SLAYER, COMMA, THE.

𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐈𝐓 𝐔𝐏.

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hey! hi! hello! salut! you’ve managed to find a roleplay blog for buffy summers from the cult classic television show buffy the vampire slayer. this blog is private, mild-ish activity, and mutuals only. due to the nature of some of the content that may end up present on this blog, i ask that no one under the age of 18 follow or attempt to interact. my name is michelle, i’m 25+, use she/her pronouns, have many years of rp experience under my belt, and look forward to writing with you! my timezone is eastern standard / gmt-4 and i do have a pretty busy life outside of rp, check the following for more information:

𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐆𝐋𝐄 𝐃𝐎𝐂 !!  all the important bits can be found here.  𝐏𝐋𝐎𝐓𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋 !!  𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋 !!

* my im and messages are always open to mutuals. discord is available by request!

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don’t let it be forgot, that once there was a spot, for one brief shining moment, that was known as camelot.

independent, private, mutuals-only, legends / headcanon based ARTHUR PENDRAGON promo credit.

[nimueries]

𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐈𝐒 𝐀 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐂𝐇 𝐁𝐔𝐓 𝐀 𝐖𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐍 𝐌𝐄𝐍 𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐐𝐔𝐈𝐄𝐓?

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Who’s that I see walkin’ in these woods?

             𝐖𝐇𝐘, 𝐈𝐓'𝐒 𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐋𝐄 𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐑𝐈𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐃 !

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MEME CALL !!   give this a like and i’ll peruse your meme tags and send you something. keep in mind that there’s a chance i may or may not turn meme responses into a thread. if you’re a multi-muse and have specific muse(s) you’d like a meme for, don’t hesitate to point them out for me!

[spctlessminds]

this ask meme is based on the blog gravesuggestion.  i’ve divided it up into two categories  ( light  &  dark )  based on the themes.  some of these can be somewhat triggering seeing that the darker ones deal with a lot of death mentions.  please be cautious before continuing on!!

L I G H T

‘  at night i dream of you.  ’ ‘  don’t give up yet.  you still have time to fix things.  ’ ‘  falling in love with someone else is not a personal attack.  ’ ‘  i am still so weak when it comes to you.  ’ ‘  i can’t believe i let myself let you down.  ’ ‘  i don’t care where we go when we die,  as long as i’m with you.  ’ ‘  i dream of saying to you all the words i held inside until it was too late.  ’ ‘  i feel so warm  &  safe when you talk to me.  maybe i could love you if you’d let me.  ’ ‘  i finally let the right people in  &  i have never felt so loved.  ’ ‘  i like the way your nails paint red stripes along my spine days after you’re gone.  ’ ‘  i lived in your permafrost for twenty years  &  then you looked at me  &  i felt the warmth of spring.  ’ ‘  i once wished you’d leave me alone,  but i take it back.  ’ ‘  i want to be able to love someone else,  but you stretch your arms  &  spread your legs inside my heart so that there is no room for anyone or anything else.  ’ ‘  i want to believe that we got it right this time.  ’ ‘  i wonder how much longer i can cling to your light before it expires completely.  ’ ‘  i would travel across the world to be by your side,  because as long as you are with me,  anywhere is a perfect place to me.  ’ ‘  it took me awhile to realize it myself,  but you are not what other people say you are.  ’ ‘  it’s not that i really need you,  but life would be pretty boring without you around.  there’s no one i would rather be with.  ’ ‘  i’d like to stay like this for awhile.  ’ ‘  life  &  death don’t have to be so boring,  let’s make both an adventure.  ’ ‘  life imitates art,  they say.  i didn’t believe it until i started to notice the way your eyelashes look so much like tiny ink stroke.  ’ ‘  live your life so that when you die,  souls will come for miles just to hear your historic tales.  ’ ‘  make your exes jealous  &  your past self proud.  ’ ‘  maybe you’re what i needed to find in order to move on.  ’ ‘  never get caught falling harder.  they’ll never let you back up.  ’ ‘  please don’t go.  ’ ‘  some days it’s easier to just stop fighting it  &  succumb.  ’ ‘  sometimes,  you’ll find it hard to keep going,  but you always will.  ’ ‘  the desire i feel for you is that same itching,  insidious hunger that an addict has for their addiction.  ’ ‘  the worst thing about you is that you weren’t all bad.  ’ ‘  there is absolutely nothing  &  no one who can stop me.  ’ ‘  there is no route of losing you that is without pain.  ’ ‘  there’s still room for adventure  &  there is no one i’d rather have by my side.  ’ ‘  things didn’t turn out the way i planned,  but i’m alright with that.  ’ ‘  we could be really incredible together,  you know?  ’ ‘  you are beautiful  &  vibrant  &  confident.  you are light  &  laughter incarnate  &  every fiber of your being screams freedom  &  joy.  when i am with you,  i am truly happy.  ’ ‘  you are starlight incarnate,  from the grand way you sway your hips to the wide mysterious way you think.  blessed are any to be loved by you.  ’ ‘  you are too afraid of the future to let go of a past that was never kind to you.  ’ ‘  you call me yours  &  i have no idea what that even means to you.  ’ ‘  you remind me of bubblegum  &  sweets;  soft  &  pink  &  warm.  you are strong in the gentlest way.  you are so stubbornly kind.  i wish i could be like that.  ’ ‘  you still visit me while i sleep sometimes.  your fingers trace my spine  &  i listen to you breathe.  please stop haunting me.  ’ ‘  ‘morbid curiosity’ is a wonderful way to describe how i feel about you.  ’

