your notes and reblogs the same post one of your mutuals did, immediately after it too. Surely these are unrelated phenomena... Unless ☝️

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We're also turning Johnny Bravo into a Lancer pilot with one of our partners as a funny

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New Lancer OCs time

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Cbpk stealth is funny to me specifically because for one of the lethal takedown animations it looks like V's putting a lil spin on whoever's head they're giving a full 180. I'm gonna miss doing stealth with Vikram (they can still do stealth but are not built to maintain it), where else would I see The Spin

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Unreal to me how Noelle femtanyl will repeatedly state she's uncomfortable with people digging up old shit she's made and then I go look in fan spaces and its all "I wanna find this short film she privated/deleted because i like it!!" "hi did you know theres more femtanyl songs, there all under [previous name]" "here's a link to a song by [previous name], btw did you know this is femt????" "did you know femt used to be [previous name] and [previous name]? Here's some of her old songs she doesn't want people seeing!"

Good to know not to trust any of you fucks with anything

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Dashi, Tare, and Stock all good and combined, sitting on a simmer

Meatballs frying, I'm prepping the noodles, green onion garnishes already nice and done

I am so excited for this

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Home time, got a bottle of ramune and some 5% apple cider, honestly pretty excited

Gonna start with the dashi, then the broth and the tare at the same time, while also getting outside help (someone who isnt us) for the meatballs we're putting in the ramen, and then it's noodles and green onions time. Couldn't find any menma at the store we were at so we opted to get a side dish instead

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Hi mutuals

Today we're using our ramen cookbook to make dinner (shio broth, meatball, maybe some menma if we can buy some) and finishing the last 4 episodes of Edgerunners

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Fully uninstalled and reinstalled drivers, fully uninstalled almost half the mods, worsened already abysmal graphics settings, uninstalled two games

Finally able to take a picture without crashing

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I don't know what it is but something inside me (me specifically, iirc the rest of the sys thinks its Cute) gets so deeply viscerally uncomfortable poking around the back ends of computers. Trying to boot this thing into safemode alone just to uninstall and reinstall drivers is getting me jittery and nauseous.

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The me on the screen is overseeing operations so I don't have to

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I don't know what it is but something inside me (me specifically, iirc the rest of the sys thinks its Cute) gets so deeply viscerally uncomfortable poking around the back ends of computers. Trying to boot this thing into safemode alone just to uninstall and reinstall drivers is getting me jittery and nauseous.

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Still trying to fix whatever the fuck is wrong with our pc that's stopping us from updating our graphics drivers and playing cbpk and hd2.

DISM restorehealth was at 63.4% for 10 minutes and now its stuck at 64.1%

Worrying!

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Freed from name research. We had so many open tabs to close.

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OC Name research sure is going