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killing the past and coming back to life
alias: levi
pronouns: he/him
timezone: gmt-7 (mst)
what kind of plots are you looking for?: messy!!! I write disaster bisexual dumpster fire men and it’s fun to watch and see just how far they can dig themselves right into the mess. unlikely friendships / romances are fun, and always a fan of found families, friends to enemies, enemies to lovers, enemies to lovers to enemies... just the mess and the low-key drama!! watching people quietly self-implode while they pretend that Everything Is Fine, Actually.
favorite books/show/movie: right now Ted Lasso owns my brain, but the normal gamut of sci-fi shows as well: x-files, stargate, star wars, star trek, etc.
a song you want on this site’s playlist: Me and the Devil, Soap&Skin
first face reservation: Phil Dunster
the weirdest tumblr appropriate image/meme/gif you currently have saved:Â
[ MAAHES ] — —  the sun, stirring
Egyptian god of war, the burning heat of the sun, protection of the innocent, and guardian of sacred places.
[ MOMEN SAID ASHRAF ] — —  35, “private detective”
Cairo born, Brooklyn native; rat bastard; cosmic mistake; comprised of sketchy morals, three hours of sleep, and entirely too much caffeine.
[ AESTHETIC ] — —
the midday desert sun; a grin bared like a knife; aviators hiding a black eye; “jesus christ it’s jason bourne” (the bourne identity); no longer sure whose blood is staining your hands; another man’s dog tags around his neck; carefully scheduled existential crises; “stuck in the middle with you” (stealers wheel); sun-bleached bones; the weight of his father’s name; less of a science, more of an art; a burning ship cut adrift; “i go hungry” (mother mother)
SHERIFF Ian McCoy — —
brother, you been sluggin' whiskey fashioned all your crosses to numb your blood and body to withstand your split losses
DR. Dominic Reeves — —
OUR BODIES ARE OURS TO BREAK,
ours to throw into the river, ours to light on fire, ours to launch into the depths of space.
Joey Comeau, A Softer World
name: Levi pronouns: He/him time zone: GMT-7 (MST) favorite speculative sci-fi media or trope(s): God, so many. Main ones are probably Men In Black (esp from the perspective of the ~locals~), Flat Earth Atheist, Maybe Magic, Maybe Mundane, and honestly almost every other sci-fi trope (especially if they play with definitive vs vague understanding). what plots/dynamics are you interested in exploring?: I like playing with perceptions of the world, paradigm shifts, incompatible personalities becoming more compatible, hate to love or friendship... Basically a lot of doubt, questioning reality, and anything-but-easy if you were a mash-up of two animals, what would you be? (can include images/gifs):
Characters with Insomnia
Anonymous asked you:
I’m writing a character with insomnia, and I sometimes refer to her as being tired or walking around like a zombie, but I’m not sure if this is accurate. Do you have any tips for how to more accurately write a character with this illness?
Insomnia takes a lot out of you. It sort of makes life feel like a giant blur and can cause a lot of problems. If you’ve ever had to go through a day without much sleep, you’ll know what it feels like. However, long-term insomnia can be much worse.
A character with insomnia will have difficulty concentrating and may doze off, but most likely won’t have the ability to take naps. Back when I had insomnia in high school, I would get so tired my eyes would burn, but I couldn’t fall asleep no matter how tired I was. And yes, walking around like a zombie is accurate because when you have insomnia, you end up going through daily routines without realizing you’re doing it. Your body still works, but your brain doesn’t register as much as it used to.
People with insomnia are more likely to get sick because their immune systems and their bodies are weaker without sleep. They also make more mistakes than others, but may not realize it. Their reactions are slower, their memory weakens (the damage left me with mild short term memory problems), and irritability rises.
When it comes to sleeping, people with insomnia can get restless and irritable if they can’t fall asleep. Some people have to get up and walk around or they get their work done because they know they can’t sleep anyway. Sometimes they’ll just stay in bed for hours even though they can’t fall asleep. Some people wake up and can’t get back to sleep and thus are more tired at night than they are in the mornings.
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