D A R K

‘  a thousand empty bottles  &  fist fights will never return to us what we lost that day.  ’ ‘  everyone else has moved on,  but i am still here.  ’ ‘  everything about you screams danger.  ’ ‘  everything is worthless to you  &  you,  in turn,  became worthless.  ’ ‘  for once in my life i want to be surrounded by people that i don’t feel like i need to impress.  ’ ‘  freedom is really hard to get used to.  ’ ‘  how could you do this to me?  how fucking could you?  ’ ‘  i am becoming everything we always dreamed of  &  i am leaving you behind.  ’ ‘  i buried you so well that you might as well have died.  ’ ‘  i can rest easy knowing that the person i love is dead  &  not the monster you became.  ’ ‘  i can’t look at you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t ask how you’ve been.  what’s the point?  you’d lie anyways.  ’ ‘  i dream of hearing the words i so desperately needed to lay your memory to rest.  ’ ‘  i haunted this house first.  there is no room for you here.  ’ ‘  i have a right to be upset.  i loved them too, you know.  ’ ‘  i just want it to end.  i want it to all go away.  i want to go away.  ’ ‘  i may be a wolf in sheep’s clothing,  but a snake hiding in the skin of a mouse is far more dangerous.  ’ ‘  i saw your face today  &  didn’t feel anything.  i am free.  ’ ‘  i tried to save you,  but you didn’t want to be saved.  you just wanted someone to suffer with you.  ’ ‘  it’s almost as if you were never here.  ’ ‘  it’s unhealthy to do these things,  you tell me.  you say it’s time to stop smoking,  time to stop gambling,  &  dammit,  i f you don’t stop drinking it’ll kill you.  i sure hope you’re right,  darling.  ’ ‘  i’m always pleasantly surprised by how easy it is to kill you in my mind  ’ ‘  i’m not really scared to die.  i’m more afraid that no one will miss me when i’m gone.  ’ ‘  i’m not the person you left behind anymore.  there’s no one here to miss.  ’ ‘  i’ve been dead far longer than i’ve been alive.  ’ ‘  i’ve eaten nothing but flower petals  &  ivy for weeks because i want to be beautiful inside like you.  ’ ‘  i’ve never been completely satisfied.  i most likely will still be unsatisfied long after my death.  ’ ‘  no motive other than pleasure,  my dear.  ’ ‘  one day i’ll go or you will.  either way,  it will be as if i’m losing a piece of myself.  ’ ‘  our dreams  &  promises decay along with you.  ’ ‘  the leaves change,  but nothing else does.  ’ ‘  the only difference between avoiding  &  leaving is that now i’m not waiting up for you.  ’ ‘  there is no such thing as a person who is required to love you.  ’ ‘  there’s only so much that can be done to repair old damage.  ’ ‘  things aren’t going as i hoped.  maybe if i die,  i can start over again?  better luck next time.  ’ ‘  this is not something to be proud of.  this is a tragedy.  ’ ‘  trying to get rid of me?  oh honey,  you’ll have to try much harder than that.  ’ ‘  trying to get under my skin?  you’re nothing more than a pesky itch.  ’ ‘  unlike you,  i can’t hide my identity when it becomes an inconvenience or a danger.  ’ ‘  weeping is for gods  &  martyrs,  we cannot afford such luxuries.  ’ ‘  would you even miss me?  ’ ‘  you are not important enough to earn an eternal place in my heart.  ’ ‘  you complain nonstop about being unloved  &  alone,  i can’t imagine what you’d be like if that were actually true.  ’ ‘  you don’t know what it’s like.  ’ ‘  you made this so fucking easy for me.  ’ ‘  you should see me as a threat.  i will tear down everything you know until there is nothing left of you.  i am a walking threat.  ’ ‘  you think i’m already gone,  but i’m still fighting.  ’ ‘  you think i’m dead,  but i’m just dying.  ’ ‘  you were never an addiction,  you were a fucking disease.  ’ ‘  you wouldn’t dare cross me.  i am god  &  you are the soil beneath my feet.  ’ ‘  your existence takes up so much more space in mine that we might as well be one entity.  ’ ‘  your fingers are so cold  &  bruised,  but you’re still slamming your fists again the barricade as if it makes a difference.  ’ ‘  your hair is tied in a noose  &  your fingernails are razor blades,  your lips are poison  &  i will gratefully kiss them.  ’ ‘  your hatred has a body count  &  we will not forget.  ’ ‘  your loss,  not mine.  ’ ‘  you’re a sick fuck.  you know that?  ’ ‘  you’re not gentle with me  &  i would never ask you to be.  ’ ‘  you’ve trapped yourself so thoroughly in your own mind that it’s not even a rut anymore,  it’s a pit.   ’

