Somber horrible news (TW: death, animal death)
Today, we had to put Tony down. His tests showed that he was even sicker than 2 years and that even if he were to stay in the hospital, he would have to blood transfusions, which would be a huge risk. So we had to put him down. His last moments were spent with us.
Around a week ago, my grandmother's old shih tzu dog, Kuzya, was put down as well. He was 16 years old, blind, and riddled with health issues. I was not present when he was put down.
Good bye Tony. You meant everything to me. If I was ever to make a choice, whichever one involved you was what I chose. I was preparing to help you live to your old age. I was trying my best to overcome my own challenges to take care of you. I'm going to miss you so so much. This apartment feels empty without you. I wish I had more energy to play with you more often than I did. My poor baby boy I love you so much and nothing will fill the void in my heart.
