Honesty
honesty
isn’t what it
used to be.
Won’t be
what it
needs to be.
So why not just
let it be?
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Honesty
honesty
isn’t what it
used to be.
Won’t be
what it
needs to be.
So why not just
let it be?
Throw caution
Hard times, tough rhymes thinking back, now I lack those eras of sublime.
Crickets chirping while my thoughts be usurping why now should my mind be disturbing.
I don’t need that shit.
Cop a glower, fuck the hour, it’s my clock I have the power.
Despising this uprising, why after some surmising this turn’s not surprising?
One step forward, one back, just once can I get two steps ahead on track.
Body’s clean, so unseen, near obscene next to the image of what may have been.
I’ve got control but some hole’s caught part of my soul and as I stop hoping becomes moping, what’s fetched, meets what’s etched, dry wretch , trying to forget.
Surf these waves, short bursts save vanity, keep sanity as the tide hides what you crave.
If I was to Break
If I was to break, then I would have shattered.
If I was to stay strong, then I would not be here.
For it is the man who crumbles, hairline fracture
By hairline fracture, splits that burst like scars
Of flashing lights, down the walls, through every
Hall of the red-bricked body that makes a builder
Out of clean hands, and fills them with wet mortar.
Down the rabbit hole
Down the rabbit hole in to the morass of angst just teens on Tumblr
For my brothers in flame
Fire fighters we have a burning desire to rush into a fire to save some one or put out a flame with hope someone will remember our name with all gut and no fear we all know our day will be near because all it takes is one simple mistake to make our dreams start to fade in this memory of our name
-shywritter
My arms wrapped around your chest. I’m trying not to hold my breath. I don’t want to see you go, never want to leave you alone. You turn around and kiss me deep, the tears fall onto my cheek. Please don’t walk away… Baby is there anyway I can make you stay? I never want to let you go, without you this place just isn’t home.
Click
fingers are flickering tapping the keys two by two by two by two again then the hammer falls and all is revealed and they appear in black and white Cleartext as plain as day As clear as the daybreak of white light on the monitor When the computer awakes from its hibernation after a million long milliseconds of inactivity it finally begins.
- a poem written in 1 minute
scribbles at sunset
Once I was golden-skinned, the summer where I splashed in sun puddles and kissed jaundiced flowers; played in rainbow laughs and slept in soft velvet skies like a womb This was before I met you of course. and without these reminiscent photographs, you should have no idea that I, indeed, have a past based on broken dreams and shattered words Today, I am a piece of paper, pale and shy as a snowflake with eyes scribbled on in the dullest of graphite, swallowing prisms so that I might vomit beautiful on a color palette and paint something stormy. This was after we met, you know. and without these photographs, you would never remember me my face or my laugh; It might be better if you just forget me I spent this summer hibernating in the comfort of 64 degrees fading into shades of pale when I succumbed to too many fevers remembering the too-many days I spent locked in a room, in a room that made me ill.
i send you love, from a distance
the vastness between us is silent and secret
on the day you disappeared, somewhere elsewhere than here
i sent love on the wind
i’m sorry, i love you, i already miss you
i send love a long way
down invisible passageways
our love travels
across life
across this death
i send you love, from a distance
REM
You say that when you’re with me
You feel like you are dreaming
As if it’s a wonderful thing to say
But I know the nature of dreams
I know one day you will wake up
Grasping at a fairy tale from your sleep
But by the time you’re out of bed
You won’t remember me at all
New Orleans
So I asked, “When will we ever go on a trip together?” My mother replied, “Where do you want to go?” Instantly my mind wandered to every corner of the world, the excitement of her words ringing in my ears. Where do I want to go? Choose wisely, because this may be my only chance to get her to agree to this! No destination would be out of the question because with my mom, anything is possible. As I lay awake that night, pondering the thought of the most memorable place we could take our first mother/daughter trip, my vision becomes clearer. New Orleans.
I know what your thinking, the seediness of Bourbon Street. The scantily clad women, obnoxious bars claiming to have the biggest, well - fill in the blank! But beyond that, my purpose was clear. My family. I longed to see where my aunt and cousins have lived most of their lives. Stories of my grandmother’s roots in Louisiana. As a little girl, a place I tried to envision when my aunt visited us and told stories of her life in this far off world.
"New Orleans, Mom." "Really?" She replied with excitement.
"Yep, I want to see my cousins and Aunt Dee." The rest of that day, my mother recalled all the pleasant trips she had visiting New Orleans. The places she saw, the food she ate, the love she shared with our family. The deal was cinched, the plan was made, this was really going to happen!
