I don’t have anyone to talk to because the people I usually talk to are the ones involved with what’s making me upset right now.
After I searched a certain tag, Tumblr just asked if I was okay and gave me a link to a suicide chat line.
I’m too scared to even chat online with someone.
I know that right now is the time I need to be taking special care of myself, but what I would rather do is drink myself into oblivion.
I need something, some way to stop experience reality as it is.
I am so lonely and I live everyday feeling like I know that something is seriously wrong with me, deep down.
I always go crazy on the weekends because I have nothing to force myself to leave the apartment.














