fifteen days to sober. (the 4 o'clock free write)
The first day I met him he looked at me like I created the stars The second, he made my smile feel like cashmere being stretched by the butterflies that took time to bubble in my stomach I didn’t see him on day three, but thoughts alone made time seem holiday. Day four Five days After six nights, the cleanup crews came. They had to remind me of my own name. again. Somehow, I managed to blame the absence of his voice, which I swore to be all scents lavender and sage, On the wrinkles of my knees. Day twelve, I decided. butterflies don’t belong in bellies no way. fifteen days to sober.











