Is it..?
Is it fucked up that right now I have more faith me me than you do? Honestly you fucked on me and all, never judged never even thought you would fuck on me really. But here we are, I have never touched anyone or thought of touching anyone I touch you. A text changes that, it makes our whole world faulter.
Think about that shit I got real time evidence that fucking a random was better in that moment than to get back to me? Is it fucked up for me to say that? Is it tho? Since i was serious about us errr- 3 years, i never and have never.
Is it crazy that I love you more than you? Even more than you think i am? Its crazy when i was crazy for you, you thought little of me and fucked me up by fucking dude a wall away from me and then another dude right in our “foundation building” stages.
Is it crazy that when people say no labels work always seem to not ride on the same page as you? Is it crazy to want no labels, than crave a label so much because you didn’t want to possibility of no labels bs to fuck up...
Lets not get ahead. Is it okay for my thoughts to think this and still think I’m fucking you up more than anything?
I put the nail in the coffin somehow, just somehow your drinking to get away. And i cant join on this escape.
Is it crazy to love past another and your own imperfections? Is it...?
