So Unimaginative @twistedlittledove - Tumblr Blog

I was never meant to see 30. Fighting against my mind every day is not a life... it's only survival. I saw a quote, I don't even know how many years ago, on this app that said "survivors have scars, victims have graves"... I resonated so much with it that I got the quote tattooed on my body. I claim to be a survivor of my own mind, not yet a victim, because I only have scars. I fear that I'm running out of survival instinct... I fear that I will become a victim.

Another two years wasted...

Do we think that this man is going to talk to me at all and tell me that he regrets choosing me? That he was supposedly happier before? That because he can admit that little fact to himself (and say it to his ex wife) that he is essentially using me for the love I have for him and the care I give him? Do I need to get out now because I know this? Do I just hold this in as if it doesn't tear me apart inside and keep living what is going to be a fraud of a life? I truly feel like I'm dying inside.

I have no where to really go where I can live a normal life and bring my soul dog with me. I can't leave her behind in this mess, I won't.

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i just know in my bones that i will somehow make a beautiful life for myself no matter what the world throws at me

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I don't know it in my bones, but I will claw tooth and nail if I need to, and carve myself a beautiful life amidst chaos if that is what the world throws at me. I have come so far, and I'm not giving up now.

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Telling a girl she is a priority vs treating her like she is a priority are two completely different things

It's really hard to be in the "baby season" (as I'm calling it) and know that you can't have your own. I see admissions of mothers coming into the hospital to deliver weekly and babies born within a day or two of those admissions. A ton of people I know have either just given birth, are about to, or are announcing it. My mind goes back and forth about wanting my own children but there's a part of me that truly does... and that just isn't possible

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unpopular opinion maybe but waking up to rain on a quiet weekend is quite literally the most magical thing in the world

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being at work while your personal life is falling apart has to be among the top 3 worst human experiences. You’re at your absolute lowest and someone wants to circle back on an email…… unreal