We landed in New Orleans on a bright, sunny day. The weather was hot. A welcomed surprise, as it was forecast to be rainy. We hurried ourselves to the hotel, unloaded our suitcases and immediately set our plan for the day. Now, as anyone can tell you about New Orleans, life is centered around food. We hopped the trolley and headed to St. Charles Street. As the warm Louisiana air wafted through the car, I couldn’t help but think that this was going to the beginning of a memorable trip. Colorful beads dangle from the trees lining the street, swaying in the breeze as if they were reenacting the excitement of Mardi Gras. Beautiful mansions of a bye-gone era of wealth and status stood proudly along the route. Our trolley’s destination, Lebanon’s Cafe. Of course, being of Lebanese heritage, this was the obvious choice. Kibbee, grapeleaves and fatoosh, the comfort foods I grew up eating in my grandmother’s kitchen, was the perfect beginning to our trip.
"I want you to see Bourbon Street." my mom said with great anticipation. Bourbon Street. Read about it, seen a few pictures, but the smell. It’s nothing like I ever imagined. Old, musty wood, stagnate water, beer, cigarettes and yes, at times even urine. My God, why? It’s easy. It’s that, "I don’t give a damn what you think, we’re here to have a good time" smell. It’s, "I’m not going to change, it’s worked for all these years" smell. It’s New Orleans - in all its glory, and I’m here - and I thank God, because I’m here with my mom.
~Amy
The Blackest Sheep
I was ground down by these stones whittled by Christ’s misquoted laws
I was being an ostrich sucking in sand when family and friends hurled speech in my ears that cut me without their knowledge
sorry mother, sorry father your son, your daughter? whatever, whichever will disappoint either way
normal is the watch word
Swirls of colors. Blue, green, yellow, and some delicate blend that looks like a creeping skyline.
I feel dry.
And repetitive.
Marble Floor
I hug my knees to my chest, close,
Breasts resting on my thighs,
Hands wrapped pulling everything in tighter.
I inhale memories of you,
Trace thoughts on my arm of you with my fingers,
Darkness, emptiness fights me for you.
I need to be wanted,
I am afraid I will forget,
How to feel passion or taste intensity.
To be snuggled in by music in the background
As I slide in and around you,
Candles flickering to the beating of my heart.
Touch my body,
Hold silent conversations,
Direct me steadily with your hand on the small of my lower back.
My legs quiver with anticipation,
Nipples harden with thoughts,
Lips part with desire.
What I would give to have you here,
Your lips on mine, your fevered skin,
Fingers through my hair.
But I look up,
And nothing is here,
But the memories splashing hard on the marble floor.
Like Shadows
I hang out with ghosts these days
They seem to understand me
Like shadows I flutter, aimlessly on earth
And they watch, perched on treetops or
Canvassed in the underground.
They gather ‘round me, licking my wounds
Hoping to befriend me
Like shadows they are always with me
Even in those lonely moments
Shrouded on my doorstep
They hiss and cackle, they spray the mist
They anoint me and befriend me
Like shadows they come and go
Even when I beg them to stay while
Shackled to the bedpost.
These ghosts are relentless
They are jesters of the dark
They will not harm me
They will not bury me
Like shadows, I walk through them
Like shadows, I can’t ignore them
Like shadows, they hide from the sun
Like shadows, they tend to make me run.
I see ghosts everywhere these days
And my loneliness grows each day
Empty shadows is all I see
An empty self is all I can be.
First Blog Ever.
They say no man is an island, but it feels as though the vast landscape of my youth grows more isolated with the rising waters of my future.
Today is a great day for a swim.
"How it is" (Late night/bad prose)
For a very long time, you didn’t exist. Then one day, you did. Someday, much sooner than you’d like, you will die. You’ll be dead. The world will not have changed in any great way because of this, or the life you lived beforehand. You’ll act out on ridiculous urges way too much, try to justify it, and have no real superego to speak of. You will be a poor excuse of a person. You will just barely qualify as ‘human.’ That’s the way it starts. During your life, somebody, somewhere, will love you. They will love you in a powerful way, and you’ll probably be too stupidobliviousscaredweakawestruckstarryeyeddepressed to realize it. If you’re lucky, you’ll clear your head long enough to see what they have offered you; though, most likely, this will be way after the time has passed for you to do anything about it. Your life will be filled with lost, unrequited, imagined, and shallow loves. You will fill your days will petty nonsense like coin-collecting or a career. You will either be considered successful, or not. You will either enjoy the summer or the winter. You will or will not be checked as an organ donor on your identification card. You will become obsessed with facts, numbers, myths, and icons. All the while, someone who may have thought of you kindly will do likewise with their lives. This is how it goes. You will die (this has already been mentioned), and it will occur very suddenly. Even if you have many months or years to approach, realize, and accept this; it will happen sooner than you think. When it does, some people you have known will feel sad. Some people you barely knew will pay their respects. It won’t greatly affect anything. Maybe someone will feel very sad, but it’s unlikely. Once it’s all over, people will still be amazed by a pitcher’s sinker-ball; the stock market will ebb and flow. A little boy will scrape his knee, and it’ll bleed a little. That’s how it is.