[deadithurts]

hey (with the intention of hand in unlovable hand not to me not if it’s you sorry about the blood in your mouth i wish it was mine if i loved you less i might be able to talk about it more i don’t know what to do without you i don’t know where to put my hands)

[loveridden1999]

i miss my ex bestfriend & everyone else that i have ever loved but don't want any of them back either

[loveridden1999]

what the fuck man

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

how it feels occasionally revisiting your old fandom you’re no longer a part of but all the good memories are still there. #nostalgia

[deadithurts]

“i'll try for all of my life just to find someone who leaves on the light for me” son or “i need somebody sent down from the sun that talks to me how you used to” daughter

[aloyhh]

I’m so grateful that so many things are none of my business

[officialkendallroy]

not gonna lie kitten, the only thing that's getting daddy through the week right now is canadian state funded ice hockey yaoi

[sadlittlecomet]

"i want to throw up thinking about outgrowing friendships i thought would last forever. how did we go from 'can't wait to get an apartment together when we're older :-)' friends to 'i hope you get everything you've ever wanted and i hope i never hear a think about it' friends."

@deadithurts

[louisegluckpdf]

girl dad not as in a dad with daughters but as in a girl who shares the tastes habits and personality traits of a middle aged father

[valtsv]

how it feels to go to places alone and do the things that you want to do. alone.

[deadpoet-skull]

from The New York Times

[deadithurts]

everything i have ever let go of has claw marks on it son or i am envious of all that can return and does daughter

[deadithurts]

teeth -noor unnahar

[deadithurts]

everything i have ever let go of has claw marks on it son or i am envious of all that can return and does daughter

[sixteendaysofcoldestapril]

i hate it when a ship is so popular fhat you cant go into a character tag without seeing the other guy too... i dont want him. go away

[deadithurts]

kind of what it used to be like looking for a tomlinshaw fic in a sea of larry stylinson fics

[daisywords]

"came back wrong" what about Came Back Afraid. You used to be brave. Too brave maybe, defying the odds at every turn, a fighter, cocky, playing with fire, first to throw yourself at the enemy. Until one day it all caught up to you. You came back, somehow, but now you know all too intimately how it feels to lose, to die, to be destroyed. Now you flinch and freeze and cower at the slightest provocation. Who even are you now if you can't be brave? The grave may have let you go, but the mortal fear still grips you tighter than ever.

[newvision]

— James Baldwin, from If Beale Street Could Talk

[deadithurts]

[deadithurts]

-the picture of dorian gray, oscar wilde.

[mostlyiwant-tobekind]

I lost every friendship I ever had and it still hurts.

1. Finneas O’Connell / 2. Ocean Vuong / 3. adampvrrish / 4. Otessa Moshfegh / 5. Fairycosmos / 6. Richard Siken / 7. frenchtoastlesbian