02.22.23
as i write this with tears in my eyes, i cant help but relapse all over again. with just one song. up dharma down's crying season playing in the background. it's all over again for me.
i cant help but overthink, did you truly love me? leaving me with nothing, dried up, just used.
you, acting nonchalantly, like everything i did meant nothing for you. seeing you all happy and communicating casually like it was nothing. IT WAS NOTHING FOR YOU. It pains me so deep. It hurts so bad.



















