i wish i could convey how terrifying the dream i had last night was, it was like uncut gems i woke up really shocked, but
i was at the birthday party of some girl i dont talk to anymore, guy whom i dont know how she knew him offered me a ride home after but i obliged, i spent the drive mostly listening to early rare opn demos (that dont exist irl), once we pulled into my neighborhood he mentioned something about one of my favorite local bands covering up the animal abuse theyve committed, it was like 4am once we got back to my house, there was a guy painting a mural on the big garbage bin outside my house, i got out of the car but id somehow left my bag with my keys and some clothes i need but he was already back out onto the main road before id realized, so i had to pound on my moms door at this early hour, she obviously wasnt happy but she was already pissed because we had a really heated argument over something i dont remember what, anyway it led to me crashing out at her again but id had enough so i just went to bed, i kept seeing aliens though so i hid under my blanket while i looked at the works of this one guro artist then recommended them to a friend, there was a spectral cat on the ceiling that had jumped down but i pulled my blanket down and it was still on the ceiling so i realized it was an alien ploy and i got scared again, so i decided to put on a show i was watching, i dont remember how but the episode where i picked it back up the events and dialogue of it were mocking me and what had happened to me, it mostly contained an old lady pepperspraying random people then running away then leading security officers to the people she sprayed writhing on the ground while feigning some sort of agnosia and speaking gibberish at them, at which point in somehow clicked that the guy who drove me home was behind everything thatd happened (including before the birthday party, i just mostly forget all that besides some other intrafamilial quarrels of my friend's over transitioning that i was witness to), and then it was suddenly 10am again, i had failed to fall asleep, i was contemplating taking olanzapine just to fall asleep but my mom was home she'd been up and she was getting a call from the sheriff or something that the guy who drove me home last night was on a killing spree and was now driving back up from sweetgrass in montana to kill me, i had now realized he was a voice actor and the voice of the main kid in the english dub of boku no hero academia, i looked outside and ig some public safety notice was issued cause everyone who pulled up to their houses was running from their cars to their doors, there was one guy in a big inflatable suit who couldnt move so they just told him to step over a little then ran into the side of it so it popped then he ripped himself out of it, there were a lottt of cars pulling into the parking lot, anyway i told the sheriff please get my shit back from him, and then a few seconds later his car pulled into the parking lot as well and we and some other people went outside for some reason, it was his car, but police hopped out of it and not the killer, i was happy to have my stuff back but then i picked up on something and started running away from the car, it didnt blow up but another one adjacent to it did, i became frozen with shock and then just as the dream ended another car that had pulled in earlier by me blew up
my.sleeps been so fucked lately so ive been having way more vivid dreams, i try not to put too much stake into their supposed meanings though i think theyre just another game the aliens play, a connect-the-dots "meaning" constellation in the cistern of noise, though the part where i was watching that show w/ the pepperspraying lady interests me i still get this inkling there might be something there. the other night i dreamt i ate fat choy and then went to poland for a weekend, where andy warhol tried to scam me with some tax thing, i missed out on jackzebra and bloodz boi & some other chinese rappers performing in my hometown for this lackluster poland trip, i think there was something about algernon later in the dream or maybe in the dream after it was a separate dream but it was like a sequel
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