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OKAY, so things have mostly wound down here and i’ll have more time to be around as a result. expect some quiet while i work on catching up on things but if you have specific plot ideas you want to toss around feel free to message me.

[buffysummers]

“I love what you are, what you do. How you try. I’ve seen your kindness, and your strength. I’ve seen the best and worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity, exactly what you are. You’re a hell of a woman.”

[buffy-slays19]

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Who’s that I see walkin’ in these woods?

             𝐖𝐇𝐘, 𝐈𝐓'𝐒 𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐋𝐄 𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐑𝐈𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐃 !

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[persephonememes]

* (  WUTHERING HEIGHTS /  SENTENCE PROMPTS.

These may have been edited for clarity or length or to better apply for roleplaying.

❛ He’s more myself than I am. ❜

❛ Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same. ❜

❛ If all else perished, and he remained, I should still continue to be. ❜

❛ Be with me always. ❜

❛ I wish I were a girl again, half-savage and hardy, and free. ❜

❛ He couldn’t love as much in eighty years as I could in a day. ❜

❛ May you not rest as long as I am living. ❜

❛ You said I killed you - haunt me then. ❜

❛ I know that ghosts have wandered the earth. ❜

❛ Terror made me cruel. ❜

❛ I have not broken your heart - you have broken it; and in breaking it, you have broken mine. ❜

❛ She burned too bright for this world. ❜

❛ And this is one: I’m going to tell it - but take care not to smile at any part of it. ❜

❛ I gave him my heart, and he took and pinched it to death. ❜

❛ People feel with their hearts, and since he has destroyed mine, I have not power to feel for him. ❜

❛ You teach me now how cruel you’ve been - cruel and false. ❜

❛ Why did you despise me? ❜

❛ Why did you betray your own heart? ❜

❛ I have to remind myself to breathe – almost to remind my heart to beat! ❜

❛ It was not the thorn bending to the honeysuckles, but the honeysuckles embracing the thorn. ❜

❛ It is hard to forgive. ❜

❛ May she wake in torment! ❜

❛ She’s a liar to the end! ❜

❛ Honest people don’t hide their deeds. ❜

❛ Heaven did not seem to be my home. ❜

❛ A person who has not done one half his day’s work by ten o'clock, runs a chance of leaving the other half undone. ❜

❛ Treachery and violence are spears pointed at both ends; they wound those who resort to them worse than their enemies. ❜

❛ You know that I could as soon forget you as my existence! ❜

❛ I am now quite cured of seeking pleasure in society, be it country or town. ❜

❛ A sensible man ought to find sufficient company in himself. ❜

❛ Why am I so changed? ❜

❛ Time brought resignation and a melancholy sweeter than common joy. ❜

❛ I’ll be as dirty as I please, and I like to be dirty, and I will be dirty! ❜

❛ I hate him for himself, but despise him for the memories he revives. ❜

❛ I’m tired, tired of being enclosed here. ❜

❛ How cruel, your veins are full of ice-water and mine are boiling. ❜

❛ Existence, after losing her, would be hell ❜

❛ I have lost the faculty of enjoying their destruction, and I am too idle to destroy for nothing. ❜

❛ By this curious turn of disposition I have gained the reputation of deliberate heartlessness. ❜

❛ She was a wild, wicked slip of a girl. ❜

❛ She burned too brightly for this world. ❜

❛ You must forgive me, for I struggled only for you. ❜

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[horrificmemes]

Eerie Atmospheric Settings: Plot Starters

Instead of a specific plot to work around, here’s a list of settings that all feature a melancholy, moody, or creepy atmosphere. Simply send me a symbol for a setting you want to RP in, and I’ll either make a starter or approach you to plot!

