Mickey clocks out of his Old Army shift at 7:02 but doesnât make to the back door of the Gallagher house until 8:18. His movements are slow and stiff as he brings his key to the lock and twists.
Long. Fucking. Day.  He thinks to himself.
Thankfully, no one is in the kitchen to make note of his arrival. But, he can hear that the living room TV is on. He hopes that itâs Ian sat in front of the screen, and not any other members of the family.
When his stomach growls, he groans in annoyance.
He hasnât eaten since his lunch break early in the afternoon, but he also canât remember the last time he sat down.Â
Heâs pretty sure his feet will fall off if he stays on them any longer.
He decides that his stomach will have to wait.Â
Ian turns his head at the sound of his boyfriendâs footsteps. He flashes Mickey a brief smile, but it quickly falls away when he takes in Mickeyâs demeanor.Â
With a groan, Mickey flops onto the couch beside him. His eyes close almost instantly.
âYou okay?â Ian asks, as he picks up the remote and pauses the screen in front of him.Â
Ianâs hand finds its way to Mickeyâs thigh and he gives it a loving squeeze.Â
ââHungry,â he answers through a yawn.
âDebbie made chicken and rice earlier. You want that?â
Ianâs quick on his feet as he heads towards the kitchen. The bowl of food that he set aside for Mickey earlier is on the counter waiting for this very moment.Â
It spends 2 minutes in the microwave spinning slowly.
When he comes back into the living room, he turns on the lamp beside the couch.Â
Mickey winces even though the lampâs light is dim.
âIâm sleeping,â he complains.Â
âNope, not yet. Baby, you gotta eat.âÂ
Ian sets the bowl down next to Mickeyâs feet that are resting on the coffee table.Â
Mickey still has his work shoes on, and Ian canât help but let out a small laugh at the style of them. Theyâre nothing close to what Mickey would ever choose to wear.
âYou gonna sit up to eat?â
âYou canât sit up?â
Mickey shakes his head. His eyes are still closed.
ââMy fucking feet hurt.â
And even though Ian doesnât quite understand the correlation, he still nods his head in understanding as he goes to reclaim his spot on the couch.Â
âBring your feet here,â he says. âLet me take your shoes off.â
Mickey cracks one eye open. He looks at his boyfriend incredulously.Â
âIâm not a fucking baby. I can take my own shoes off, man,â he asserts.
 Even though he makes no attempt to do so.Â
âI never said you were,â Ian shoots back. âLet me do this. Let me take care of you,â he pleads.
The 6 words do the trick and Mickey turns toward Ian. He brings both of his legs to rest in his boyfriendâs lap and Ian does his part to take off the offending shoes.Â
âDonât forget your food,â he says softly. He lets Mickey lean over to grab the ceramic bowl and begin eating.Â
âThanks for saving me some,â Mickey mumbles around a mouthful.Â
With that, Ian presses play on the old Jason Clarke film he was watching before Mickey came home.Â
Itâs all enough for Mickey to begin to feel the stress of the day leave his body. Enough for him to swallow away complaints of bitchy customers, and focus in on Jeffery Dean Morgan running out of a burning building.Â
When Ianâs hand wraps around his foot, heâs caught off guard.Â
Initially, he squirms at the contact, but his hesitation quickly morphs into realization and his entire body relaxes.
Ianâs giving him a foot massage.
And while he hasnât asked for one, heâs already feeling relief from it.
He feels the love in the gesture, too.
He pokes Ianâs belly with his big toe.
âYou trying to get laid or something?âÂ
Ian rolls his eyes. His lips twitch into a smile.
âLaid by the guy that just worked a 9-hour shift?â
As if on command, Mickey yawns in response. He laughs a bit at the irony.
âMan, who am I kidding? Iâm so fucking tired.â
And the way he says it makes Ianâs hands go still.
The last couple weeks have been a whirl wind for the both of them. Getting readjusted to everything has been exhausting. And while Ian didnât exactly have a choice when it came to coming back to the only home heâs ever known, he knows that Mickey doesnât have to be here with him if he truly doesnât want to be.
After a beat, Ian speaks again. His voice is timid.Â
âAre you still happy to be home?â
Mickeyâs face screws up. What kind of question is that?
âYou think Iâd rather still be locked up?â
Ian blows out a tense breath. The agitation in Mickeyâs voice is clear and he internally kicks himself for being the reason behind it.
âNo, I just know youâre stressed with work, and parole, and being back here with all of us,â Ian lists off. âI donât want you to re-â
Mickey cuts him off then.Â
âStop,â he whines, uncharacteristically childlike. âMassage my feet and take me to bed. Donât start with all that shit.â
Ian does what heâs told. Theyâre both silent for an awkward moment. The movies still playing. Mickeyâs bowl still sat on the coffee table.Â
His feet not feeling so bad anymore.
âI want to be here with you,â Mickey promises eventually. âI want everything with you, man. You gotta know that by now.â
âI didnât think it would be this hard,â he confesses. âI wanted you here with me so you could fucking relax for once. Not work yourself to death at some shitty teen clothing store.â
Mickey chuckles. He hears the concern in Ianâs voice.
âHey man, donât shit on Old army."
Ian cuts his eyes over to him. Heâs got the nerve to look so relaxed despite it all.
âYou know what I mean.â
âItâs not all bad,â he says with an ease that surprises Ian. âItâs been a Hell of a lot worse, donât you think?â
Ian finally lets himself laugh.Â
âYou gotta stop worrying about everything,â Mickey tells him. âShit will figure itself out.â
 If heâs being honest with himself, heâs scared of how things will settle out. But with Mickey sounding so sure about everything, he doesnât let that fear have too much of a say.
When Mickey yawns again, Ian smiles. He grabs the remote and cuts the movie off without a second thought.Â
âCâmon letâs get you to bed. Tomorrow will be here before we know it.â