* & . KIRA

ind . priv . highly sel . original character 

[lalalalisa----m]

[tyaery]

@malfaiteurisms

[tyaery]

kira is my little bean and thats the tea

[jissoo]

 the way she moves…

[tacendisms-a]

a beautiful peachy boy

a bitch looks damn good in red and white

[tyaery]

malfaiteurisms‌:

          “ it would  R U I N  you   ?? ….——————– amazing .  ICONIC .  legendary .  ”

                      ❛    it would    RUUUUUUUUIIIIINNNNNNNN      you  ~  !!!!      ❜

[tyaery]

“i need time to think about us.” 🍑🍑🍑🍑🍑🍑

                       she was taken back by the words that broke through the silence that became a little bit too   LONG  for comfort   .    lips parted slightly   ,   eyes filled with confusion  —    where did this all come from   ?     confusion turned quickly into anger as she stood and gave a small angry chuckle before turning to him   .     ❛    you need time to think about us   ?    you      ?     of all people   ?    that’s rich   ,    peaches   .   after every single thing that i had to put up with   ,   through every overdose    ,  through every clean up of your   FUCKING   vomit   -   and   YOU’RE    the one who has to think about things   ?    you’ve been on tour and i gave up    EVERYTHING   for you      &      you’re the one who has to think about shit     ?     ❜    voice growing louder    ,   filling the small room around them     ,   eyes glaring at him in disbelief    .   ❛     i took care of you    ,   i stood by your side through the worst of it   &   this is how you repay me   ?    let me guess    ,    you found someone else   ?    you got bored of me   ?   what   ?    is my    LOVE    for you  not enough    ?     ——    ❜    her voice cracked    ,   she quickly cleared it and tried to keep the tears hidden but failed as one slid down her cheek    .    ❛     i did everything   …     i gave you everything   ,    i gave you my life   ,   my heart     ——    fine    ,    you want to think about things   ?    go ahead    ,    but just say it    ,   peaches   .    just fucking say it   &   be a man for once    .    say you don’t want me anymore   ,    that you don’t want   THIS   anymore   instead of giving me any inch of hope that this relationship is worth saving because for a couple of weeks   ,   it seemed as if you clearly didn’t want it   .     ❜    kira knew something was wrong    ,    things weren’t exactly the same   -   her heart felt as if it were breaking into a million of pieces as she quickly turned to begin to pack her bag   &   trying to figure out where she would go   .   ❛    i’ll make it easy for you   &    go   .   don’t even bother thinking it over because i did it for you   ,   like i do   EVERY  time   .       ❜     tears continued to pour out of her eyes    ,   zipping up her bag and moving the strap around her shoulder before taking one more look at the man who stole everything from her   ,    the man who took her heart    &    broke it without hesitation   .   ❛    goodbye   ,    peaches   .     ❜

[musingmemes]

sad / heartbreak starters

“i feel like i’m losing you.”

“i didn’t mean to push you away.”

“i don’t want to lose you.”

“please just stay with me.”

“give me another chance.”

“don’t you care about me at all?”

“i thought you loved me.”

“you promised you wouldn’t leave me.”

“i don’t know what i’d do without you.”

“i never thought you’d be the one to break my heart.”

“i need time to think about us.”

“please don’t leave like this.”

“i’m begging you to stay.”

“this can’t be goodbye.”

“don’t you love me anymore?”

“do you… not want me anymore?”

“i wish i could be enough for you.”

“i wish you could see how much this is hurting me.”

“i’m scared of losing you.”

[tyaery]

                                 * &  .    /     @malfaiteurisms

                       red  carpet    ,   the fame   &   surrounded by it had her a bit overwhelmed    ,    but with peaches by her side   -   she felt a bit of   RELIEF   move off of her chest   .    hearing his sly answer to a  REPORTER   had a small smile lift the corner of her lips as a small slap was given to his side  .     ❛   อย่าทำให้ฉันตบคุณยากขึ้นที่รัก  !   (  don’t make me slap you harder   ,   baby  !   )   ❜   a hand snaked around her petite waist   ,   guiding her to the millions of flashing lights   &   cameras pointed at them   .    leaning in closer to him   ,   her lips pressed against his ear   -  thankfully the heels she wore gave her a few inches on him to be able to reach slightly without her usual struggle   .    a soft   ‘   i love you   ‘    whispered into his ear in thai was said to him    ,  seeing the small smile appear on his lips made her heart leap out of her chest   .   