🌕A full moon night with wind whistling through the trees

🌊The seashore late at night, with lightning over the water in the distance

🏤Stepping into a house that gives off all the wrong vibes

🍁A cold day in late autumn, which is silent and deeply lonely

🎹Nighttime in an ancient house/manor, with the tinkling of piano keys from the next room

💧 Rain in the early morning, so dark that there’s hardly a sunrise

⛪A church right after a funeral, a small handful of people dressed in black hanging their heads in silence

🌳A maze-like forest at dusk, with a sense of anxiety as the sun disappears

⛵On the beach before dawn as remnants of a ship wreck wash onto shore

🍂A chilly, overcast autumn afternoon

🌃Midnight in a busy city, sirens blaring a few blocks away

🎃After dark on Halloween night after trick-or-treating ends

🚘Sitting with a popped tired on the side of a long stretch of road, waiting

⚡Distant thunder from a massive storm headed straight this way

🥀An overgrown garden of nothing but poisonous (or dead, dry) plants

🌾An eerie plot of farmland with seemingly no one around for miles

🐊Murky swampland with posted warnings to keep people away

🔥 A roaring bonfire in the distance on a pitch black night, with dark silhouettes crowded or dancing around it

🚧Standing near old, abandoned train tracks when the bell starts to ring

🐟Taking a swim on an uninhabited plot of beach, noticing ripples in the water

🌿An old-fashioned plantation with secretive locals and a bitter history

💀A cemetery full of dead, dry flowers as if all of the plots have been forgotten, some of the stones cracked or sinking into the dirt

🚇A dingy old subway station, walls chipped to pieces, while waiting for a ride home

🌈The sad silence after a violent storm, debris and wreckage everywhere

👗An attic full of musty clothes and antiques belonging to someone long-dead

❄ A snowstorm locking everyone in their homes, with electricity flickering

🍄An enchanting plot of forest or stream, tiny whispers cutting the silence

🌑Inside of a re-occurring nightmare had time and time again

☔Taking a long walk with an umbrella, struggling with a low, low mood

☕At a quiet cafe, but unfamiliar folk are whispering and staring

🌵A winding road through the desert with only one dingy hotel, its ‘vacancy’ light flickering red

💤Dreaming of scraping nails gainst the window glass, and waking to still hear it

🐕A quiet night, the only sound being the call of coyotes/wolves in the woods

[twicedied]

btw if you think I’m not going to find a way to create a historical au with Buffy still serving in her slayer role, you really don’t know me.

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give this a like for a starter using in-canon dialogue. mutuals only, please specify muse(s) you want me to write the starter for!

[thatonekimgirl]

Sarah Michelle Gellar is just so good.

[whatisyourchildhoodtrauma]

3x16 & 6x13

[twicedied]

FAITH​:

Faith jerked her head back a little in surprise as Buffy practically threw the door off its hinges. She quickly surveyed the blonde Slayer and found that even though the girl had a “night off” for the gut wound, she’d done anything but get her beauty sleep. Which wasn’t to say Buffy looked bad, but she’d taken wearing your heart on your sleeve and made a full New York Fashion Week ensemble out of it.

But Faith stayed her tongue, knowing how much stress Blondie was under. And it wasn’t exactly a secret that the would-be jailbird was definitely on that unwritten List of Awful somewhere, hence her trying to be as little trouble as possible. Five by Five on a Hellmouth that was Six by Six by Six.

“Woah, woah, slow down,” she said, stepping inside, holding her hands up to try to calm down Hurricane Buffy. “I normally wouldn’t give a crap, but I know with everything you’ve got going on… and not that Spike and I stay up all night trading gossip and painting each other’s nails or nothin’, but his freakout had me freaked out, y’know?” Never mind that Faith had, at least twice in her stay, borrowed Spike’s bottle of black polish to hide the misshapen manicure she was sporting after a year in prison.

“I just wanted to come check on you, make sure you hadn’t popped a scab and started bleeding again,” Faith continued, following Buffy to the kitchen. She leaned heavy on the counter, forearms across the cool surface. Her brows knitted together in confusion at the other girl’s line of questioning. 

“Chemical waste? B, it was a walk from Restfield to Revello. You know the one,” she said, stopping herself. Faith took a deep breath (counting and breathing, two things they’d taught her in prison) and continued. “No, sorry, I didn’t see anything.”

While Buffy tended the coffee, Faith- rather boldly- busied herself in the fridge, pulling out some bread and jam. She was hungry (the crypt didn’t exactly come with amenities) but it looked like B needed something to eat, if only to keep her mouth busy. “Y’know, for a former Big Bad, Spike’s a sensitive dude. Oh, and speakin’ of sensitive- G.I. Average Joe has definitely got some trouble playin’ nice with others.”

Okay, maybe it was just a problem with Faith, which, again, she understood. But didn’t enjoy.

“He tried to bring a firebomb on patrol last night and started barkin’ at me about who was in charge- can you believe him? I mean, who died and made him Slayer? Cuz it wasn’t me.”

        ● † ●                       ❝ Uh huh. Well, your care for my well-being is noted with a nice gritty little grain of skepticism but you’re more than welcome to put a big ol’ check in the box next to Moral Obligations! ❞ She tried her best to sound chipper and cutting but the tonal quality of her barb was sorely lacking its usual bite. Buffy was too tired - too frazzled in the nerves - to treat Faith with the animosity that generally kept a very big, very emotionally comforting wall between them. Not that it helped, when Faith seemed to have a better understanding of her at times than her actual friends. Before...everything had gone down, the other Slayer had simply had a knack for scaling and hopping that proverbial fence like it was no big deal. Her infiltration technique would put a seasoned soldier to shame.

Oh, another reason to add to the long list of why Riley probably hated her! Fun with Faith just never stops!

❝ No bleeding, ❞ she assured, more at ease this time as she pushed the little switch on Mr. Coffee’s plastic side until the first perking noises could be heard. Only then did she begin rummaging through the cabinets for two mugs. Casual conversation with Faith worked so much better when Buffy wasn’t looking her in the eye. ❝ Honestly, the bruising to the ego will last longer than the wound itself. ❞ It certainly didn’t help that everyone kept giving her that gassy flabbergasted face when she’d told them it was only the one vamp who’d done it. Like she had to be fighting a whole undead army to merit a boo boo!

❝ I don’t know what Spike has to be all sensitive and manic about, ❞ she groused, completely sidestepping any and all explanations for why she cared about the existence of a nearby plant. Buffy wasn’t ready to explain yet; she didn’t want to be vulnerable girl. ❝ I mean, really, he’s the one who tried to...to... ❞ 

The words halted on her lips because she was still having a hard time believing it herself. The blonde was almost - almost - certain that Spike had tried to kiss her out in the alley. Just like she was almost - almost - certain that Riley was on a mission to get himself killed!

❝ Men! ❞ The exclamation was mumbled under her breath, eyes rolling behind her lids as she began to pour them both a cup of coffee. Buffy didn’t know how Faith liked hers, but she was already making herself at home in the fridge, so she doubted she needed to play barista to the brunette. ❝ Can you grab the creamer out of the fridge? ❞ She asked absently, grabbing two spoons before pulling the jar of sugar from one of the cabinets for herself. What? Times were tough, which made it prime time for sweet tooth indulging!

❝ Riley is having a hard time adjusting, ❞ she attempted to defend him, the sound of it more than a little hollow as she passed over Faith’s cup to her on the kitchen island. Even she was getting fed up with his inability to understand that he was no longer super commando guy. Sure, she understood! She empathized! Buffy was, without a doubt, in compassionate girlfriend mode twenty-four seven! But, GOD, did she not have time to cater to his insecurities right now! There was just too much going on and all he seemed to want was for her go damsel and cry on him without understanding that if she started she’d never stop.

It wasn’t like she didn’t want to be held for hours on end while she did the whole ugly crying and wailing till her throat was hoarse thing, or that she didn’t want someone to kiss her on the head and lie to her about the fact that everything would be alright and this whole thing with her mom was just some really bad dream. She wanted those things! She wanted all the pretty lies the world had to offer! Only...the problem was that there wasn’t time for that. Not when she was the one who had to actually make everything alright for everyone else!

❝ He’ll get used to you. ❞ She sighed, adding a few spoonfuls of sugar to her coffee. ❝ They all will...or they’ll just have to learn to deal. ❞ Buffy had already had to convince Will to step away from the books on curses, even if the Slayer’s heart had only been half in it at the time.