[tyaery]

ok hi i’m here 

[tyaery]

malfaiteurisms‌:

          peaches didn’t want to sound CREEPY as he told the venue’s security staffing about this one particular girl ( who was bound to show up ) that he wanted to spend more time with her when the time came around .  without fail her voice had him half turning towards her , almost embarrassed of the cheek-splitting smile he sports so easily just from the sight of her .  BEAUTIFUL .  “ i don’t come very often , i can’t imagine why you wouldn’t attend either … there doesn’t seem to be much else to do around here . ”  eyes follow motion of her hand , imitating the gesture with a broad grin finally offered to her before security moved her back to where she needed to be .  he made his way in a reasonable pace throughout the others waiting in line , taking pictures and signing things as requested until he was met with her again .  “ fancy seeing you here , kira .  i thought you were all done with me for TODAY .  ”

                   hearing her name roll off the tip of her tongue made butterflies flutter within’ her stomach   ,   a wide smile spreading upon her lips as eyes gazed up at the man who towered over her   .    ❛    all done with you   ?   trust me   ,   i don’t think i could ever get enough of you   ,   peaches   .     ❜    a small laugh move past her lips   ,   eyes focused down at the ground before picking back up to him    .     ❛    you remembered my name    ,   which is pretty shocking after all the girls you’ve just met   ---   you also put on one hell of a show   ,    i enjoyed it    ,    like i always do   .      ❜

[tyaery]

                  * &   .   /     STARTER     .    @malfaiteurisms

                          ❛         did you    REALLY    think i would   NOT   attend your show again   ,   peaches   ?     it’s really nice to see you again   &    thank you for playing another show in my small town   ,   not a lot of people appreciate it   .   ❜    kira was    ECSTATIC   to know that peaches had chosen her city once again as a  TOUR   stop   .    the smile upon her face and the little hand gesture that was most commonly used in her culture as a symbol for a   HEART   was given to him  .   of course   ,    she once again made her way into the back of the line   ,  giving her the chance to speak with him a little while longer   .

[tyaery]

honda: calls me n asks me excitedly if i wanna write

me : HELL YE  AH

honda: lol u thoUGHT

me : ive been bamboozled

@malfaiteurisms

[lalisachu]

🐱

[lalisaposts]

[lalalalisa----m]

[tyaery]

‘ i’m shaking. ‘

                     it   wasn’t    SUPPOSE   to be this way   ,   the first time she had seen him   --   it was as if the world had intended for her to be at her   HAPPIEST   ,     yet here she was   ,   dealing with a moment that would change her forever  ---   them    FOREVER   .        ❛   shh   ,   it’s okay   ,    i got you   ,   baby   .   it’s going to be okay   --    the ambulance is almost here   -  please   ,    just keep your eyes open   &&   focus on your breathing  ,   i’m here   .   ❜   an overdose   .   it was something she had dealt with once before   -   it had ended in a way she didn’t want to witness ever again   ,   especially with someone she had fallen deeply in love with   .    her own body shaking from the sight before her   ,   his cold sweats along his forehead where his blonde bangs stuck to    ,    it wasn’t a sight that she had thought she would see   -   especially with him   .    vision becoming blurry from her own tears falling   ,   but she tried her best to remain strong    -   for the   BOTH   of him    .    sirens blaring    ,    lights illuminating their face as a paramedic entered the room and soon began to check on him   -   kira was forced away to give them space to take him   ,   finding herself in a corner with her back against the wall watching the events unfold before her   .    she was   SCARED   ,     scared of losing another person who meant the most to her    --    but most of all   ,   she felt   LOST   .     it would scar her   ,   until the end of her days   . 

[rpmemestm]

LATE NIGHT SENTENCE STARTERS

‘  just kiss me.  ‘ ‘  please..  ‘ ‘  i need you.  ‘ ‘  don’t make me say it.  ‘ ‘  you’re shaking.  ‘ ‘  i’m shaking.  ‘ ‘  touch me.  ‘ ‘  i need to feel you.  ‘ ‘  you’re so beautiful/handsome..  ‘ ‘  don’t leave.  ‘ ‘  i don’t deserve you.  ‘ ‘  you should go..  ‘ ‘  i just need to feel something.  ‘ ‘  let me in..  ‘